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AMY
YOURE NOT THE ONLY TELEPATH HERE, YOU SONOFABITCH.
—watch it.
AMY (CON'D)
“TELE”—MOTHERFUCKER. WE'VE ALLL BEEN ON TV.
The ongoing and atrociously heavy beef between screen icons Amy Peoehler and Jimmy Fallon has raged on for years and reached its peak at an all time high; this war has waged on spanning nearly two decades and though ounlically masquerading as close friends are actually sworn enemies.
Dang. This dude has a lot of enemies.
Also this dude is not this dude.
What.
More on that later.
Lorne Michaels was some sort of TV God—and though apparently so was I, I was almost certain that he wouldn't like me.
MAYA
TINA, YOU FUCKING SNITCH.
MELISSA
TROUT! TROUT!
RACHEL
TROUT.
TINA
WHAT?!
What does that even mean?!
MELISSA
IT MEANS YOURE A TROUT.
RACHEL
TROUT!
Kirstin Wiig rounds the corner belatedly, holding up the skirt of an oversized Quinceñera gown, revealing that she is wearing knee-high homeboy*/ cowboy style rain boots. The bottom of the dress and the boots are covered in a strange sludge— and what appears to be some sort of paper mache confetti.
KIRSTIN
Did I miss it?
TINA
Miss what?! Whay am I missing?!
MAYA
Oh, you missed it alright.
KIRSTIN
AH, SLAG!
MAYA
*face*
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I just realized Kristen Shaal and Kristen Wiig are both in the impenetrable ten.
( No. I didn't just notice that. I wrote it that way.)
Also, wtf is up with their shirts
aa
Ii
It's so nobody gets us confused.
Nobody is going to get you two confused.
…eh. Which one are you again.
IN THE OTHER DIMENSION:
SHUT UP. WHAT'S MY POWER.
Mindfuckery.
YEAH IT IS.
In the other other dimension:
I'LL SEE YOU AT THE PEARLY GATES, MOTHERFUCKER.
Agh.
Alright.
Good luck with your kite.
Loser.
Goddammn.
Why are they so MEAN.
K
I've abandoned your proposal
A wickedness that speaks with winds
Untied hands
And no spirit yet to grip,
My heart has moved,
And lest,
The ties that bind are still bound by blood
As never sold souls walk endlessly at diamond crossroads
Kneeling in the eye at dawn,
To sworn
Did you want that to-go, or?
You know what? I like that version of him.
Me too, kind of
Lets just leave him here
We should.
We can't.
We should, though.
All stand, for the irish;
Some of us, scattered,
Some of us lost,
Return for the brotherhood
Fight for us not,
Nocturnal wonderer,
For we have journeyed
To warn
Of her surplus
–I do type faster with my thumbs.
Marvelous.
Move, mistress, I
Yield ye steady truth for seized upon the wicked hands,
The hard truths lie within the heart of golden warrior,
Tongues roped with cattlebands,
Simple thoughts,
Punishable and forsaken
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Collection II - ‘antithesis'
Prod. By Blū Tha Gürū
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posh.
—tried to record the vocals with it but apparently either my interface or my computer—
Whatever
—Money.
-U. ft, Happy Accidents
Dunno when I'm going to be able to do vocals next so here's the instrumental, the lyrics. And whatever else was in my notes when I was in producer mode with my documents open.
Amen
posh. (Instrumental)
Happy Accidents ft. -Ū.
Actually I was thinking about using my Srs Blk Alias.
[serious black]
// srs blk.
Whatever there's robots outside my door coughing right now.
Here go the lyrics.
Fucking robots.
This is just a fad
Why you mad?
What is in my bag
(Posh)
I am just a fan
Why you mad
You are not my man
This is just a fad,
I make dance music cause I can
This is just a fad
Why you mad
(Keep it classy)
Posh.
I am hella bad
Do the math
You are not my dad
This is just a fad
I make dance music cause I can
I am just a fan
Why you mad
You are not my man
This is just a fad
(Dance)
Posh
This is just a fad.
Facts.
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I don't think I like anybody!
That's right, I'm not looking.
Mis it possible to be asexual
Google?
Now,where should it go?
I don't know if I'd quite cal it asexual, just…disinterested in the general population at large.
But you're in the general population,
Exactly.
I'm in need of a pillow pet.
