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This episode is part two of a two-part series about what really happened in 2025.
In this episode, I speak about what happened in the months after the events of early January, as the situation escalated and became increasingly unsafe. I talk about being hospitalised during this period, and about my mum and my partner also being attacked as the situation continued.
I share why we made the decision to leave our home for our safety, and what it was like being escorted back by CID to collect our belongings. I also reference the investigations that followed. There is a significant amount of detail I could go into about this time, but I don’t. What I share here is the reality of what happened and why it mattered, without going into every detail.
Towards the end of the episode, I speak about my engagement in May and how our relationship came to an end a few months later. I honour the love we had and shared, and I also share some exciting news. I also talk about my mum’s surgery, and the relief of it going well after everything that came before.
If you’d like to connect with me personally, book a tarot reading, or explore working with me in a session, you can do so here: https://stan.store/Ellieloren
This episode is part one of a two-part series about what really happened in 2025.
I know I briefly shared on social media about my relationship ending and about harassment coming from my partner’s family. In this episode, I finally speak about what was actually going on behind the scenes at that time.
I talk about my mum’s health — something I’ve been dealing with since I was thirteen and have never spoken about publicly before — and how that was already shaping my life long before everything else unfolded. I also share what I learned about my partner’s past, and how finding out more about his life led to abuse and harassment that escalated far beyond anything I was prepared for.
This episode focuses on the beginning and the context of the story, including the incidents that took place on the 3rd and 4th of January last year. Part two will cover what happened in the months that followed.
Content warning: This episode discusses abuse, harassment, and sensitive topics.
If you’d like to connect with me personally, book a tarot reading, or explore working with me in a session, you can do so here: https://stan.store/Ellieloren
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The Frequency Formula is a self-improvement and somatic healing podcast for sensitive, intuitive women ready to feel safe in their bodies and powerful in their lives. ✨
Through breathwork, nervous system regulation, embodiment practices and honest reflections, each episode helps you shift your internal state, release what’s been holding you back, and reconnect to your natural rhythm. 🌱
This is your space to slow down, tune in, and create lasting change from the inside out.