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Scream, Squirt, Grieve, Rise
With Special Guest Leyla the Healer
This episode is a full-body transmission. A reclamation. A resurrection. A riot.
Join us as we dive into the electric terrain of dark feminine power, priestesshood, ancestral healing, and embodied sexuality. We talk about everything women are told not to — sex magic, taboo past lives, womb sovereignty, grief portals, and reclaiming the body as sacred space.
What begins as a conversation about Venus retrograde quickly spirals (as the goddess does) into a vortex of:
🕯️ Dark feminine power & getting “domed” by your own feminine
💋 Energetic sovereignty & the truth about who you let inside your body
🌼 Mediumship, grief, and planting flowers for our dead
🐍 Sex priestesshood, vampire lovers & sacred whore codes
💸 Wealth, boundaries & being seen as a spiritual leader
🩸 Period blood rituals & healing ancestral lines through your womb
💦 Squirting as spiritual release, power, and pleasure
This one is uncensored, holy, and hilarious.
We’re not here to play nice — we’re here to remember who we are.
For the women reclaiming their voice, their pleasure, their power, and their path — this episode is your permission slip to come home to your body, burn the rulebook, and birth something true.
🎧 Tune in, and prepare to be cracked open.
Get in touch with Leyla:
What if the scariest decision of your life was the exact thing that would set you free?
At 19, I made a choice that terrified me—leaving behind everything I knew in California to move across the country with a man I wasn’t even sure I wanted to be with. I was trapped between heartbreak, survival mode, and a life that felt suffocating. But deep down, I knew: If I stayed, I would die inside.
This was the first massive risk I ever took—the moment I jumped timelines, the initiation into my power, and the beginning of a life built on self-trust and sovereignty.
In this episode, I dive into:
🔥 The energy of risk and why women are conditioned to avoid it.
🔥 How unconscious dependency keeps you trapped in jobs, relationships, and situations that drain you.
🔥 The moment I walked away from a toxic job with no backup plan—and why that decision changed my life.
🔥 The truth about freedom as an energetic frequency (not just a circumstance).
🔥 The one question you need to ask yourself if you’re avoiding a big leap right now.
If you’ve been waiting for a “safe” moment to make a change, this episode is your permission slip to stop waiting and start trusting yourself.
In this episode, we’re diving deep into a conversation that most healers, empaths, and spiritual practitioners need to hear: not everything is yours to clear. Just because you can hold space, transmute energy, or facilitate healing doesn’t mean you should.
I share my personal process of purging a past timeline, navigating loss, and the radical realization that inclusivity, without discernment, leads to depletion. We’re talking about energetic sovereignty, breaking free from the burden of over-giving, and learning how to unmatch from energies that don’t serve us.
You’ll learn:
✨ The difference between clearing and releasing energy
✨ Why inclusivity without boundaries can drain you
✨ The skill of unmatching and how to stop absorbing other people’s pain
✨ The shadow side of being “too accessible” as a healer
✨ How to move from energetic depletion into overflow
If you’re tired of feeling like an energetic landfill for everyone else’s emotions, this episode is for you. It’s time to reclaim your power, protect your space, and resource yourself first.
🎧 Tune in now & step into your sovereignty!
Resources Mentioned:
🔗 Join Resourced: here – Learn how to unmatch, set boundaries, and stop giving yourself away for free.
🔗 Connect with me on Substack: https://substack.com/@thewateroracle
Join Alexandria Kenyon as she unfolds the intricate dance of feminine and masculine energetics. Explore the nuances of feminine structure, rhythms, and liberation from collective pain. Alexandria delves into healing through the mythology of Inanna and Cassandra, addressing patriarchal imprints on the feminine experience. Touching on themes of intuition, cycles, and transformation, Alexandria reveals the transformative power of embracing one's innate magic and engaging with the earth's rhythms. This episode offers a deep dive into the layers of pain and liberation templates, guiding listeners towards connection, love, and expansion.
