The Energy Xchange

For deeply feeling people, disappointment can get complicated quickly. Someone doesn’t follow through, show up the way we hoped, or put in the effort we expected... and suddenly, we’re not just reacting to what happened. We’re creating a story about what it means.

• Do they care about me?
• Do I matter to them?
• What does this say about our relationship?

In this episode, I’m exploring the expectations we bring into our relationships, especially the ones that were never actually spoken out loud.

I share a personal example of how I’ve navigated this in one of my own friendships, and the distinction that has helped me stop waiting for someone else to operate differently.

This episode dives into:

• The unspoken agreements we create in relationships
• Why we often expect other people to operate the way we do
• What disappointment can teach us about our needs, values and boundaries
• The difference between noticing a pattern and deciding what that pattern means
• Why giving someone grace doesn’t require lowering your standards
• How to use the information someone gives you to make your own choices
  
  

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• Book a Clarity Call (for your business or personal brand)
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We do a lot of work on becoming more self-aware, setting better boundaries, healing our patterns, and learning how to show up as healthier versions of ourselves.

But relationships aren’t a solo project.

In this episode, I’m joined by relationship coach Aaron King for a conversation about self-abandonment, the patterns we develop early in life, and what happens when we become so focused on managing ourselves that we forget there’s another person bringing energy into the relationship too.

We talk about why we’re often attracted to people who embody qualities we haven’t fully claimed in ourselves, how to tell the difference between someone stretching you and someone overriding you, and how resentment can be a clue that you’ve been tolerating something for too long.

We also get into triggers, unspoken agreements, conflict and repair, asking for what you actually need, and the idea that really stuck with me: we’ve been taught a lot about personal empowerment, but maybe not nearly enough about relational empowerment.

In this conversation:

• What self-abandonment can actually look like
• Why we’re attracted to qualities we may be suppressing in ourselves
• The difference between being stretched and being overridden
• What your triggers can tell you about old patterns
• Why unspoken agreements create so much resentment
• How to think about conflict before you’re in the middle of it
• Boundaries, tolerating, and learning to ask for what you need
• Personal empowerment vs. relational empowerment
• Why a relationship is something you co-create, not something you have to become perfect enough to earn

Aaron King is a relationship coach and founder of Relationship King. You can learn more about his work and explore his Trigger Map at relationship.coach.

Links for this Episode: 

• Aaron King's website
• Aaron's Trigger Map Quiz
• Book a Clarity Call with Colleen (for your business or personal brand) 
• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox

So many of my marketing clients come to me with some version of this:

• I'd love to speak about this, but I haven't been doing it long enough.
• I could teach this, but I've only worked with five clients.
• Or the big one: Who am I to talk about this when other people have been doing it for twenty years?

And I always come back to the same question: What would actually be enough?

Twenty clients? Five years? A certification? A certain revenue number?

Because if you can't name the point where you'd finally feel qualified, there's a good chance you're waiting on a feeling, not a credential. And that feeling may never come.

Your benchmark keeps moving because you keep moving. The more you learn, the more aware you become of everything you still don't know.

But here's what I believe: there's an audience ready for you at the level you're at right now.

What feels obvious to you could save someone else six months of figuring it out.

And we're not really competing on information anymore. AI can give anyone 150 marketing tips in five seconds. What people are looking for is someone who can help them understand what matters, see something differently, or finally make it click.

A few things we get into:

• The question that dismantles "I'm not qualified yet"
• Why your benchmark keeps moving
• How what feels obvious to you can be incredibly valuable to someone else
• The difference between "I know everything" and "I know something that might help you"
• Why originality isn't required to contribute
• How to share what you know without pretending to know more than you do
• Why perspective matters more than ever in an age of unlimited information
• The better question to ask instead of "Am I experienced enough?"

This one's for you if:

• You keep waiting to feel "ready" before speaking up or teaching
• You've talked yourself out of sharing because "it's already been said"
• You downplay your experience because someone always knows more
• You're building a personal brand and second-guessing your authority
• You're sitting on something that could genuinely help someone

Related Links:

• Book a Clarity Call
• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Work WIth Me
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck

Julie Gawle helps people navigate change, which means she's spent a lot of time thinking about what happens when uncertainty, emotion, and leadership collide.

In this episode, we talk about what it looks like to lead when you're a deeply feeling person, especially when you can't fix the situation or make everyone comfortable. Julie shares how her background in theater unexpectedly led to a career in change management, why empathy can be a leadership strength without becoming an obligation to rescue everyone, and what she's learned about managing her own discomfort while supporting other people through theirs.

We also get into leading through changes you may not personally agree with, knowing when tension requires action and when it doesn't, and why helping people feel heard can matter even when you can't change the outcome.

