I love tarot and have been reading cards for myself since I got my first deck way back in 2008 in a little cabin-like shop in Big Sur California…
back when I had no idea what I was doing, but was also extremely fired up to find out.
It was exciting - that first tarot deck.
And a little bit dangerous.
It seemed so very… OCCULT.
Which, of course, was part of its appeal.
I was a little bit afraid of it, like I was doing something wrong or crossing some kind of line.
I had, at that point, been into many different new-agey things over the years, but something about tarot…
There was a stigma around it that still lingered within me as a result of probably some funky combination of religious programming and the way tarot was portrayed in the media.
When I was growing up, tarot had a reputation for being this dark, edgy, spooky thing.
Which now is laughable, because tarot is so not scary.
It’s a deck of cards.
It’s practical, wholesome and definitely not evil.
I suspect the cultural taboo around things like tarot is really just fear - a fear we won’t even acknowledge is there…
and that is the fear of knowing ourselves…
of finding out who and what we are beyond this life…
tapping into the mystery within and without.
And maybe it’s not even us who is afraid of ourselves.
Maybe it’s the people around us who are afraid of what it might mean for them should we come more fully into our power.
“If you choose to forget all other things, remember only this and you will never fail: you are awesome, in the most total sense of the word.”
-Kim Huggens, Complete Guide to Tarot Illuminati
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