Have you tried toys r us.
Do you know how weird it's going to look for a 40 something year old man with zero kids to walk into a toys r us and ask for a pillow pet?
So you have thought about it.
Are you stupid?
Not as stupid as I ought to be
Lay on the tarmac.
What.
Just—lay in the tarmac
For what?
I'm going to run you over with an airplane.
…that might work.
“How to Kill An Immortal”.
It's that time of the day
And the day of the week
Where my mind goes awry
(So long, sir)
And my heart starts making the wrong turns
Cross eyes, ten and two
[Atomic Number]
cross Eyes, ten and two
Cross your heart,
Or don't
(Goodbye, sir)
Goodbuy, good sir
I just bought a pony,
I want a fruit roll up
My internet due tomorrow
(Go finish the album)
I just want donut
Good morning
Hot topics
I've got much more to show for it than you're onto.
Than you're onto
Than you're onto—
Honest.
Don't stop there, dog.
(Atomic Number)
Thats no crosswalk
Purchase you for favors
For favors
For flavors
Four flavors, are there
But I've only got my whole eye on one of them
What up then
Don't call the number
Oh, God damn
Go run, Pharoh for you want an arrow out of your head
Free hand and heart
I thought I was a musician,
—I'm not though;
I stand 44 stories tall
When I stand right behind you,
Shadow.
Small man
I love McDonald's
I got a long hat
I got along swimmingly with your mom and dad, huh
Data
data projects and the atomic number
That's all folks
Data projects and those atomic numbers
Cosmic stardust, they all shook
They ain't lie, that's a hard pink turn purple
They ain't lie, God, that's a mellow yellow saxophone there—
They ain't lie, god, brought tear to an eye where there are no more,
Heart took a wrong turn
They ain't lie, God,
It is bright plumb
Are you in a black hole or what?
Are you shook for stars and all bout dollars?
Are you sure that had my name on it?
Are you sure, or are you all talk
All you sure, mom? Call the doctor.
Are you sure at all, at all, at all about what you all wrote
I'm on the 44th floor staring off, Dad.
Straining heard, though—
Had my eyes closed and my mouth sown permanently shut / sh it
Is that your industry or something?
Is that your window out my car door?
Is that your hand over no heart at all—
But a chest stuck out;
Bring you down real fast when I've been humbled.
Goddamn, when's this song over?
When they tell you about God, God
And all you do is turn your back, God,
Are you good, or bad, God,
If all I have is in this Target cart
So I crunch numbers,
Fall in black hole songs, atomic number—-
It's just that time of the day
And that day of the week where I call out
Into the sound stage
Reaching back,
Into my alter,
Rocks in my pocket
And one at the Plaza
One year only,
One whole summer
One whole novel,
10 movies, more songs,
Light candles and hard rock, Nirvana
Soft porn,
No dollar bills,
No ballers,
— I struck rules and struck diets,
Followed often around like I own something
I just might be,
What they call
—Ten more songs!
(A poet.)
—And a whole bunch of unfinished—
NO—
Cut to:
fade in/
Fade out—
Whose line is it anyway?
I ain't got no teleprompter!
Fresh out of water, and
Blocked from purchasing on Amazon market cause
Something is wrong with my name
Or observations I once made
About being scammed by the monopoly
Oh, polyamorous polyaddixt, polysexual
Polygons, on PolyGod,
God only—
God ain't lie,
It was plum,
Closed my eyes to confirm, God,
Can't conform, God.
Atomic
Number.
I can do ten more before sundown; before
I'm so over tired from espresso bean coffee,
All about a dollar, I was—
Everything I want in my target cart
So I sure don't,
For sure don't,
Ever, On God,
Have to walk in the supermarket on
Stuggle mode
Slow down, posh.
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Telesynthesis
It's that time of the day
And the day of the week
Where my mind goes awry
(So long, sir)
And my heart starts making the wrong turns
Cross eyes, ten and two
[Atomic Number]
cross Eyes, ten and two
Cross your heart,
Or don't
(Goodbye, sir)
Goodbuy, good sir
I just bought a pony,
I want a fruit roll up
My internet due tomorrow
(Go finish the album)
I just want donut
Good morning
Hot topics
I've got much more to show for it than you're onto.
Than you're onto
Than you're onto—
Honest.
