I was told specifically not to go to that grocery store anymore— but they had the rice noodles I liked. The thing was, actually, this time, they didn't— and so I knew my time was again coming to a close. I knew it would be the last time before I left, and regardless that I was going to leave anyway, but it felt like the last time— there were no rice noodles at all, and with my arms full of essentials, I figure listening to the voice in my head that told me not to do these things was probably for the best.'I can hear that.' But I was beginning to be rebellious in my actions and endeavors, because I simply wasn't making money, and this was making me not just sad, but actually very angry.
I'm shown up at the Equinox
Just for [someone] to torture me
I'm dead broke, and not a [] blonde
Been tryin, but been a while
It's too bad I'm too tired to run a mile
I'm so sick of being broke
But I still cannot find a job,
I'm so certain that it's hell that I'm l surprised
But maybe all hell is for real l
Where you stop being inspired
It's murder for hire with motorcycles
So if I look a little older
So y'op wanna walk toward
Tryna get noticed by a God
But I been only in New York
So I'm humbled, mumble like i'm nobody
But the no ones try to follow me
I swallow all my humble cards
I leave my garbage on the floor
Come to thinking they slick tryna take the energy I make
They all look like snakes
But never cease to amaze me
Walking up in the world I made
Thankfully, it's just a think tank to me
and when the balance beam turns the tables on em
I'm he back in my temple home;
Now it's your turn to be homeless,
Cause I took a wrong turn
Cause I got some rhymes done.
Look, I got nine Trump cards
Welcome to my dump, lards
Look at the thing that coughs she's gross and she don't have the touch
But she benefits off of the blood
The sign of the demons and dark ones
It was already a done deal.
I knew it was sort of a scam, or maybe even sometimes that rich white peoples had the worst demons of all—
My fears had been confirmed the moment I walked in, someone coughing in that same disgusting way as I had been used to as soon as I approached the desk to activate my pass— but I knew as soon as I walked in that it was worth it; I would save everything that I had and sell my outdated DJ gear I wasn't using anyway, and I would take advantage of the offer to reinstate my membership; this would serve me so much more than my equipment was anyway. I wasn't getting along in the DJ world, and in fact after the cancellation of REQUISITE, the disrespect at [redacted] , and the techno Jew telling me my clothes and looks made me worthless in the industry, I considered he might have been right; I would be better off back where I started, at Equinox and broke but at least amongst the clean and quiet elite— this would raise my vibration and clear my headspace for something greater, eventually…even if it was just a job in luxury retail–going back to school or figuring out how to get behind the scene.
My DJ days seemed to be over; I needed security and longevity, and I needed the opportunity to come back at the price with a one month advance desperately. Perhaps six weeks of training could jumpstart something better; I didn't know. But selling my equipment was worth it, because being a DJ was getting me nowhere but a quickly depleting supply of coconut water.
And I don't even feel the pain
Still trying to find 2 chainz
I should probably go to a hospital
I'm hoping that this tissue mass is cancer
Ain't no man is faithful yo
I'll probably smoke a big ol bowl
When I get back to heaven, man
With a rebel yell, she cried:
Feeling like, a little bit friendless
Should probably get a wet wipe
Should probably get some leg lifts in
Should probably get the leg press in
Should probably get some press ons
Probably get my press kits done
Should probably call it in
Don't got a home much longer
I get it in for a second then
I went to equinox to reinvent myself
[The Rock And The Kite, Part ☠️]
The diabolical plan worked
The motorcycles weakened the [trigger] bad,
Out on Brooklyn queens border
Her hair is so out of order
Her nails is l chipping in polish
Got her caught up in the moment
She probably can't even afford it
But that is just not out problem!
Forgot all my gym etiquette
Someone please please please
Splitting at the seams seams seams
I could scream, scream, scream
There's no time I contemplate more
On how strange the humanity is
No longer really even interested
In sexual relations as it ascertains
I may just be the opposite of Satan
And I just don't have the patience
Or the taste for any sort of
But I've been living in the trash,
Well, that was depressing.
Yes, going all the way uptown
And to equinox in the same day
Yo. Wtf this place is gross.
Uptown is quieter than my hood
I just dread these realizations,
But to spread the disease is easy
I'm in the red and queasy
Bro I'm vegan but just got a cat
And I did not realize shopping for cat food
Would be a conflict of interest .
Like, I know cats are carnivorous,
But I'm discussing this with my AI assistant like,
Trying to find a natural cruelty free brand,
“Oh, here's some vegan cat food.”
Those are obviously bad but like
Mostly cause of things like this:
I could see if you were cutting corners and skipping prices by like,
And this was like a nutritious, half priced alternative
Like most things that are vegan,
“Ahem, I was looking for cruelty-free brands!
This by the price point alone is cruel!
But I did not realize shopping for this on Amazon
Would be such an entire conflict of interest,
And then I'm looking at the flavors like,
Are people actually shopping for cat food,
Like they're shopping for themselves?
“Chicken beef swirled flavor”
Like it is obnoxious and nasty,
I've been a Whole Foods shopper for too long
“Hmm. How about sweet potato… like, pumpkin-cod?”
