In this episode, I read through a poem written shortly after my suicide attempt. This was one of the darkest moments of my life, and I found solace in illustrating my sorrows with poetry.

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In this episode, I read an essay written shortly after the birth of my daughter Atlas. I share key moments of my struggle with depression, the journey of finding the right antidepressant, and where I found finding a source of meaning in life.

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Over the last three years, I have spent much time reanalyzing my desire for the spotlight. I saw that many of my opinions, strong as they might have been, were grounded in neither life experience nor education. I decided it was best to step aside from pursuing any role in the public sphere so that I could focus on becoming a student through reading and formal education. Recently, I felt a strong sense to begin writing about what I had learned. In this episode, I introduce the first essay I published on the website Medium. I plan to share the articles I have posted since, aiming to share my thoughts with a wider audience and attempt to expound on these ideas on the podcasting platform.

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I got the chance to talk with Pastor Cole Denne, a youth pastor at LifeGate Church in Papillion, Nebraska. We go over our personal experiences with God. I share my doubts regarding spirituality, and we talk about his journey with pornography. This conversation was one of the most refreshing I have had in a while. Cole is a great conversationalist, witty, and funny.

- Things Discussed in this Episode -

• Andy Stanley | Irresistible


• Kevin Ham & Bill Nye | Evolution Debate 1


• Kevin Ham & Bill Nye | Evolution Debate 2


• Pure Desire | Hope for Healing in Sexual Brokenness


• Self Authoring | Journal About Your Life

I began a series of conversations on the topic of pornography: its effects, the difficulties of stopping its use, and conversing about the impact it has made on our lives.

My friend, Braxton, and I got to go through our life experiences that influenced the use of porn. We exchanged thoughts on the porn industry, where he gave some insights into some of the dark roles it plays with the actresses themselves.

- Things Discussed in this Episode -

• Sam Harris | Can We Pull Back From the Brink?

I began a series of conversations on the topic of pornography: its effects, the difficulties of stopping its use, and conversing about the impact it has made on our lives.

My brother-in-law, Ryan Bundy, and I got to talk about his journey with pornography leading to his marriage. He shares his thoughts on how to talk with his children about the issues of sexual purity.

- Things Discussed in this Episode -

• XXX Church | Website


• Conquer Series | Sexual Purity Course


• If you need a partner to help you get away from porn, Ryan offered anyone to email him: [email protected]

I began a series of conversations on the topic of pornography: its effects, the difficulties of stopping its use, and conversing about the impact it has made on our lives.

Mark Goodman, the creator of the non-profits 70x7 and Hello Donor, shared his life experience and the necessity of forgiveness while discussing the issues that can come with the self-condemning nature of high porn use.

I began a series of conversations on the topic of pornography: its effects, the difficulties of stopping its use, and conversing about the impact it has made on our lives.

My brother from another mother. Chudier is my brother-in-law, and a refugee from South Sudan. We talked over his perspective of Sudanese impact with pornography and his own views as well.

I began a series of conversations on the topic of pornography: its effects, the difficulties of stopping its use, and conversing about the impact it has made on our lives.

This week I meet with Patrick Millon. We discuss the timeline of getting introduced to pornography, and what our thoughts are on it as a vice.

I began a series of conversations on the topic of pornography: its effects, the difficulties of stopping its use, and conversing about the impact it has made on our lives.

The idea of having a conversation on pornography is not always easy. The taboos of the subject alone can keep one quiet. This week I had the pleasure to talk with someone who was willing to have this conversation. While their identity remains hidden, I am very grateful for their willingness to speak on the subject.

- Things mentioned in this conversation -

• Joe Rogan & Elon Musk | Episode 1470


• Article | Disputing Porn Addiction


• Jeff Vanderstelt | Gospel Fluency