There comes a moment—sometimes slow, sometimes sudden...when the version of God you were handed no longer holds up. When the fear, the rules, the performance... just don’t fit anymore.

In this quiet reflection, I speak to the sacred unraveling. The grief of leaving a faith that once gave you comfort, and the strange hope of meeting the Divine again - this time, on your own terms.

This isn’t about answers. It’s about asking better questions. About making peace with doubt, and finding a spirituality rooted in love, not fear.

If you’ve ever whispered, “I don’t know what I believe anymore,” this one is for you. You’re not alone.