#BeauisAfraid writing my novel. Progress and driving.......OTC Hearing Aid. Losing weight.....reconnecting with GOD. The catharsis of cold showers and being wary of might getting shot in Gun Crazy America.

Get over the fear. Gotta get back to living and writing and finishing the novel. Get back into the purpose of life.

It has been just over 2 months since my Mom passed away. The pain and sadness. The popularity of Olivia Dunne........the height of Mt Everest. 5 miles high! Eye surgery possibly?

Reading journal entries from January 3rd 1998 and Janurary 12th 2000. Stream of consciousness. The influence of Kerouac.

The unbelievable comeback of the Minnesota Vikings. Nicotine free for almost 6 months. The ongoing legal battles of Donald Trump. The man must face the consequences. Merry Christmas.

Thanks to all of my friends that came out on Thursday to the funeral. I have the greatest friends in the world. The mysterious beauty of the burial. My Mom got what she wanted. Peace. Looking forward to the 26th Annual Holiday get together.

Waiting for the phone call about my Mom. At peace with everything. My Menieres disease seems to be getting better at being managed. Not back in the office yet but driving more. Don't #QuietQuitting your life or marriage or curiosity. Cheers. #HappyThanksgiving

Update on my Mom's health. For me.... The removal of nicotine and the addition of weight. #Hospice. Books read and are currently reading. #PeterZeihan. #JacquesValee. Spooky season is upon us.

Update of July 19th tests at the U of M. My Mom's inability to recognize a picture of her own son. The hope for better and to see others on Friday August 12th for Melanie Wang's 40th.

America and my Mom's ongoing decline. Saying goodbye to Kanaan. Never getting to say goodbye to my Dad. My continued struggle with dizziness and migraine. 528hz frequency for healing. #Roe #1619project #January6th