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Send us Fan Mail What if your need for control… is actually fear? In this episode, I explore the deeper reason behind control— and why we hold onto it so tightly. Control tries to keep you safe. Trust is what sets you free. Support the show Email: elenaswy@gmail.com IG: @elenaswenyu

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The Fear Behind My Need for Control | EP36

A spiritual diary. A healing journey. A love story between a human heart and a gentle God. How I Met Jesus is a daily, intimate podcast where Elena —&nbsp;a lady who grew up in China, now living in America, once a Buddhist and now a new Christian — shares the quiet, unexpected, transformative moments that led her closer to Jesus. Not through religion, but through real life: heartbreak, fear, success, anxiety, faith, loneliness, miracles, and small everyday grace. Each episode feels like opening a handwritten letter — soft, honest, vulnerable, and deeply human. Here, you’ll find: • stories of spiritual awakening across cultures and continents • how God met her in fear, confusion, ambition, and longing • emotional healing through prayer and scripture • lessons learned in uncertainty, waiting, and surrender • reflections on love, identity, insecurity, and courage • prayers that speak gently into the soul This is not a podcast about perfection. It’s about learning to trust. Learning to rest. Learning to hear God in the quiet places. Learning to let your heart be held — even when life feels messy. If you’ve ever wondered where God is in your everyday emotions, or if you’re healing, searching, rebuilding, or longing for peace, this podcast is for you. Come walk with me — one story, one prayer, one gentle revelation at a time — as I share the journey of how I met Jesus… and how He keeps finding me, again and again. ✨

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A spiritual diary. A healing journey. A love story between a human heart and a gentle God. How I Met Jesus is a daily, intimate podcast where Elena —  a lady who grew up in China, now living in America, once a Buddhist and now a new Christian — shares the quiet, unexpected, transformative moments that led her closer to Jesus. Not through religion, but through real life: heartbreak, fear, success, anxiety, faith, loneliness, miracles, and small everyday grace. Each episode feels like opening a handwritten letter — soft, honest, vulnerable, and deeply human. Here, you’ll find: • stories of spiritual awakening across cultures and continents • how God met her in fear, confusion, ambition, and longing • emotional healing through prayer and scripture • lessons learned in uncertainty, waiting, and surrender • reflections on love, identity, insecurity, and courage • prayers that speak gently into the soul This is not a podcast about perfection. It’s about learning to trust. Learning to rest. Learning to hear God in the quiet places. Learning to let your heart be held — even when life feels messy. If you’ve ever wondered where God is in your everyday emotions, or if you’re healing, searching, rebuilding, or longing for peace, this podcast is for you. Come walk with me — one story, one prayer, one gentle revelation at a time — as I share the journey of how I met Jesus… and how He keeps finding me, again and again. ✨

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