Alexandria returns with insights from her transformative journey, marked by unexpected challenges and deep introspection. Reflecting on the mother archetype, feminine energy, and somatic practices, she shares her shift from launching the Mother Mystery School to embracing Estuary in Wilmington. Discussing her learnings about patience, depression, and the power of surrender, Alexandria emphasizes the importance of honoring the feminine body’s wisdom. Tune in for a heartfelt exploration of navigating transitions, embracing change, and aligning with one's true essence. Join Alexandria as she welcomes listeners back to the goddess rites.
TW *mentions disordered eating and loss*
In this episode recorded during Mercury retrograde, host Alexandria Kenyon and guest Vika Bradford delve deep into the complexities of nourishment, grief, and the archetypal energies of Ceres within astrology. The conversation flows through themes of karmic astrology, personal accounts of grief, and the overarching mechanisms of self-care, self-healing, and generational trauma.
Both speakers share their intimate and professional experiences, unraveling the layers of how astrology, specifically the Ceres placement, impacts one's physical and emotional well-being. The dialogue navigates through various astrological expressions of Ceres in the zodiac, offering valuable insights into nurturing practices, body image struggles, and the importance of balancing the emotional and mental realms. Key terminologies like "orthorexia," "mother wound," and "psychosomatic healing" are explored, providing listeners with comprehensive knowledge on how to foster self-nurturance and understand their astrological charts better.
Key Takeaways:
The placement of Ceres in your natal chart can reveal much about your nourishment needs and past emotional wounds, including grief and loss.
Vika Bradford explains: “Ceres is our nurturance. She is our ability to feed ourselves, to love ourselves, to make ourselves feel safe.”
The spectrum of Ceres’ influence ranges from nurturing and self-care to the control and withholding of nourishment, often linked to eating disorders and issues around food.
Alexandria Kenyon shares: “The only way to love her from within is to be with her and to know her experience.”
The journey through the Ceres archetype involves recognizing and healing the mother wound, particularly the unresolved grief and loss passed through generations.
Resources:
Vika Bradford's Instagram
Vika Bradford's Website
Book Mentioned: Women's Wheel of Life
Astrology Tools: Astro.com Chart Selection
To dive deeper into how your personal nourishment and grief are connected to the archetypal energies of Ceres in astrology, and to better understand how to apply these insights practically in your life, listen to the full episode. Stay tuned for more episodes that bring enriching conversations and expert astrological guidance.
On this Episode of the Goddess Rites: Alexandria Kenyon delves into the complexities of grief and identity loss, reflecting on her recent separation from a long-term clairvoyant training program. She explores the mother archetype, discussing the duality of grief and hope it embodies, and how it can manifest in both physical childbirth and other nurturing roles. The episode features insights on the goddess Ceres, the Persephone myth, and their relevance to personal transformation and the cycles of life. Alexandria shares her personal experiences, offering support to those navigating similar emotional landscapes.
Key Takeaways:
Grief Is Non-Linear: Alexandria highlights how our minds try to complete grief before moving on, but in reality, grief and hope coexist.
Mother Archetype: The mother holds both life and death, nurturing and grieving simultaneously, whether through physical childbirth or personal transformation.
Ceres and Persephone Myth: The myth demonstrates the cyclical nature of loss and revival, showing the seasonal impact of Persephone's journey between the underworld and the earth.
Spiritual Initiation: Understanding Ceres in astrology can lead to profound insights into our processes of loss, nourishment, and renewal.
Generosity and Surrender: True mastery in the mother archetype is achieved through surrender, letting go to gain higher wisdom and power.
Alexandria Kenyon delves into breaking limiting patterns and accessing freedom for female bodies. She discusses discerning integrity in spiritual guidance, the seniority of human embodiment, and her unique experiences with goddesses and other transcendent beings. Alexandria shares her journey from fear to trust, navigating psychic attacks, and the importance of boundary setting in spiritual relationships. This episode offers a nuanced exploration of developing healthy, empowered connections with spiritual entities, informed by Alexandria's personal awakening and professional insights.
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