let yourself just live. there's so much more to life than judgement. you're allowed to have a view of life, a unique perspective, that is different from others. you're allowed to be a contradiction. you're allowed to change. you're allowed to have different dreams from the people around you. make sure you don't get lost in the energy echos of others in an effort to drown out your true desires in fear that they won't actualize. keep visualizing. keep dreaming. it's all possible and you will get there, with or without the help of those around you.