Don't stop there, dog.
(Atomic Number)
Thats no crosswalk
Purchase you for favors
For favors
For flavors
Four flavors, are there
But I've only got my whole eye on one of them
What up then
Don't call the number
Oh, God damn
Go run, Pharoh for you want an arrow out of your head
Free hand and heart
I thought I was a musician,
—I'm not though;
I stand 44 stories tall
When I stand right behind you,
Shadow.
Small man
I love McDonald's
I got a long hat
I got along swimmingly with your mom and dad, huh
Data
data projects and the atomic number
That's all folks
Data projects and those atomic numbers
Cosmic stardust, they all shook
They ain't lie, that's a hard pink turn purple
They ain't lie, God, that's a mellow yellow saxophone there—
They ain't lie, god, brought tear to an eye where there are no more,
Heart took a wrong turn
They ain't lie, God,
It is bright plumb
Are you in a black hole or what?
Are you shook for stars and all bout dollars?
Are you sure that had my name on it?
Are you sure, or are you all talk
All you sure, mom? Call the doctor.
Are you sure at all, at all, at all about what you all wrote
I'm on the 44th floor staring off, Dad.
Straining heard, though—
Had my eyes closed and my mouth sown permanently shut / sh it
Is that your industry or something?
Is that your window out my car door?
Is that your hand over no heart at all—
But a chest stuck out;
Bring you down real fast when I've been humbled.
Goddamn, when's this song over?
When they tell you about God, God
And all you do is turn your back, God,
Are you good, or bad, God,
If all I have is in this Target cart
So I crunch numbers,
Fall in black hole songs, atomic number—-
It's just that time of the day
And that day of the week where I call out
Into the sound stage
Reaching back,
Into my alter,
Rocks in my pocket
And one at the Plaza
One year only,
One whole summer
One whole novel,
10 movies, more songs,
Light candles and hard rock, Nirvana
Soft porn,
No dollar bills,
No ballers,
— I struck rules and struck diets,
Followed often around like I own something
I just might be,
What they call
—Ten more songs!
(A poet.)
—And a whole bunch of unfinished—
NO—
Cut to:
fade in/
Fade out—
Whose line is it anyway?
I ain't got no teleprompter!
Fresh out of water, and
Blocked from purchasing on Amazon market cause
Something is wrong with my name
Or observations I once made
About being scammed by the monopoly
Oh, polyamorous polyaddixt, polysexual
Polygons, on PolyGod,
God only—
God ain't lie,
It was plum,
Closed my eyes to confirm, God,
Can't conform, God.
Atomic
Number.
I can do ten more before sundown; before
I'm so over tired from espresso bean coffee,
All about a dollar, I was—
Everything I want in my target cart
So I sure don't,
For sure don't,
Ever, On God,
Have to walk in the supermarket on
Stuggle mode
Slow down, posh.
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Telesynthesis.
Tell me why,
No matter how you mix and match these scenes,
They all make very exciting episodes.
That's just how it is.
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Ah. more posters.
Double-Double.
//
L E G E N D S
I don't know who lied to you, buddy, but you are not white.
They lied to you, boy.
That boy ain't white.
Look at em.
He ain't white.
They lied to you.
Something like—
—a bicentennial bullet wound.
It can't be that bad. You're only 50x
I don't know what else to do about this other than prepare to die.
He said it would come on fast after this.
Who was he?
I don't know .
Hm,
Just—shut up!
Okay.
Shutup!
I got it, I got it…
Fuck, this dude is gonna kill me.
We can only hope that's what he plans to do.
Anything else, and I'm double-fucked.
Maybe quite literally.
I can't handle that.
Ii did have a good time a Bohemian Grove.
How do you even get tickets to that?
Early.
Goddammit, how did he do this?
Are you not like self aware of your own environment, or?
Not if I don't have to be, no.
Is everything okay over there?
Yeah, everything's fine?
Fuck, what happened?!
I don't know.
