One way to Heal the House on Valencia Street. Also, seeing through Pamela and Darlene's eyes. 

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NOTES: 2 5 2023

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Ginny & Georgia, Netflix. 

https://www.netflix.com/title/81025696

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Pamela, a love story, Netflix. 

https://www.netflix.com/title/81590934

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12 step, Adult Children of Alcoholics: 

https://adultchildren.org/

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12 step, Serenity Prayer:

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference."

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National Suicide Prevention Lifeline,  Hours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish.  1-800-273-8255

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Heart stilled, watching another recent cop gang, end a gentle, innocent black man, on video. Days of thought on a Tyre Nichols in Tennessee. Spiritual perspective, on the afterlife, and spiritual accountability, reincarnation. Recent late night TV voices, shifting, and newer perspective, heard. 

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ep 104. Notes. 1 29 23

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Tyre Nichols. Target of police brutality.  RowVaughn Wells and Rodney Wells, parents. "I'm not going to stop until I get justice for my son."

- 'Hurt my heart': Tyre Nichols' mom describes hearing son cry out for her  during beating - "ABC 7 Chicago" channel @ youtube -  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXvn4gtnuD4

https://www.gofundme.com/f/tyre-nichols

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Languages: English, Spanish.  1-800-273-8255

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery, 12 Step, race/ gender/ socio economic demographic bias, codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Options for brain dead sitcom play, binging longer than you should. BBC art history. Also, punk skunks, or more specifically one gopher, made Darlene's heart sing. 

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NOTES: ep 103. 01 22 2023

Rodney Dangerfield

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Rustled awake from slumber, inspired from dead sleep. A few writers, offer perspective. Humbled by a teacher I admire - how he forgave, the person he feared, he never would. 

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NOTES: ep 102. 1/14/23

FETLIFE - BDSM and Kink social site - www.fetlife.com

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Wayne Dyer - author, spiritual mentor. - https://www.drwaynedyer.com/

Abraham Hicks - Esther and Jerry Hicks -  https://www.abraham-hicks.com/

Al-Anon - Family groups - https://al-anon.org/

“The breezes at dawn have secrets to tell you

-  Rumi

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

They asked me to be present, to listen. And through the fuzzy focus, comes a clear message... get me something to drink, hm? 

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NOTES:

Ep 101. Coffee

Nemo's Dreamscapes - Youtube - " channel is all about relaxation, stress relief, concentration and comfort. Audio stimulation crafted specially to give you the best vibes and feelings. "

https://www.youtube.com/@NemosDreamscapes

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"Let's Have Another Cup of Coffee" - Irving Berlin:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Let%27s_Have_Another_Cup_of_Coffee

The song: "1932 HITS ARCHIVE: Let’s Have Another Cup O' Coffee - Fred Waring (v/Chick Bullock & 3 Waring Girls)" - youtube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8kGjrjAKt4

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Drinking in a poem.... when a knock at the spirit door, from a non physical entity - brings an update.

NOTES: ep 100. 1/1/23

Poem: Lift. Author: me.

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Darlene's music, helped sculpt my choice in tunes. Listening to her poets and singers,  while she was gone working, helped soothe the absence. One dreamer discussed. 

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I Am A Town - Mary Chapin Carpenter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBy1EpCQeEE

Mary Chaplin Carpenter - "Come On Come On" album - 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Come_On_Come_On

Jane Roberts, channeling entity Seth. Precursor to Abraham Hicks. 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seth_Material

https://www.abraham-hicks.com/

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Diving back into a dark craving, debating if you should. A film forms, how I watched women kissing women. David Bowie in concert, after watching David Bowie on screen. Kink, BDSM, vampires. 

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Notes: 12 18 22

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The Hunger (1983 film) - " directed by Tony Scott, starring Catherine Deneuve, David Bowie, and Susan Sarandon. An international co-production of the United Kingdom and United States, the film is a loose adaptation of the 1981 novel of the same name by Whitley Strieber"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hunger_(1983_film)

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

The car. Loud laughing. Mom and me. Giggling.  

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Spanish.  1-800-273-8255

National Sexual Assault Hotline  Hours: Available 24 hours 1-800-656-4673

POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.

Cruelty comes from a hidden source, many times. When comprehending a tyrant can seem out of reach, studying them, may bring the key. Russia's present leader, and Nero of Rome, walk a similar twitching rhythm. I share pointers on how to recognize a tyrant's vulnerability, in hopes of healing, and protection. 

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NOTES: ep 96. Burn:

"Russia risks becoming ungovernable and descending into chaos" - By Arkady Ostrovsky Russia editor, The Economist: 

https://www.economist.com/the-world-ahead/2022/11/18/russia-risks-becoming-ungovernable-and-descending-into-chaos

"The Nero Decree (German: Nerobefehl) was issued by Adolf Hitler on 19 March 1945, ordering the destruction of German infrastructure to prevent its use by Allied forces as they penetrated deep within Germany. It was officially titled Decree Concerning Demolitions in the Reich Territory (Befehl betreffend Zerstörungsmaßnahmen im Reichsgebiet) and has subsequently become known as the Nero Decree, after the Roman Emperor Nero, who, according to an apocryphal story,[1] engineered the Great Fire of Rome in 64 AD. The decree was deliberately disobeyed by Albert Speer. "

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nero_Decree

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POD DESCRIPTION:

This is The House on Valencia Street. This is a place where ghosts & psychics, with PTSD, exist,  & I'm talking about it. Share time with a rare survivor, walking back to haunted rooms and space being claimed from long ago. This is from the survivor's perspective, communicated as I see fit, in a way that feels right, for   me.

I do not offer advice here, I share what worked for me. I am not a professional therapist, this is just one case study, one perspective. Please seek professional help, if mental health issues need  attention.

This podcast is intended for entertainment purposes only, and I am a commentator. USE YOUR DISCERNMENT. Language is explicit. Names may or   may not be changed, to protect some.  Content Warning: ghosts,   psychic ability, rape, incest, foster care, murder, emancipation, BDSM, therapy, lightning strikes, personal responsibility,  Buddhism, LGBTQIA+, recovery,  codependency, comedy, domestic violence - and inappropriate humor, most likely.

Picture inset: This is me, so many years ago, standing in front of my mother's Impala, and the House on Valencia Street.