The Grace Space

The veil between illusion and reality grows thinner by the day.

Like Truman Burbank discovering his manufactured world, many of us are awakening to the carefully constructed narratives that have shaped our perception of reality for generations.

This awakening brings both promise and peril. As we stand at the threshold of revelations about our true history, hidden technologies, and cosmic connections, the need for genuine discernment has never been greater. Yet most remain trapped in polarity consciousness – emotionally reacting to news stories, defending beliefs as identity, and unable to see beneath surface-level information.

The universe offers us a profound solution through its very structure. By understanding light as the fundamental building block of our reality, we discover that duality isn't about judgment but exploration. Light's sine waves, oscillating equally above and below a central line, reveal that contrast is essential to our evolution. Every peak requires a valley; every experience contributes to our growth.

Sacred geometry unlocks this wisdom further. The Vesica Pisces – formed when two circles intersect – creates the mathematical foundation for light itself through the meeting of electric and magnetic forces. This ancient symbol represents the integration of opposites and the birth of new consciousness, a process that raises our vibrational frequency and allows us to ascend to higher dimensional awareness.

The path forward lies in what Buddhists call "the middle way" – finding the neutral space of the spiritual heart from which we can observe polarities without becoming entangled. This compassionate neutrality allows us to hold opposing viewpoints simultaneously, expanding our consciousness through integration rather than opposition.

As technologies emerge that could transform our world overnight and revelations challenge our most fundamental beliefs, will you defend your current perspective or embrace the uncomfortable edge where growth occurs? The universe has already encoded the answer in the very physics of light and consciousness – integration, not division, is how we evolve.

Ready to walk the golden path toward higher consciousness? Join me in The Grace Space, where we remember truth to make the world a better place, one person at a time.

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Claire takes us on a deeply personal journey from the infamous Gulf Breeze UFO phenomenon of the 1980s to our current moment of potential disclosure about non-human intelligence.

Contemplating the pristine white sand beaches of her hometown, Claire draws powerful parallels between taking altitude—seeing the world from above during her flight—and gaining the perspective needed to understand humanity's place in a vastly larger cosmic reality. With disarming honesty, she questions the narratives we've accepted without examination: from how the pyramids were built to what we've been taught about our capabilities as humans.

The coming disclosure isn't simply about confirming the existence of extraterrestrial life—it's about reconnecting with our forgotten history, reclaiming our sovereignty, and understanding the control systems that have limited our perception for millennia. Claire offers a practical approach to navigating this complexity: relax, ground yourself, and turn inward for answers.

We stand at a pivotal choice point between excavating our natural human potential or surrendering to artificial transformation. This challenging journey requires both cosmic expansion and deep inner grounding—going as far outward as we go inward. The paradigm shift ahead will shake everything we thought we knew, but it also promises liberation for those willing to question everything and trust their inner knowing.

For anyone feeling overwhelmed by our rapidly changing world, Claire provides a reassuring framework for maintaining discernment and sovereignty as we collectively awaken to a much grander cosmology. The biggest game in the universe isn't just happening around us—we're active participants in this grand adventure of remembering who we truly are.

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In this engaging episode, we dive into the intricate relationship between the truths we hide and our authentic selves. Explore how keeping secrets can lead to a fragmented sense of self and the emotional toll it takes on our lives. Discover the liberating effects of embracing honesty and vulnerability in our growth journey. 

This episode sheds light on the fears surrounding truth-telling—fear of judgment, rejection, and the discomfort of vulnerability—and how these fears create barriers to our connection with ourselves and others. I share my personal experiences and insights on navigating the complexities of revealing our deepest truths.

Our real work, spiritually speaking, is a journey of inner integration, penetrating and dissolving layers of illusion, belief systems, programs, and inner fragmentation. 

It requires a willingness to look at the truth, and as they say, the truth hurts. But it also sets us free.

As we face and dissolve our own shadows inwardly through love and self-acceptance, and free ourselves from programming, we begin to see through the often masterful deceptions and manipulations that are perpetrated in the outer world.

We live in an era of disclosure on many fronts. The hidden can no longer be kept hidden. It is the end of secrets and lies; a time of revelation and a time of remembering the long-forgotten and deliberately suppressed history of who we are and why we're here.

Can we compass the scope of our true human history and our fundamental purpose as a humanity? Yes. But only if we face the truth about our current situation, personally and collectively.

Get ready to question everything you think you know as we begin a new season of The Grace Space.

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In this final episode of Season 4, I share with you a synchronistic -- and recent -- story about two very special crystals of mine that broke on the same day, and the flood of teachings that poured forth from them.

One was repaired with no loss of integrity.