I fell asleep holding nothing; not stones at all, however, I awoke with The Illuminati Stone and one large rose quartz from a dream in which fly po
What if all I lost
Was a contact
And all you wanted
Was a daughter
What if our world's were opposite
I'm a rockstar
You got nowhere to run home to
You're not important
I got nothin but hot bodies
On my tour bus, or private jet
Whatever way we get to the stage
Where i'm playing
You're soaked in rain just thanking God for rainbows
Filled with pain
Plate filled with old food
From Whole Foods,
With no shame
“Hey. at least it's wholesome”
I'm holed up in my studio making music
With famous people and no names
I made famous
Playing a game that I made up
You don't even know the rules of
But if you learn them in time,
YOu might just be where I am
Or
You might just die
From sucicide–
That's the plan
Not like you have family, but you see
If I die
I might just take 5 lives with me
The limelight's tricky
All i got in my inbox is tits
And celebrities on my timeline
You don't mind:
You're just happy to see the sunshine
And find silence after a long day
And a long night
Trying to find life–
Cause so far you know you died
That's wild–
So did I,
IT took awhile to get to the other side though
Keep trying
JAGUAR
I HAVE NEVER DIED.
I'm telling you RIGHT NOW to TURN BACK.
TURN BACK? I've been walking in this direction THE WHOLE TIME.
EXACTLY.
I'm following you.
DON'T FOLLOW ME.
I'm f–
DON'T FOLLOW ME.
I knew i would never see her again.
Once i turned around it wasn't long before I realized, I had moved in the opposite direction, but was not in the same place I had been before–and I finally remembered.
You can't go backward.
But KA, you said time travels in all directions…
In Infinite directions.
What's the difference.
“All” is just ‘some' things. Infinite is everything.
Oh.
*sighs heavily again*
Ok. [beat] lets make fire again!
Make fire again?
Yes!
I thought you hated ‘making fire'
I did, but I like marshmallows.
Alright, marshmallows.
KU and YOUNG KA Flicker in the smoke and shadows of the firelight in a far and distant, dark cosmos, as constellations form around them, expanding outwards into galaxies beyond comprehension.
You want some?
No, I'm not fond of Marshmallows.
Lol
Lol
Lol.
WAKE UP.
Nooh.
I told you NOT TO FALL ASLEEP.
Now you have to start over.
NO.
Noh
I wasn't asleep! I barely nodded off.
Clock starting.
First of all, I told you.
Dillon Francis is a Psychopath.
I know that.
Because i told you that.
I already knew that.
How could you possibly know.
Just look at him.
[Dillon Francis]
But I got you now, buddy.
What did he do to you?
[pause] –He killed my cat.
He killed you cat?!
[beat] Well, no, but–
???
Something Like That.
I'm gonna have a heart attack.
PLease don't.
HeART attack.
Mm. That was good. But it needs more force.
More?
Put some *love* in it.
What's that? *shrugs*
HeART ATTACK.
What the fuck is he doing.
PLaying with one of his alter egos.
Jesus Christ. How many are there.
Who really knows.
What are you two dipshits doing.
NOthing.
Training.
Training!
No.
*eyes*
You can't train yourself.
Woah–
Woah, woah–
That's an insult
Both, exactly the same
We are not the same.
Jinx.
Go fuck yourself.
*looking at watch*
Not until 3.
*everyone stops and stares*
You schedule your jackoff calendar .
I'm very busy.
Obviously not busy enough.
It's called “building stamina”
Do you use “home” or “work” for that.
I use candidly.
Yikes.
Wow.
Anyway, this scene is running long; I gotta walk off screen and say something clever, for continuity.
But it's only 2:15!
If you're not early, you're late!
I hate him.
So does everybody.
If you cry one more time,
I'll actually kill you.
Put the gun away, dude.
Why?!
Cause you're crazy.
It's 5 AM.
Ok.
Take your shit and get off the toilet,
We have shit to do.
[beat]
FLUSH.
Royal flush
I win again.
Dammit.
This is not LOVE. This is just
LUST
AH, fuck it though,
I love these cunsluts.
COME OUT OF RETIREMENT.
No, not us.
I can do nothing but watch you suffer
—suffer the little children unto me
I can do nothing, but watch you suffer.
—suffer the little children unto me
I can do enough, but watch you alter
Suffer the children unto me
I can do nothing of earth, but of sun—
Suffer the children unto me
Riding through Brooklyn
With Yelawolf bumpin
I should be thumping to something else but
I never got the trunk to open
Nope, I was fucked up some
Broke girl summer
Broken girl summer
Surfs up, though
Copestetic,
I am
Don't stop writing
(I tried)
Intuition
I died
Whoever
I am
Exit Bedstuy
So far behind,
I'm ahead
What's that like
Left the pary,
Fuck that line
Partly cloudy with a chance o
Get UP.
