In order to move forward in life, the are some situations you have to deal with in order to heal. Face your fears, confess your feelings, push back. By shutting, you affect everything about you negatively, mentally, physically and spiritually no matter how much you try to fake it. It comes out in the worst ways. It's time to dig down into the God-Power energy inside of you which is where all answers come from. Question is.... do you trust the God Power inside of you that you call out to? It's not up in the sky , it's been with and in you the whole time. The answers come but, you've been second guessing out of fear, which in turn stagnates you from learning the lesson, finding the God Power in you and living the life you are destined to live. You have what you SAY and BELIEVE. Change your words and thoughts, and THEN you will change your life. The (GOD) power is within YOU.