The other had come to the end of its journey and gave up the ghost.

One taught me about wholeness and eternity. The other taught me about breaking from the past and dying into the future.

Both shared their wisdom about breaking open and making even more space to be filled with more energy and light than I thought I could handle.

They showed me I could be cracked and even broken and still be whole and complete.

They reminded me not to wait to dream, and to take the steps I could take NOW to realize the biggest Vision of my life.

They inspired me to open wide the doors to my home, my heart, and my Being to receive infinite grace and blessings pouring to me, through me, out into the world, and to surrender to the natural law of expansion before I was ready.

Listen, and understand.

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The last year has been such a challenge for me. 

Up against my deepest fears and most entrenched limiting beliefs -- by conscious choice -- I've been living where the rubber meets the road.

But this is where we really encounter the Point of Power within ourselves, because we have to.

Today I tell you the story of being brought back against my will to the property I thought we had sold after the deal fell through at the last minute,

Seemingly unable to move forward, find closure, or put something new into motion -- not to mention the absurdity of moving every stick of furniture and box back in the direction from whence it came -- I was initially frustrated, but mostly afraid of the big 'I can't' that welled up in me.

I wanted to run away. From memories, from pain, from responsibilities.

Then I saw that the house was me, and the situation was a metaphor, a mirror teaching me to let go, to open, to dissolve the primal fear of insufficiency from the place of Wholeness within myself.

To stay. Not run away. To trust the Self within the self, and my innate ability to merge with It.

And to discover that the Sacred Intimacy of Wholeness was what I had always longed for... and what we all long for.

It was teaching me to come Home to the Self within myself to know the Wholeness that heals all ills and provides all solutions.

You can do it too. It's our destiny.

Many years ago, galvanized by a powerfully liberating dream during nap time, I spontaneously started an artisanal natural perfumery.

I was an actor. I had never made perfume in my life, or even thought about it.

But within a very short time, a line of seven natural perfumes was birthed, fully formed.

Something was initiated, something was awakened, something began to flower in me that I couldn't comprehend, but I had the sense of destiny about it.

It was all part of some greater unfolding that I couldn't see, but I could feel.

This is the story of an early spiritual initiation, an intuitive journey into the alchemy of subtle essences that prepared me for my own alchemical journey.

As we cannot connect the dots going forward, only looking back, it wasn't until years later that I could appreciate where it was leading me.

It was a gentle teaching about coming into the full flowering of Self, which is always a totally unique expression of our gifts, blossoming to infinity from a point of power within.

And it has served as a gentle reminder that the Source of all beauty, creativity, and sustenance is within.

A reminder that has sustained me as I learn to break myself of dependency on anything but my divine connection to Source, and to trust It completely.

And, no surprise, the story starts, and comes full circle... in France.

Who would you be if you totally trusted Life?

What would you create? 

How would you go about your day, stand, walk and talk?

If you felt autonomous, provided for, and had everything you needed within you, how would that change your outlook?

Our conversation about the ancient practice of Shivambu -- otherwise known as urine therapy -- continues with guests Megan Macdonald and Charlotte Gowdy. 

Today we dive deeper into the vibrational effects of this practice on the subtle aspect of our nature.

The spiritual benefits of taking in your own essence.

Which translates to deeper self-love, self-acceptance, trust, and confidence. 

I don’t know how to account for it – though undoubtedly some day we will be able to – but Shivambu does something wonderful in your energy field.

It makes you fearless.

There’s something woo-woo in there. 

Not to mention all the thousands of known elements that balance your body, mind and emotions from moment to moment.

Didja know Big Pharma and the cosmetics industry know all about your quantum elixir?

And that they’d prefer you NOT to know?

You already ARE everything you’re seeking.

Once you get this, no one will be able to sell you anything.

No one will be able to frighten you into compliance.

Once you really, truly know that everything is within, and FEEL it… you’re remembering the Truth.

Megan Macdonald brings together self-healing methods and a background in the academic study of ritual and belief. She has seen the most profound changes in her own health through two methods in particular: the Self-Healing Dalian Method and Shivambhu or Urine Therapy. She has a PhD in the ‘Performance of Belief’ from Queen Mary, University of London and is a published author. She deals in taboo, exploring the unconscious and teaching the tools that lead to deep health in every aspect of life. In between yoga and knitting, she can be found swimming in the waters off the east coast of Canada.

It was curiosity about her own chronic pain as a teenager that led Megan to investigate over 20 healing modalities. Shivambhu and the Dalian Method are the two most powerful methods she’s found to improve physical, mental, emotional and spiritual well-being. These have also led to the biggest shifts in her clients. 