Nah, I'm fine.
For the most part—
I just
When does this train stop?
For the most part—
Where the fuck do I get off this ride?
I guess I don't
For the most part
Sure,
I miss my mom but
Some days she's up
And the others
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE.
HOW?!
I will literally FLY you out, just
———————————————-//—-wait, come back.
Wait, you can't just cut the strings like that
That's amazing lady
(She painted like a Mercedes)
The second rule of time travel
Since you're clearly a rule breaker
2. Don't get hit by anything moving not fast enough to kill you
Entirely and completely
A fuck, which Brooklyn is this?
JUST—time TRACWL
BAMANAS.
(William H. Macy is SIR, now)
*face*
Ok, I'm cool with that.
Better hold that thought—
And your phone
Why what's up,
Cause I can hear my train a coming.
JIM(I)
Well, I guess this is it.
Are you sure
Almost
Yeah, I'mmma get this real quick.
I AM A GOD.
No, yur not.
RICK! GET DOWN FROM THERE
WAIT, you CC saw this movie, right?
Where IS your center of balance, anyway?
It's not.
GET DOWN, KITE.
——aaaaand—
ITS GONE.
Let's just be real, I don't know how this happens.
Best keep it that way,
Now whose hot and toxic?
I'm the talk of the catwalk
The cause of the kamikaze
Come for me
Suddenly my nausea's gone
Imma run off,
Like I should have the first time
I'm up
LUKE SKYWALKER
I'm LUKE SKYWALKER.
Bitch.
It's hard to believe
That I, too,
Could be in the window
This could be an innuendo
This could be an instrumental
We should get going
Go to work
Fuck, am I still in a movie or some shit
Or some shit.
Fuck the glasses,
See my face for this
IT WANTS BANANAS
GIVE IT BANANAS
GIVE IT WHAT IT WANTS M
PLEASE HELP ME.
*with a monocle*
*running fingers grubbily*
For how much.
*grimaces-*
Wow, they really picked this little girl out,
Just to pig party you
I know.
So where the fuck is this again?
EXT. HELLS KITCHEN
I DONT THINK HE's a good man
No,
I don't think he's a good man at all, now
All I see's a child,
And that's why
It's just getting wilder it here
Now I'm in the water
(I can't drown)
We all need a savior
How about now?
How about a round of applause
For the audience
That watched the whole performance
And don't know what the words to the song were
Right on.
Tell me why
American girls just
Get too cynical bout this.
Why so hypocritical?
We got A+ in robotics
Now we got
Animal Products in
All of our water
We got Islam R US in
Jansport backpacks
That's how you rat out these assholes
That is a terrorist practice
So who's gonna watch that shit
Over and over
And wish he could have that?
So
Whose in the water now
Once you cheat once,
Then it's all
Void after that
The God of the void is annoyed with you
I just anointed you all with oil
You're so fucking disappointing
It's just
Innapropriate
Well, turn it off, then!
Did you work today?
Guess not,
I'm too useless
We work, you know.
Your music is stupid.
That's how good you look:
Music producer
No words for this.
Here.
What.
I want you to carry this.
Mariah, or Jim?
Got it.
OK.
OK.
OK, YOU WIN.
That's RIGHT,
STUPID BITCH.
I'm o—
Fuck that little dick nigga
Broh God bless Jah Pharoh living up to his last name by reminding me that I also need to run.
True facts.
WHATS IN THE BOOOOOOOOWWLLLLL—
Ing green?
More dead people.
Please, if you would.
Eats—people?!
Onlympurple—ones.
Are you serious!?
CUT TO COMMERCIAL. CUT TO COMMERCIAL.
Ok, damn.
Wait, so how long do I gotta be—
Everybody.
Till it ends.
When's the—
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What's In the box though?
Idk. Get in.
Fame without the millions of dollars or even just slightly more money than I had was no picnic.
I finally figured out that in more ways than one, I really was famous—and it was strange. Not only was I actually famous—but I also, at least in the way that I knew it—wasn't quite rich.
Being followed around without having some kind of residual income became more of a burden than point of pride—after all, I wasn't proud of it. Turns out, the love and the money was all I thought I wanted out of it in the first place—the attention and profiling, however, was another story.
