In this episode, Lily opens up about her transformative journey of choosing Eleusinia, a psychedelic retreat, as a means to confront a deep-seated trauma. Lily's life took an extraordinary turn when she faced the rare challenge of two pregnancies affected by an extremely uncommon chromosomal disorder. While she managed to cope with support after the first pregnancy, the second one left her emotionally devastated. Surprisingly, despite being an atheist, Lily had a profound and mystical encounter during her psychedelic experience. This encounter awakened a newfound connection to the marvels of nature, helping her discover a deeper sense of meaning and purpose. Through these extraordinary revelations, Lily finally found solace and began to believe that the events she had endured were not her fault.