What if the version of spirituality you’ve been sold… isn’t actually spiritual at all? This has been my reflection recently.

In this episode, I share a conversation I had with my mentor.

Inside this conversation, we talk about:

1. Why I don't resonate with the online spiritual space and you may not either
2. Why performative spirituality is keeping powerful women disconnected from their truth
3. Why ambition, material desire, pleasure, and devotion can coexist
4. How spiritual awakenings don’t always come from trauma, sometimes they come from success
5. The quiet dissonance ambitious women feel in spiritual and personal development spaces
6. Why you don’t have to choose between being powerful, wealthy, sensual and spiritually connected
7. What it really means to live in integrity with your desires, your body, and your truth

This was a more raw, vulnerable and honest conversation about spirituality one that actually supports your humanity.

Be sure to share this podcast episode with your bff and come share your breakthroughs with me! Leave me a review, rating and some love if you loved this episode!

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39.The Devotion Energetic Audit

We have come to the last of the energetic audits in this mini-series!

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

Ep. 29: The Completion Audit

Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit

Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit

Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit

Ep. 33: The Embodiment Audit

Ep. 34. The Dirty Desire Audit

Ep. 35. The Energy Leak Audit

Ep. 36: The Pleasure Audit

Ep. 37. The Play Audit

Ep. 38. The Divine Frequency Audit

Inside this episode I share:

• The difference between performing life and making love to it
• Why devotion is not discipline
• How obligation drains power and devotion ignites it
• Where commitment quietly turns into resentment
• How devotion creates sustainable power
• Why the most magnetic women are devoted, not just committed

Devotion is the frequency that:

• Anchors power in the body
• Turns obligation into aliveness
• Makes success sustainable
• And brings reverence back to the life you’ve built

This is your invitation to start making love to it again.

And, when you want to go deeper, I invite you to join me inside my brand new live transmissionThe Turn On happening on February 14, 2026.

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

Be sure to share this podcast with your bff and come share your breakthroughs with me Instagram

The Divine Frequency Audit: Are You Connected to Source?

We’re back with the next energetic audit in this mini-series!

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

Ep. 29: The Completion Audit

Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit

Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit

Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit

Ep. 33: The Embodiment Audit

Ep. 34. The Dirty Desire Audit

Ep. 35. The Energy Leak Audit

Ep. 36: The Pleasure Audit

Ep. 37. The Play Audit

You can have money, status, success, and recognition…and still be spiritually starving.

Inside this episode I share:

• When was the last time I truly felt held by Source?
• Where are you spiritually bypassing instead of spiritually embodying?
• Why so many successful women feel empty despite “having it all”
• What it actually feels like to be held by something bigger than you
• How spiritual performance replaces real spiritual embodiment
• Why surrender accelerates everything you’re trying to control
• Living in the divine frequency, not visiting it
• Letting spirituality stop being a side practice and start being your way of life

When you live in the divine frequency, life stops feeling dry, muted, and disconnected.

When you're done auditing, I invite you to join me inside my brand new live transmission The Turn On happening on February 14, 2026.

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

Be sure to share this podcast with your bff and come share your breakthroughs with me

Come find me on Instagram Instagram and join the conversation.

We’re back with the next energetic audit in this mini-series!

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

Ep. 29: The Completion Audit

Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit

Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit

Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit

Ep. 33: The Embodiment Audit

Ep. 34. The Dirty Desire Audit

Ep. 35. The Energy Leak Audit

Ep. 36: The Pleasure Audit

Ok so, we know that you’re successful. You’re a go-getter. You’re powerful.

But be so real… are you actually having fun? Are you playing?

Inside this episode:

• Why a life with no play becomes curated misery (even when it looks beautiful)
• The real reason high-achieving women lose joy as they gain success
• How play is not optional, it’s essential to holding power
• Why “cringe” is actually a portal to aliveness, creativity, and expansion
• The energetic link between play, creativity, and divine downloads
• How seriousness collapses flow and what reopens it
• Why your inner child isn’t a metaphor… she’s waiting for you to lead

This episode is a reminder that:

• Play is creation energy.
• Play expands your capacity.
• Play balances power.
• And without it, even success can feel heavy and hard to sustain and even want.