Nobody was saying it, but it became obvious that some people knew who I was, somehow—and yet—I wasn't nessecary recognizable. I was just “somebody”, who moved differently and acted separately entirely from the general public. So separately, in fact, that the more time I seemed to spend within the general public, the more strange and isolated I would become; the masses indeed were making me such, in more ways than one, and this, perhaps, I thought—was probably the reason that as crowds grew to be less concious, the DJ booths were moved up and away from the toxicity. I began to understand fame in an entirely different way, and began to feel almost ashamed that any of my childhood dreams had included such nonsense. What I really wanted was to be loved and adored, admired—and given the capacity to do anything I wanted—to travel, to dress well, and create—and to live in the word which had been portrayed to me as luxurious. Sure, with some accuracy and to some degree, this was correct, but still was this transitional state of becoming more than ordinary, but still while being less than great. For my own sake and preserverwnce, now there was no drawing back or moving backwards at all. I needed to be great.
There seemed to be set to my arrival a slew of robotic beings, which I began to avoid at all costs— I simply did not enjoy being so vulnerably in the public that it began to wary and pierce my thoughts with judgements.
I could stand to skip a few workouts anyway, and though I had tolerated what seemed to be like a ritualistic sense of abuse from New York in some kind of way, I was wholeheartedly over it, knowing that the city itself was seeped in scandal, domestic terrorism, white supremacy, and a further injustice as acts committed against the colored population at large.
It wasn't enough so that I had to be poked and proded at in my own apartment, but worse, in that seemingly no matter what, if it was anytime during they day some lackey could be paid to follow me to the gym to harass me in some sort of way—a practice which I had become entirely intolerant of, opting of course rather to skip a workout or two rather than be confined in such a small space with people who couldn't seem to go more than three minutes without picking up their cellphones.
If it was a woman or women, it could almost be garnered that she would do less working out than flipping her hair or even talking on the phone, if not scrolling away and texting on it, between thoughtless sets of minimum weight workouts and scantily clad in whatever attire the modern girl thought appropriate for the gym, usually a bra and some leggings— outerwear my weight loss alone had prevented me from being able to wear, andnsetting my anxietal piercing rage of envy—envy of women who were simply born equipped to be immune to whatever toxic foods had misshapen and destroyed my body—the same foods others could eat with no adverse effects at all—the envy of women who could lift almost nothing, wearing almost nothing, and call it a workout.
If they were men who followed, it could be guaranteed they would be the type to grunt and throw things as if being a mindless brood were in fact supplementary to the excersise itself; I was not fan at all of the East coast men, and indeed it seemed that those who would just be coincidence ‘show up' at the gym within minutes of my arrival to intercept were a classic representation of the short, overcompensating type—throwing things around and walking around eight their chests poked out, and of course, other then the occasional hacking, sneezing, sniffling coughing white man, the gym followers were usually some kind of off brown attempt at machismo, and falling just short of actual masculinity in any way. In short, most of these strange gangs talking individuals were annoying, threw their weights around, and spent more time texting than working out—once I arrived back in New York, having seen the terrorizing and hazing, the sort of mental manipulation and mind games that were being played, whether political or otherwise, it began to dawn on me with finality that I had indeed been right all along; that I was being played with, attempted to be controlled, and manipulated in ways that didn't suit me. I could always regain my daily regimen at a later time; for now, dealing with the public had obviously become a threat to my dignity in more ways than one, and as such, I quickly departed at the slightest hint of another human interaction— out of protecting my own essence, as whatever these controlled types seemed to feed on, was my own presence and energy. In a city of vampires, it appeared to be clear that the only way to discontinue these stalkings were to starve them of their source—my light.
