We were not broken by these years — we were revealed.
In this profoundly moving conversation, I sit down with singer, poet, and sound healer Pamela Jane Gerrand in a shared field of truth, grief, sovereignty, and love beyond death.
Pamela speaks candidly about the past five years as an emotional, physical, and spiritual crucible — including illness, isolation, persecution for following her inner knowing, repeated periods of forced stillness, and the quiet cost of standing alone. What unfolds is not a story of victimhood, but of deep initiation.
At the heart of this conversation is Pamela’s witnessing of her mother’s conscious death — a moment of such radiance, love, and presence that it permanently altered her understanding of life, loss, and continuity beyond the body. Through song, poetry, and lived testimony, Pamela offers a remembrance of the void not as emptiness, but as womb — a place of transformation where nothing and everything meet.
Listener discretion: This episode is tender, emotionally deep, and may bring tears. Please listen gently.
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Pamela Jane Gerrand is a songwriter, poet and sound alchemist devoted to creative expression and spiritual awakening as a path to transformation. Pamela weaves melody and poetry with intention, creating immersive experiences that soothe the nervous system and open the heart. As an oracle and channel for the ‘Mother Current’, Pamela weaves soulful song and light language to create a field of coherence, alignment and harmony.
Pamela’s passion for hosting women’s circles led to hosting retreats, first in Canada, and in the past several years expanding to sacred destinations around the world. As a facilitator of transformational ‘Sisters of the Rose’ retreats for women, she holds nurturing, sacred space where creativity, healing, and empowerment meet. Guided by intuition and authenticity, Pamela and her retreat co-facilitator Elohi Magdalena Rosa encourage women to reconnect with their inner voice, reclaim their power, and embody a more harmonious, inspired way of living.
Pamela has performed on stages across Canada and the U.S., including the Stratford Festival and festivals in the U.K., Sweden, France, Costa Rica and India. She has released CDs of original music and Sanskrit chant, and most recently released her first collection of original poetry entitled ‘Wild Echo’.
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