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In this raw conversation with comedian and actor Fauzi Azzhar, he talks about addiction, identity, incarceration, and rebuilding a life that once felt impossible to hold together. From making millions laugh on SGAG to hiding a substance dependence for eight years, Fauzi shares the reality behind the punchlines.
Despite his wit, screen presence, and 200K+ social following, Fauzi spent years living a split life, holding together a public persona while his personal battles escalated in silence.
What Fauzi reveals in this conversation:
- The arrest: Why being taken from his home by police felt like relief, not fear
- The addiction cycle: How curiosity turned into dependence, shame, and isolation
- The prison pivot: Why incarceration became the moment his life stopped falling apart and started getting rebuilt
- The dual identity cost: Hiding his sexuality, his partner, and his struggles from family, friends, and followers
- The movie moment: How rehab led to landing his first film role as Danial in We Can Save the World!!!
- The honesty decision: Choosing to share his story despite warnings about career damage
Key insights:
- “I hated myself for eight years. Then I asked, What if I become the person little Fauzi needed?”
- “Drugs felt like a safe space until I realised I was scared of the world outside of it”
- “I used to laugh pain away. Now I let myself feel it, speak it, and share it”
This conversation explores:
Why substance dependence in Singapore remains invisible until it detonates
How censorship, stigma, and faith complicated his identity as a queer Muslim creator
The relationship that held through hiding, arrests, rehab, and rebuilding trust
How prison systems treated his partner's visits with more neutrality than society did
The real behind-the-scenes of going from rehab to a red carpet premiere
Why authenticity now sits higher on his priority list than being liked
Fauzi’s story shows that breaking down and rebuilding are not separate events; they are the same when enough truth finally enters the room. He went from numbing himself to speaking for the parts of himself he used to hide.
If you have ever felt pulled between who you are and who you present, or wondered how to rebuild a life that feels off-track, Fauzi’s truth hits like a guide you didn’t ask for but needed anyway.
We Can Save the World!!! is now in Singapore cinemas, starring Fauzi Azzhar, Noah Yap, and Benjamin Kheng.#drugs #movie #creator