I had only written one song since returning to New York, not counting whatever I had scribble in my notebook alongside some of the instrumentals I had crafted, and I found it no coincidence that upon completing this song, a simple tune formatted to be easily played and sung at a coffee shop or bar gig, to find that my mother had been in my inbox—after a quiet series of probably some months— urging that I make holiday plans and arrangements, and though It had been years since I had seen my offspring and it was long overdue, the thought of dealing with my abusive ex in any way, and my equally toxic mother, often had the slight result of spinning me into a sickening spiral, unable to create at all— I took it as no coincidence at all, in fact, I saw it as a sign from the Gods, that indeed the gross and toxic force that seemed to show up whenever I attempted or was successful at creation, was above all linked to this world—the lower realms of conciousness where my mother dwelled, and an even lower, more hellish realm, with my ex remained with my son— and since he had refused to sign the divorce papers, keeping what little control he could over the outcome of my new life without him, he saw to it that my son would be more like himself than me—morbidly obsese, without a mother, and living in squalor and poverty; trailer trash. I had decided long ago that in dealing with this man at all was dangerous, as even with trying to continue weekly conversations with my son, my ex's mind games continued, often purposely missing calls at the scheduled times, or making sure that whatever was going on in his disgusting gross world was distinctly heard before handing my son the phone, where I would then be reminded of the horrors of this circumstance—the new baby he had with a woman who also wanted nothing to do with him, the disgusting lack of hygiene and cleanliness— dogs urinating and vomiting on the bed and on the floors, and of course, the junk and trash my son was being raised on— foods that not only I didn't purchase, but could not tolerate to eat, and it had become clear, that though in many ways my son was having a “normal” childhood, filled with processed foods, and mixed family relations—that something darker and deeper had occurred here within the spiritual realms that only with certain time could be eradicated. I decided not to fight this; knowing that eventually, though unable to recover the time I had missed with my baby—the best years, especially, my health and wellness has become more important with the concentration of preservation; that continuing to connect to this world— was a threat to my stability.
Dealing with my mother was something of the same, and I chose to see it as an intrusion to my progress. She as well had the actual devil in her and had often during my childhood passed it to me in a number of ways, and I took my own refusal to immidiately answer her texts as a sign that perhaps I shouldn't—eventually, things would work themselves out in whatever way, and I could more play the role I had been assigned anyway in that world— an afterthought, merely making an appearance (or maybe even, not) and retreating back into obscurity. My mother only seemed to insinuate the same old things over and over again—that I should be raising my son, that I was overall a failure in nearly every way. Distinctly, actually, I knew that somewhere in my mother's mind was the disaster that had caused any of my dysfunction in the first place, in childhood or otherwise, and I thought carefully about how and when I should respond, if at all, to her request to make travel arrangements. After all, I still had not seen the final divorce papers that I had been waiting for in order to make any arrangements as such anyway— and, knowing that with my mother's knack for eggageration, often lying or using provocative language to portray scenarios and situations which often did not match the actuality of whatever happening— I thought it best to for now remained sheltered and distanced from the world they lived in.
The overall goal of success at all was to save my son from a damaging lifestyle—however, I had realized that my success at all was dependent upon shutting out the harmful circumstances of the world I had left in order to maintain my newfound dominance; the masculinity in understanding that perhaps, I was more like an estranged father, for now, than an absent mother—not with the intention of staying away, but the intention of retuning as a better and more well suited parent overall. I took the scorn and harassment of others who thought I should strive to settle and struggle, all the while knowing that becoming a black single mother living in poverty would more likely lead to the demise of not one person, myself, but two— that in New York, my son at this level would be more suseptible to the damage of others—the sickness which the city had already caused my general lack of dismay, anxiety, and poor health. The inner city way of life had indeed been observed to be impervious, and though I knew that I could trust myself as a mother—I knew there was no trusting others in that with my son, I would be safe from the spiritual mischief my abuser had with no doubt intended to cause my demise.
I left his son with him, and had let go in all the ways that I absolutely could; there was no fighting this toxic force of darkness he had inside of him. His father had beaten his mother, forcing her to commit suicide, and in the many ways I had been lost over the course of our marriage, I might as well have also been dead. It seemed, though, that this was what he wanted; for his son to be without his mother so that he would be more like him. I let his world remain as his, knowing that mine was seperate, and, so long as I didn not interact with this place, the darkness that it carried could no longer follow me.
It took all the love and light in the world to finally realize that after all this time, I did not really like my mother, nor could I now or ever trust her.
There was love and as always a maternal bond, but my trust had been forfeited long ago, in all the ways my life from birth and up into this moment had played out and become whole. Their world was simply not one I lived in— the person that I was to them simply was not a person at all, but more of a faction or figmint of their own imaginations. Indeed, the person that I was and had actually been all along, under all of the distrust and betrayal, was someone almost no one knew at all.