If you’ve built a life that looks good on paper but feels too serious, rigid, or joyless…

this audit will shift things for you!

Go play.

And notice what starts moving again.

When you're done auditing your play, I invite you to join me inside my brand new live transmission The Turn On happening on February 14, 2026.

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

Be sure to share this podcast with your bff and come share your breakthroughs with me Instagram

We’re back with the next energetic audit in this mini-series.

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

Ep. 29: The Completion Audit

Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit

Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit

Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit

Ep. 33: The Embodiment Audit

Ep. 34. The Dirty Desire Audit

Ep. 35. The Energy Leak Audit

If the word pleasure feels indulgent, optional, or like something you get after everything is done… this episode is for you.

In The Pleasure Audit, we look at:

• Where you’ve been postponing feeling good “until later”
• How discipline quietly replaced devotion
• Where you outsource pleasure instead of feeling it
• Why your body isn’t craving more success, it’s craving more sensation
• What happens when you let yourself feel hot, alive, and present without justification

This isn’t about aesthetics or appearances.

Because pleasure isn’t a decoration.

It’s not an add-on.

It’s not a bonus round.

It’s the thing that pulls you back into yourself to enjoy everything.

When you're done auditing your pleasure, I invite you to join me inside my brand new live transmission The Turn On The Turn On

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

And if this episode cracks something open for you, share it with another woman who’s done leaking and ready to lead differently and come into my DMs Instagram to share your takeaways!

We’re back with the next and possibly the most important energetic audit in this mini-series.

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

Ep. 29: The Completion Audit

Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit

Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit

Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit

Ep. 33: The Embodiment Audit

34. The Dirty Desire Audit

Inside this energetic audit, you’ll look at:

• Where your energy is going without a return
• Who still has access to you by default instead of by choice
• Where you’re choosing obligation over alignment and calling it loyalty
• How self-abandonment quietly drains you more than any external demand
• What changes when you stop giving your energy away and start placing it on purpose

This isn’t about becoming colder or harder or less available.

It’s about becoming intentional.

Powerful women don’t leak energy everywhere and then wonder why they feel flat. They choose where they plug in. They protect what matters. They keep their word to themselves first.

Let this audit show you where your power is bleeding and where it’s ready to come back home.

Listen. Sit with it. Let it follow you for a few days.

When you're done auditing your energy, I invite you to join me inside my brand new live transmission The Turn On The Turn On

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

And if this episode cracks something open for you, share it with another woman who’s done leaking and ready to lead differently and come into my DMs Instagram to share your takeaways!

We’re back with the fourth energetic audit in this mini-series.

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

1. Ep. 29: The Completion Audit
2. Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit
3. Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit
4. Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit
5. Ep. 33: The Embodiment Audit

This episode continues the series with The Dirty Desire Audit, aka your shadow desires you have but don't tell anyone about.

This episode is an invitation to look at what you want but don’t admit not even to yourself.

The desires you’ve buried because they feel too much, too selfish, too soon, or too disruptive to the version of you everyone is comfortable with.

The ones you don’t post about.

The ones you don’t say out loud.

The ones you quietly talk yourself out of by calling them unrealistic, unnecessary, or ungrateful.

In this audit, we explore:

1. What you’re pretending not to want and why
2. Where you’ve stopped asking yourself what you actually desire
3. How shadow desires get suppressed in the name of being “good,” “grateful,” or “low-maintenance”
4. The difference between impact and the desire to be known
5. Why wanting more pleasure, recognition, power, beauty, money, or devotion doesn’t make you shallow
6. How suppressing desire disconnects you from your aliveness and your truth

This isn’t about acting on anything immediately.

It’s about telling the truth to yourself.

Because your dirty desires aren’t wrong.

They're a reminder that you're human.

They’re your guiding compass leading you towards what you're meant to experience.

They’re your soul pointing you toward your next edge.

Come find me on Instagram and share one breakthrough you had from this episode and audit! I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU!!