This one's for you if:

• You're a highly sensitive person, empath, or deep feeler at work
• You tend to be the steady one in the room (even when you're privately unsure)
• You've ever felt like leading meant turning your emotions off
• You manage other people's discomfort more than your own
• You want your sensitivity to be an asset in your career, not another thing to manage

A lot of the rooms we find ourselves in were chosen by proximity — our workplace, our town, our industry, our existing networks. Those spaces serve a purpose, but they don't always give us access to the conversations, perspectives, or energy we're actually craving.

In this episode, I'm exploring what happens when we go looking for more aligned rooms on purpose — spaces where we feel safe enough to show up fully, curious enough to have our thinking stretched, and connected enough to walk away with ideas we never would have reached on our own.

 Because for deeply feeling people especially — the ones who naturally absorb and respond to whatever's around them — the rooms we spend time in really do matter. They shape what feels normal, what feels possible, and even what we let ourselves want.

The goal isn't to find one perfect group of "your people." What's more helpful is an ecosystem of rooms... different spaces that bring different parts of us forward.

This Episode Dives Into:

• Why so many of our rooms were chosen by proximity, not alignment
• What becomes possible when we seek out more aligned spaces on purpose
• Why the rooms we're in shape what feels normal and what we let ourselves want
• Why deeply feeling people are especially affected by their environments
• The case for an ecosystem of rooms instead of one perfect group
• Questions to audit the rooms you're already in

Who This Episode Is For:

• Highly sensitive people, empaths, and deep feelers
• Anyone who's outgrown the spaces they landed in by default
• People craving conversations they're not having anywhere yet
• Quiet leaders and thoughtful creators looking for aligned community
• Those who feel shaped (for better or worse) by their environments
• Anyone ready to expand their world without blowing it up

Links for this Episode:

• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Work WIth Me
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck

When we leave something (a person, a job, a dynamic) there's often this rush of thank God I got out of that. And sometimes that's completely fair. 

But if we stop there, we miss the more useful question: 

What was it about me, my patterns, or the stories I was carrying, that kept me there so long?

In this episode, I'm getting honest about how I spent my 20s and 30s attracting the same dynamics on repeat (and how newly-found body confidence didn't fix it) because of old beliefs I was carrying about myself.

This Episode Dives Into:

• Why leaving is the beginning of the work, not the end
• Relationships as an energy exchange you actively participate in
• What I was really bringing to my relationships in my 30s
• Why more confidence attracted the same dynamics (even faster)
• The "tells" that signal you're losing yourself in a dynamic
• The post-relationship audit

Who This Episode Is For:

• Anyone who keeps attracting the same dynamic in a new package
• People who over-accommodate or stay too long to keep the peace
• Those who are so good at understanding others they lose themselves
• Anyone processing a relationship, job, or friendship they've left

Related Links:

• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Work WIth Me
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck

Something small happens. One offhand comment, one changed plan, one shift in tone... and what comes up in me is so much bigger than the thing that actually just occurred. 

For years I chalked it up to being sensitive. "That's just me, that's the wiring..." But that explanation stopped sitting right. Yes, the reaction was oversized, but the thing I blew up about usually wasn't the first time it had happened. It was 5th, 10th, 13th... There were many little moments I never said anything about, and by the time I reacted, I wasn't reacting to this, I was reacting to all of it. The other person just can't see that part.

In this episode, I'm digging into what happens when we don't speak up while things are still small: the difference between actually letting something go and just going quiet, the way silence lets us build a whole relationship inside our own heads, and why the fix isn't forcing a giant confrontation but getting small, low-stakes reps that teach your body the world doesn't end when you speak up.

This Episode Dives Into:

• Why triggers can feel so much bigger than the thing that set them off
• The difference between letting something go and just staying silent
• Rumination and body clues that tell you you're still holding on
• How twelve unspoken moments become one giant reaction
• The relationship you're having entirely inside your own head
• Why we make big decisions without giving the other person a chance to shift
• The low-stakes nonprofit that taught me to speak up
• Why you need reps, not just "better communication"

Who This Episode Is For:

• Highly sensitive people, empaths, and deep feelers
• Anyone who keeps the peace until they suddenly can't
• People who confuse staying silent with letting go
• Conflict-avoiders who ruminate long after the moment passes
• Anyone who's left a job or relationship without ever speaking up first
• Those learning to advocate for themselves in small, sustainable reps

Related Links:

• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Work WIth Me
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck

Before I'd recorded a single episode, I was researching podcast studio rentals. I had a very specific picture of what a "real" podcast looked like — 45 minutes, video, the microphones, the whole setup — and I'd quietly turned that picture into the price of admission. So for a long time, I didn't start at all.

