we live so much of our lives in this purchased reality. because why wouldn't we it is easier. the hard is worth the work but the easy buttons are all over.

we can choose how we think. it seems too easy right? but anger spirals are a thing we chose. when we are in those moments we unite with people on anger. takes us no where.

why do we do this to ourselves.. you know that feeling right when you just did something that went so far against who you said you were. when we feed our ego only it does that. like we become this scary monster of a person that we don't even recognize.

why is loving people so hard. yet it will bring you more energy than anything you have ever done. energy = worth not always profit.

the scary path is the one unknown. when we create out of calling it is beautiful work even if the path isn't forged yet. how do paths get made in the first place...someone makes it. why couldn't it be you.

ever been tested. tested so much you were sure it was time to give up. or is that the time to go. go like you never have before because this time those tests won't stop you.

i was in a place of anger. why not me. well i don't have all the things. i am not smart enough. i am not strong enough. i am not beautiful enough. i can't change the world. i am just as lost as you i promise.

why are we building a life of either or. can we be all the things.

right...fit the mold. be grateful. don’t speak up. fit in find your place. live the safe templated life laid out for you. maybe the next generation will do it.

are you my mother. seriously i feel like that is where i was at with my dreams. will this be the dream that sticks. i am so lost in who i am that i just keep showing up asking are you my dream. are you who i will be.