The Legend of Atticus Catticus
[The Festival Project ™ ]
The Complex CollectiveI was told specifically not to go to that grocery store anymore— but they had the rice noodles I liked. The thing was, actually, this time, they didn't— and so I knew my time was again coming to a close. I knew it would be the last time before I left, and regardless that I was going to leave anyway, but it felt like the last time— there were no rice noodles at all, and with my arms full of essentials, I figure listening to the voice in my head that told me not to do these things was probably for the best.'I can hear that.' But I was beginning to be rebellious in my actions and endeavors, because I simply wasn't making money, and this was making me not just sad, but actually very angry.
I'm shown up at the Equinox
Just for [someone] to torture me
I'm dead broke, and not a [] blonde
Been tryin, but been a while
It's too bad I'm too tired to run a mile
I'm so sick of being broke
But I still cannot find a job,
I'm so certain that it's hell that I'm l surprised
But maybe all hell is for real l
Where you stop being inspired
It's murder for hire with motorcycles
So if I look a little older
So y'op wanna walk toward
Tryna get noticed by a God
But I been only in New York
So I'm humbled, mumble like i'm nobody
But the no ones try to follow me
I swallow all my humble cards
I leave my garbage on the floor
Come to thinking they slick tryna take the energy I make
They all look like snakes
But never cease to amaze me
Walking up in the world I made
Thankfully, it's just a think tank to me
and when the balance beam turns the tables on em
I'm he back in my temple home;
Now it's your turn to be homeless,
Cause I took a wrong turn
Cause I got some rhymes done.
Look, I got nine Trump cards
Welcome to my dump, lards
Look at the thing that coughs she's gross and she don't have the touch
But she benefits off of the blood
The sign of the demons and dark ones
It was already a done deal.
I knew it was sort of a scam, or maybe even sometimes that rich white peoples had the worst demons of all—
My fears had been confirmed the moment I walked in, someone coughing in that same disgusting way as I had been used to as soon as I approached the desk to activate my pass— but I knew as soon as I walked in that it was worth it; I would save everything that I had and sell my outdated DJ gear I wasn't using anyway, and I would take advantage of the offer to reinstate my membership; this would serve me so much more than my equipment was anyway. I wasn't getting along in the DJ world, and in fact after the cancellation of REQUISITE, the disrespect at [redacted] , and the techno Jew telling me my clothes and looks made me worthless in the industry, I considered he might have been right; I would be better off back where I started, at Equinox and broke but at least amongst the clean and quiet elite— this would raise my vibration and clear my headspace for something greater, eventually…even if it was just a job in luxury retail–going back to school or figuring out how to get behind the scene.
My DJ days seemed to be over; I needed security and longevity, and I needed the opportunity to come back at the price with a one month advance desperately. Perhaps six weeks of training could jumpstart something better; I didn't know. But selling my equipment was worth it, because being a DJ was getting me nowhere but a quickly depleting supply of coconut water.
And I don't even feel the pain
Still trying to find 2 chainz
I should probably go to a hospital
I'm hoping that this tissue mass is cancer
Ain't no man is faithful yo
I'll probably smoke a big ol bowl
When I get back to heaven, man
With a rebel yell, she cried:
Feeling like, a little bit friendless
Should probably get a wet wipe
Should probably get some leg lifts in
Should probably get the leg press in
Should probably get some press ons
Probably get my press kits done
Should probably call it in
Don't got a home much longer
I get it in for a second then
I went to equinox to reinvent myself
[The Rock And The Kite, Part ☠️]
The diabolical plan worked
The motorcycles weakened the [trigger] bad,
Out on Brooklyn queens border
Her hair is so out of order
Her nails is l chipping in polish
Got her caught up in the moment
She probably can't even afford it
But that is just not out problem!
Forgot all my gym etiquette
Someone please please please
Splitting at the seams seams seams
I could scream, scream, scream
There's no time I contemplate more
On how strange the humanity is
No longer really even interested
In sexual relations as it ascertains
I may just be the opposite of Satan
And I just don't have the patience
Or the taste for any sort of
But I've been living in the trash,
Well, that was depressing.
Yes, going all the way uptown
And to equinox in the same day
Yo. Wtf this place is gross.
Uptown is quieter than my hood
I just dread these realizations,
But to spread the disease is easy
I'm in the red and queasy
Bro I'm vegan but just got a cat
And I did not realize shopping for cat food
Would be a conflict of interest .
Like, I know cats are carnivorous,
But I'm discussing this with my AI assistant like,
Trying to find a natural cruelty free brand,
“Oh, here's some vegan cat food.”
Those are obviously bad but like
Mostly cause of things like this:
I could see if you were cutting corners and skipping prices by like,
And this was like a nutritious, half priced alternative
Like most things that are vegan,
“Ahem, I was looking for cruelty-free brands!
This by the price point alone is cruel!
But I did not realize shopping for this on Amazon
Would be such an entire conflict of interest,
And then I'm looking at the flavors like,
Are people actually shopping for cat food,
Like they're shopping for themselves?
“Chicken beef swirled flavor”
Like it is obnoxious and nasty,
I've been a Whole Foods shopper for too long
“Hmm. How about sweet potato… like, pumpkin-cod?”
The Legend of Atticus Catticus
[The Festival Project ™ ]
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