Megan offers her Personal Alchemy course throughout the year – guiding people through Shivambhu practices, daily habits for health, including fasting and cleansing. Since 2014 she has been working with individuals and groups, both in-person and online, to promote well-being, health, and raising consciousness. Megan is passionate about teaching Shivambhu with humour and fun!

To connect with Megan:

Instagram: @expansionhealing

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Charlotte Gowdy has trained extensively in the realms of sexuality and spirituality, through the lenses of Tantra, Taoism and Kundalini yoga. She is a certified Kundalini Yoga Instructor and an international teacher of clowning, improvisation and playfulness. She is a published poet, campfire fiddler, cold-water swimmer and a wild-woman who is living her dream life. She splits her time between the French Alps and a sea-side cottage on the East coast of Canada.

Coming out of a wonderful 25-year career as a theatre actor and director, including seasons at Shaw Festival, Stratford Festival, and Canadian Stage, Charlotte has had the good fortune of teaching and coaching at colleges and universities across the globe, including in North America, Europe and South America.

As a personal trainer in physical embodiment and spiritual evolution, Charlotte is passionate about helping people connect with their innate power through the conscious activation, cultivation and upward channelling of their creative, life-force energy. Life is a gift. Tout est possible!

To Connect with Charlotte:

Find her on Facebook: @CharlotteGowdy 

Email: [email protected]

*MEDICAL DISCLAIMER: The information provided on the site is for educational purposes only and does not substitute for professional medical advice. Consult a medical professional or healthcare provider if you seek medical advice, diagnoses, or treatment. Claire Lautier, Megan Macdonald, and Charlotte Gowdy are not liable for risks or issues associated with using or acting upon the information in this podcast.*

Imagine that you had access to your own inner pharmacy.

A place that makes everything you need to heal and balance every level of your being -- body, mind, emotions and spirit.

All healing comes from the re-establishment of Divine Order inside your body. We were all created perfect, whole and complete, with a built-in self-healing mechanism available free of charge.

But this goes way beyond the body. 

This healing modality is full-spectrum, quantum and alchemical. It's God-given.

Today in The Grace Space I'm joined by Megan Macdonald, an expert in this form of personal alchemy, as well as Charlotte Gowdy, whom listeners will know from previous episodes, both dedicated practitioners of Shivambu. 

I might add that I, too, am a dedicated practitioner and enthusiast of all things Shivambu, and I can't wait to share Part 1 of this episode with all of you.

Join me in a boundary-pushing, fascinating, and often hilarious conversation where we open the vault of the untold secrets of your own miraculous medicine, how all of us are using it, and how you can too.

Megan Macdonald brings together self-healing methods and a background in the academic study of ritual and belief. She has seen the most profound changes in her own health through two methods in particular: the Self-Healing Dalian Method and Shivambhu or Urine Therapy. She has a PhD in the ‘Performance of Belief’ from Queen Mary, University of London and is a published author. She deals in taboo, exploring the unconscious and teaching the tools that lead to deep health in every aspect of life. In between yoga and knitting, she can be found swimming in the waters off the east coast of Canada.

It was curiosity about her own chronic pain as a teenager that led Megan to investigate over 20 healing modalities. Shivambhu and the Dalian Method are the two most powerful methods she’s found to improve physical, mental, emotional and spiritual well-being. These have also led to the biggest shifts in her clients. 

Megan offers her Personal Alchemy course throughout the year – guiding people through Shivambhu practices, daily habits for health, including fasting and cleansing. Since 2014 she has been working with individuals and groups, both in-person and online, to promote well-being, health, and raising consciousness. Megan is passionate about teaching Shivambhu with humour and fun!

Instagram: @expansionhealing

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*MEDICAL DISCLAIMER: The information provided on the site is for educational purposes only and does not substitute for professional medical advice. Consult a medical professional or healthcare provider if you seek medical advice, diagnoses, or treatment. Claire Lautier, Megan MacDonald, and Charlotte Gowdy are not liable for risks or issues associated with using or acting upon the information in this podcast.*

I remember high school sex ed class.

It consisted of some anatomical drawings of male and female parts and how they fit together to propagate the human species.

It was dry and scientific, served with a side dish of fear – warnings about the diseases we could catch and how we could ruin our lives if we engaged in this thing they were teaching us about.

There was no mention of the sacred.

Funny how close those words are – sacred, and scared. You’re just a typo away from a whole different paradigm.

Could there be a reason we’re taught to be scared instead of sacred when it comes to sexual energy?

Actually, that's just a rhetorical question. We KNOW there's a reason! 

They don't want you to know your own power.

In this second part of my conversation with Wild Woman Charlotte Gowdy, we get into what they never taught us in school: the connection between sexuality, spirituality, and empowerment.

