I recorded this episode at one of my lowest moments. No one talks about this part of motherhood. I'm here to talk about it. 

In this episode, I am going to talk about my time in Connecticut with my daughter's grandfather. This is when my suicidal thoughts really began to come to the surface. 

Thank you guys for coming back and listening to yet another episode of my crazy life. I appreciate all who listen and all who give me great feedback. 

At this point in my life, I am in great pain. Living in the past and living in regret. Forgiveness is the key to all healing and I am struggling with that. It first starts with forgiving myself which I can't bring myself to do. Living in the past and repeating cycles is actually starting to becoming tiring. I am trying my hardest to turn a new leaf and transform my life for the better - but it all starts with me. Healing starts now. 

This is a special request episode. In this episode, I talk about what led up to my diagnosis of chronic depression. 

This episode is a little bit different. There's no topic. There's no plot. Just me in my most vulnerable state on a cloudy night. Enjoy. 

This episode is a sneak peak of how my depression is currently going. 

In this episode, I will be talking about the continuing instances in my relationship and how it all lead to my depression. 

In this episode, I talk about how the honeymoon phase quickly ends and the hell begins. 

In this episode, I will be talking about how I met my child's father and the love we shared for each other