And remember to share this episode with your bff, leave me a rating, review and love so we can continue reading more women like you!

When you're done with this audit, I invite you to join me inside my brand new transmission The Turn On The Turn On

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

We’re back with the fourth energetic audit in this mini-series.

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

1. Ep. 29: The Completion Audit
2. Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit
3. Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit
4. Ep. 32: The Self-Intimacy Audit

This episode continues the series with The Embodiment Audit, and a simple but confronting question:

Are you acting out your life… or actually inhabiting it?

In this audit, we explore the difference between performing life and living it from inside your body. Many high-achieving women are incredibly disciplined, strategic, and capable but live almost entirely in their heads. Life looks full, connected, even intimate from the outside, but internally there’s a quiet detachment from feeling, sensation, and presence.

This episode invites you to look at:

1. Where you’re living from logic, strategy, and overthinking instead of body wisdom
2. How “I’ll figure it out” has become your default response to everything
3. When you last made a decision because your body said yes, not because it made logical sense
4. Where you’ve confused discipline with devotion
5. Where your life looks intimate or alive, but doesn’t actually feel that way
6. How embodiment is what brings you back into pleasure, presence, and aliveness

Let the questions bring you back into your body. Let them show you where life is happening and where you’ve been missing it.

When you're done with this audit, I invite you to join me inside my brand new transmission The Turn On The Turn On

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

Come find me on Instagram and share one breakthrough you had from this episode and audit! I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU!!

And remember to share this episode with your bff, leave me a rating, review and love so we can continue reading more women like you!

WELCOME TO YOUR BONUS EPISODE!

In this episode, I’m teaching you how to energetically architect your year so no matter what happens externally, you have an internal anchor.

In this episode, I share:

• The yearly ritual I practice to create alignment during my new year and what actually creates sustainable expansion

• How to channel your Year Frequency

• Why this practice gives you a competitive advantage in business, relationships, and capacity expansion

• How to use your Year Frequency as your internal GPS for high-stakes decisions so you always stay in integrity with your truth, vision and goals.

Your business can only expand as far as YOU can. This episode shows you how to architect the energetic foundation for your most aligned, abundant, and alive year yet!

Want me to channel your Year Frequency for you? DM me FREQUENCY on Instagram Instagram only 4 spots available.

Share this episode with your bff, rate it, leave a review so we can reach more powerful women changing the world with their work!

We’re back with the third energetic audit in this mini-series.

If you haven’t yet, make sure you start from the beginning, because these audits are meant to be experienced in order and they build on each other energetically:

1. Ep. 29: The Completion Audit
2. Ep. 30: The Reconnection Audit
3. Ep. 31: The Aliveness Audit

This episode continues the Energetic Audits series with one of the most foundational, and often most avoided, frequencies of all: self-intimacy.

Self-intimacy is the quality of the relationship you have with yourself when no one else is in the room.

In this audit, we explore how making love to life starts with making love to yourself and why so many powerful, high-achieving women quietly lose that connection while everything else in their life is working.

In this episode, you’re invited to reflect on:

1. Where you’ve been treating your relationship with yourself as optional or something you’ll get to later
2. Where you give everyone else the best of you and live on what’s left
3. What your soul keeps asking for that you keep postponing
4. How self-intimacy is tied to your power, pleasure, presence, and sustainability
5. Why self-intimacy isn’t indulgent, it’s foundational!

Let the questions meet you honestly.

Sit with them. Journal with them. Have a real conversation with yourself.

This audit is about coming back into relationship with you.

When you're done with this audit, I invite you to join me inside my brand new transmission The Turn On The Turn On

This transmission is for the woman who has the life, the thriving business, the freedom she wanted, but somewhere along the way stopped feeling herself inside it. You are on, but don't feel turned on by it.

The Turn On is a live transmission where we plug you back into your body, your senses, and the part of you that knows how to savor your life again.

Come find me on Instagram and share one breakthrough you had from this episode and audit! I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU!!

And remember to share this episode with your bff, leave me a rating, review and love so we can continue reading more women like you!