I have just been at the bottom of my emotional wave, the bottom of the well, my pit, for almost two weeks. For two weeks I was experiencing pain and heaviness, fear and loneliness, the darkness that use to consume me before I began healing and living in alignment. I knew that I needed to experience The Pit and it was during the grandest Lunar Eclipse of 500 years, and my luteal phase of my menstrual cycle (historically this is where I have experienced the most pain). At the bottom of my well, I could feel how many of my fears are primal and embedded in our DNA, and its in our greatest fears and in the darkest of the shadows that our greatest gifts exist. The work that I am doing on my Shadow and my Fears go beyond myself as an individual: this is how we transform and uplift the collective.
The fear that exists in all of our DNA exists for a reason. There is a deep fear embedded within our DNA: the fear of the Nothingness and the Void. Many of us look outside of ourselves, and we turn to Systems that have been created for us that give us a false sense of security: religion, government, science. Turning to Systems and Structures, and the False Security of the material world and desire for wealth have kept us in the Shadow Frequency of FEAR. Turning to Systems have kept us disempowered and small.
The true gift comes from WITHIN, the Inward, the Feminine. The true GIFT lies in extreme trust that the Universe is conspiring in our favor, that the Universe loves us and that this is all happening for a higher purpose. The true GIFT lies in accepting ourselves whole-heartedly, and turning to our natural gifts and talents and chasing those like our life depends on it. The true GIFT lies in raising our vibration, changing our own DNA, and passing this along to our children. The true GIFT lies in doing this work now to move from Fear to Love, and passing this along to the next generation. The true GIFT lies in empowering the individual, moving to community-based living, exposing these Systems of lies and greed, and moving to FREE ENERGY to save the planet. WE HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE THE WORLD IN ONE GENERATION. IT STARTS WITH YOU UNDERSTANDING THESE DEEP FEARS, HAVING EXTREME TRUST IN THE UNIVERSE, FOLLOWING YOUR GIFTS AND LIGHTING UP THE WORLD.