Small Rant of what is actually happening for the rest of this month

Just explaining why I'm doing this podcast or these small snippets of what's going on in my life

We start here: not with clarity, but confusion. In this episode, I map out the space I’m in—physically, mentally, emotionally. It’s messy. It’s unstable. But it’s real. If you’ve ever asked yourself, “Is this the beginning or the end?”—this one’s for you.

People talk about rock bottom like it’s a clean landing. This episode dives into what it feels like when you’re close, but not quite there—still falling, still flinching. What does rock bottom mean when you can imagine worse?

The story doesn’t start with a comeback—it starts mid-collapse. In this opening episode, you’ll meet the narrator in the thick of it: anxiety, addiction, isolation, and that crushing uncertainty of whether things are getting worse or maybe, just maybe, starting to shift. No sugarcoating. No closure. Just the brutal honesty of a life in progress.

Start

Starting to talk. Only realised with the last segment that my mic pics up my microphone .😂😂🎤🎤👀👀

One last before the 2024 started

Okay so okay so I'm typing with Google Translate or whatever um and I would like to say that this episode is regarding partners that aren't invested in you as much as you are in them but also aren't this interested and how difficult it makes us for us