What begins as a tender Japanese love story becomes one of the most shocking and unforgettable finales in horror history. In this episode of Too Extreme for Mainstream, we dissect Takashi Miike’s Audition (1999), from its origins in Ryu Murakami’s novel, to Miike’s rise through Japan’s underground V-Cinema scene, to the infamous torture sequence that left audiences fainting at festivals around the world.

We’ll explore the film’s themes of gender, trauma, and illusion, its cultural context in late-’90s Japan, and why Audition remains a cornerstone of extreme cinema more than two decades later.

If you’ve ever heard the chilling phrase “kiri kiri kiri,” you know: this is one film that cuts deep.

In this episode of The Disturbing Reel, I take you deeper into my book BDSM: The Blueprint with the first official section, Reflections. This is your introduction, a moment to pause, look inward, and ask yourself the questions that reveal who you are, what you desire, and where your boundaries lie.

Just as extreme cinema forces us to confront what disturbs, excites, or challenges us, reflection in the lifestyle is about finding meaning in those reactions. These questions aren’t about right or wrong, they’re about truth, growth, and authenticity.

I’ll also share how you can take your journey further with one-on-one mentorship and coaching. Over the years, I’ve guided hundreds of individuals through the BDSM lifestyle, teaching them everything from communication, dynamics, and aftercare to self-confidence, boundaries, and living their desires safely and unapologetically.

If you’re ready to go deeper, you can reach me on Instagram at tooextremeformainstream or by email at [email protected].

Step into reflection, and discover the blueprint within.

In this episode of Too Extreme for Mainstream, we take a deep dive into Lars von Trier’s infamous 2009 film Antichrist. From its origins in von Trier’s depression, to the shocking imagery that split audiences at Cannes, to its lasting place in the history of extreme cinema, this episode explores why Antichrist continues to provoke debate more than a decade later. We’ll unpack its symbolism, controversy, and what it reveals about the fine line between art and exploitation.

In this special episode of The Disturbing Reel, I open the first page of my book, The BDSM Blueprint. This series will take you on a guided journey through the world of BDSM, not the glamorized versions you’ve seen in movies or novels, but the real lifestyle, rooted in psychology, trust, and exploration.

In this episode, I share the foundation of the book: why I wrote it, who it’s for, and what you can expect as we dive deeper into roles, tools, contracts, and the history and evolution of BDSM itself. Whether you’re a curious beginner or already walking the path, this series will give you clarity, confidence, and a deeper understanding of what BDSM truly means.

It’s time to unlearn the myths, embrace the truth, and begin the journey into The BDSM Blueprint.

In this episode of The Disturbing Reel, I dive into the shocking world of Lucifer Valentine, the creator of the infamous Vomit Gore Trilogy. From Slaughtered Vomit Dolls to Slow Torture Puke Chamber, plus films like The Angela Chapters, A Perfect Child of Satan, Black Mass of the Nazi Sex Wizard, and Black Metal Veins, I explore the art, the controversy, and the allegations surrounding him. I also share why I personally believe Valentine is innocent until proven otherwise, and why his films continue to spark debate in extreme cinema.

In this episode of The Disturbing Reel, we dive into John Waters’ notorious underground classic, Pink Flamingos. Dubbed “the filthiest movie ever made”, this shocking 1972 film redefined what cinema could be, outrageous, offensive, and unapologetically trashy.

Join me as we uncover the backstory of how John Waters and his troupe of misfit actors, led by the legendary Divine, created a film that horrified critics, thrilled midnight audiences, and went on to become one of the most infamous cult movies of all time.

From its chaotic plot to its scandalous reputation and lasting cultural impact, Pink Flamingos isn’t just a piece of bad-taste cinema, it’s a rebellious statement that carved out a space for queer, underground, and extreme films to flourish.

Prepare yourself… this one isn’t for the faint of heart.

In this episode of The Disturbing Reel, we dive into one of the most infamous and challenging films ever made: Salò: The 120 Days of Sodom (1975), directed by Pier Paolo Pasolini.

Often banned, censored, and condemned, Salò remains one of the most controversial works in extreme cinema. But beneath the disturbing imagery lies a chilling commentary on power, corruption, and dehumanization.

Join me as we:

•Break down the history and context behind Pasolini’s final film.

•Explore why this story of fascism, abuse, and control continues to provoke outrage.

•Separate shock value from symbolism, and uncover what the film is really saying about society.

•Discuss the psychology of viewing controversial cinema and why audiences are drawn to films that test moral and emotional limits.

⚠️ This episode contains discussions of graphic and disturbing themes. Listener discretion is strongly advised.

In this intense first episode of The Disturbing Reel, we dive headfirst into A Serbian Film, one of the most infamous and controversial movies ever made. Known for its extreme imagery and shocking subject matter, this film has sparked outrage, bans, and heated debate worldwide.

But beyond the horror and controversy lies a deeper story: the struggles of Miloš, a father trying to provide for his family, and a filmmaker using the darkest extremes to comment on political corruption, societal exploitation, and national trauma.

Join The Disturbing Reel as we unpack the film’s plot, discuss the infamous baby scene, explore the haunting music, and break down why this underground classic continues to fascinate and disturb audiences decades after its release.

Whether you’re a horror enthusiast, a student of extreme cinema, or simply curious about what makes a film infamous, this episode takes you behind the scenes of A Serbian Film, the shocking, the tragic, and the unforgettable.