Reawakening sexual energy can be one of those Sacred Intimacy practices that puts us back together and makes us whole again.

Today we exchange on how flowing with your own life force creative energy brings a higher order into your daily existence -- and how to connect with that flow.

Do you want to heal yourself, your lineage, and your surroundings?

Do you want to empower deep, authentic relationships?

Do you long for an experience of Oneness through the alchemy of sexual union (with yourself or a partner)?

Are you ready to free yourself from the limitations and painful personal consequences of widespread suppression and perversion of sexual energy?

Then you'll love this episode!

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Charlotte Gowdy has trained extensively in the realms of sexuality and spirituality, through the lenses of Tantra, Taoism and Kundalini yoga. She works as a creative consultant and a sex genius mentor for the sexual savant courses led by holistic sex & relationship coach: Kim Anami. She is a certified Kundalini Yoga Instructor and an international teacher of clowning, improvisation and playfulness. She is a published poet, campfire fiddler, cold-water swimmer and a wild-woman who is living her dream life. She splits her time between the French Alps and a sea-side cottage on the East coast of Canada.

Coming out of a wonderful 25-year career as a theatre actor and director, including seasons at Shaw Festival, Stratford Festival, and Canadian Stage, Charlotte has had the good fortune of teaching and coaching at colleges and universities across the globe, including in North America, Europe and South America.

As a personal trainer in physical embodiment and spiritual evolution, Charlotte is passionate about helping people connect with their innate power through the conscious activation, cultivation and upward channelling of their creative, life-force energy. Life is a gift. Tout est possible!

Curious? Want More?

To get started with a Yoni Egg Practice...

The ultimate: Yoni Egg Kit + Salonette

This is the yoni egg kit and online course that Claire and Charlotte both used to kick-start their sexual reclamation. You’ll receive a beautiful high-quality, genuine nephrite jade egg, with a selenite charging disc, silk thread, quartz crystals and a satin pouch for lifting. You’ll also get access to a series of instructional videos and guided visualizations to get you started on your yoni egg journey!

To Connect with Charlotte:

Follow her on Instagram: @Libido_Liberator 

Find her on Facebook: @CharlotteGowdy 

Email: [email protected]

Let's get into it! Literally :-)

Get ready to unlock the massive power and potential of the very energy that creates life -- your own sexual energy.

Whether you're partnered or single, heterosexual or homosexual, developing and cultivating a rich relationship with your sexual energy gives you access to unlimited amounts of creativity, pleasure, abundance, and spiritual activation.

And if you’re blessed with a Yoni (your own or a partner’s!), this episode is for you.

This frank, intimate, humorous, and provocative discussion delves into the Yoniverse of jade eggs, self-pleasuring, vaginal orgasms, and healing trauma, limiting programs, and societal and cultural conditioning through awakening the consciousness of the yoni. And more! 

You'll learn how awakening your sexual energy is an integral part of empowerment, increases your ability to constructively manifest your reality, and supports the experience of Sacred Intimacy -- the embodied experience of your own Wholeness.

Charlotte Gowdy has trained extensively in the realms of sexuality and spirituality, through the lenses of Tantra, Taoism and Kundalini yoga. She works as a creative consultant and a sex genius mentor for the sexual savant courses led by holistic sex & relationship coach: Kim Anami. She is a certified Kundalini Yoga Instructor and an international teacher of clowning, improvisation and playfulness. She is a published poet, campfire fiddler, cold-water swimmer and a wild-woman who is living her dream life. She splits her time between the French Alps and a sea-side cottage on the East coast of Canada.

Coming out of a wonderful 25-year career as a theatre actor and director, including seasons at Shaw Festival, Stratford Festival, and Canadian Stage, Charlotte has had the good fortune of teaching and coaching at colleges and universities across the globe, including in North America, Europe and South America.

As a personal trainer in physical embodiment and spiritual evolution, Charlotte is passionate about helping people connect with their innate power through the conscious activation, cultivation and upward channelling of their creative, life-force energy. Life is a gift. Tout est possible!

Curious? Want More?

To get started with a Yoni Egg Practice...

The ultimate: Yoni Egg Kit + Salonette

This is the yoni egg kit and online course that Claire and Charlotte both used to kick-start their sexual reclamation. You’ll receive a beautiful high-quality, genuine nephrite jade egg, with a selenite charging disc, silk thread, quartz crystals and a satin pouch for lifting. You’ll also get access to a series of instructional videos and guided visualizations to get you started on your yoni egg journey!

To Connect with Charlotte:

Follow her on Instagram: @Libido_Liberator 

Find her on Facebook: @CharlotteGowdy 

Email: [email protected]