In this episode, I'm talking about how often we look at the polished, years-in version of something and accidentally make it our starting requirement. I record this podcast in the corner of the smallest room in my place. When I travel, I've recorded in closets. Some episodes are six and a half minutes long — and posting those brought up a whole different flavor of imposter syndrome. Not "who am I to do this?" but "does my version of this even count?"

Here's what shifted it: the thing I thought was the podcast's weakness turned out to be what people love most. Which taught me something freeing — I had no idea what people actually wanted. And if none of us really know that, the better starting question isn't "what does the impressive version look like?" It's "what actually has to be true for me to begin?"

This Episode Dives Into:

• How we turn someone else's final form into our cost of entry
• The "does my version even count?" flavor of imposter syndrome
• The feedback that flipped a perceived weakness into a strength
• Why we manage an audience's experience before they've even had it
• The one question that cuts through it all
  
  

Who This Episode Is For:

• Highly sensitive people, empaths, and deep feelers
• Anyone sitting on an idea they've wanted to start for months or years
• Recovering perfectionists who wait to feel "ready"
• Creators who redesign their work for an audience that doesn't exist yet
• Quiet leaders talking themselves out of starting before they begin
• Anyone who's made the final form their cost of entry

Related Links:

• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Work WIth Me
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck

The word empath once gave me language for experiences I had never known how to explain. It helped me feel understood, and I’ll always be grateful for that.

But these days, I’m less attached to it as the full explanation for who I am.

Not because I’m rejecting the word (I wrote a whole book called The Empath Detox), but because I’ve come to see empathy as just one expression of a much broader sensitive nervous system.

In this episode, I walk through the stages the label took me through: the relief of finally feeling understood, the sadness of recognizing where some of my hypervigilance came from, the anger of connecting old patterns to real experiences, and the realization that self-protection had quietly become the destination instead of the doorway.

Understanding yourself matters… protecting your energy matters… but neither is meant to be the place where you stay.

This episode explores what can happen when you stop treating sensitivity as something to manage and begin asking what it makes possible.

This Episode Dives Into:

• Why I'm less attached to the word "empath" 
• The stages the label took me through
• Where hypervigilance often comes from, and how it shapes us
• Empathy as a capacity, not a character reference
• Moving from "how do I protect my energy?" to "what becomes possible?"
• How understanding yourself is the invitation, not the destination

Who This Episode Is For:

• Highly sensitive people, empaths, and deep feelers
• Anyone who found relief in the word "empath" and has started to outgrow it
• People stuck in the protection-and-boundaries stage who sense there's more
• Quiet leaders and thoughtful creators ready to expand
• Sensitive people tired of treating how they're wired as a problem
• Anyone ready to ask what their sensitivity makes possible

Links & Resources For This Episode:

• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Book a Storyboarding Session / Messaging Audit
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck

If you've ever blown up a "perfect" routine two weeks in and decided the problem was you, I created this episode with you in mind.

For years I was convinced I hated structure. That I was bad at routines, not disciplined enough, just too creative for any of it. Turns out none of that was true. I don't hate structure; I just can't thrive inside structures that are too rigid or too disconnected from how I'm actually wired.

This week, I'm digging into why deeply feeling, deeply thinking people so often push back against systems, and the reframe that changed everything for me: good structure doesn't trap you, it protects your freedom. The goal isn't more discipline. It's finding the least amount of structure that still gets you where you want to go.

This Episode Dives Into:

• Why you might not hate structure — just the rigid, "because I said so" kind
• The pendulum swing from oppressive structure to zero structure (and why neither worked)
• Why good structure protects your freedom instead of stealing it
• The "minimum effective structure" — and how to find yours
• Why the routine your inspired self designs isn't the one your everyday self can keep
• How small early wins change your whole relationship to structure
• Why forcing yourself into someone else's system so often backfires
• Wanting the result vs. wanting the lifestyle required to maintain it

Who This Episode Is For:

• Highly sensitive people, empaths, and deep feelers
• Creative and independent thinkers who bristle at rigid systems
• Anyone who's ever abandoned a "perfect" routine and blamed themselves
• People who need the why before they can commit to the how
• Anyone chasing a result without asking if they want the lifestyle behind it
• Those craving consistency without burning out to get it

Links & Resources For This Episode:

• Subscribe to my Weekly Newsletter
• Visit My Website
• Book a Storyboarding Session / Messaging Audit
• Book a Full-Scale Marketing Audit (Website/Messaging/Digital Presence)
• Get the Book: The Empath Detox
• The Empath Detox Oracle Deck