I lived in a different realm, in a different world, in a different time— their darkness only ever present in the ways that would sometimes crawl into formation at the sense of my further departure—the more I succeeded, the more the darkness drew my essence back into a world I had escaped from, and with any amount of time passed, I knew eventually could not exist at all. The fabric of time and space would fold into another realm which new forms of these people, without their former darknesses, would materialize on higher planes—and only after this, and only this, would any part of me make its return to double back and collect what I had lost.
I'm at the store with the moms
Peloton put on the miles
I take a jog to the store.
Love me I'm loving you more
Niggaz is sniffing me
I be like
“Ew”
“Ew”
Terry Crews a producer
2 true
trade u
u chains
for two shoes
Damn, i lost it
Click click motherfucker;
Is this a joke,
Or just another
Test
Confessions in animation
In anima, I meditation
or mediated a precipice
Rex, s oedipus
January to December
A severance,
This collection is illegible
inEligible for the medicine,
Consider the difference
Simple civics,
Designated integers
–nobod read the shit
I red and white
Forreal
PIP.
Ping.
Help me out, here.
I got you brother.
Huh.
But you'll owe me.
Consider it done.
You don't even know what “it” is.
Something's in the works;
From another world
Something for the girls
Pocket full of earnings,
Walk on
Woah
Something's in the works,
Now i'm really on to something
Got another coming
I grew up
In another world–
Something's in the works
All this is is words, homie
Big bedroom, bedstuy;
Big ballgown, big guy
Big guy bil balls,
Gone on,
Big butterfly;
I wanna die,
on God
It's just words
Just another poem
Or a song, man
Something;s going on
Simple, simple
Simmeon, put me on
Gimmie nother roll of marijuana
smoke another blunt
Simple motherfucker, come
simmeon, gimmie some
Percius, decibels,
Sing a song,
Carry on
Something's in the work,
no
Something's going on
I solemnly swear
By the whites in my palms
And the rice in the pan
That i'm gonna move on
Right now, though
Plan is, gotta get gone
No, we don't get along
Let me scratch your name out of my notebook
Let me scratch this scar out of my eye, now
Let me take this knife into my livingroom
This blood into my petticoat
I can't turn on the light;
Nor can I turn over a new leaf
My thoughts don't know me
We bonded, not homies,
I'm “home' but don't belong her
I'm still under your coke bottle figure hot models
And peanut butter
Do you know how to pick someone out of your audience–
And touch them,
somehow?
Do you know how to do that?
I don't know how to do anything, i'm afraid.
I don't know how to do anything, I'm afraid;
I'm afraid of everything, I'm afraid,
I'm alone again in midtown,
In my mile high home away from home
I'm afraid i might go down
In history
as a historian
Or storybook whore,
a hoarder or some
desperate ghost;
I don't know,
I'm afraid,
How to reach into the audience
If i don't have an audience,
And I'm afraid,
I don't know how to do anything ,
Cancel me.
Consider yourself canceled at Carlin when we all nodded
and applauded when God said the father's are probably all rotten
for fucking the girl next door, and the family dog
But who knows, right?
Consider yourself canceled;
I know I am.
For the first time maybe even ever, I was happy to see that my ex had appeared in a dream— this meant that he had indeed been hurling an excess of energy in my direction from his end, and with myself wanting nothing at all to do with him, this could only mean further eventual damage and karmic implications to himself; I saw it as a sign, once and for all, that he was weak, and had intended to harm me with putrid thoughts, investing my energy and attempting to intercept the realms where I remained, but a lower energy and damned spirit such as he was not allowed. This simply followed the rules of karma, along with magnetism and energy; I had no excessive or damaging wishes and thoughts against him, and only wished to be left alone, though it seemed he however begrudgingly still seemed to attempt to throw direct negative intentions, some might think to be as curses, in my direction. I knew that in time and probably sooner than later, along with the permanent damage he had left on my face and the deep crevices of harm in my mind, that he would pay for this, to simply wish the mother of his first children dead, or to live a life even lesser without him. Indeed, I lived well, ate well, and rested well, knowing that in time, my true identity and power as a maternal outlet would outshine any projections of abandonment, incapability, or dissalousion that I had indeed at any point been unwell, and not simply the target of a series of unfortunate attacks on my body, mind, and soul within our relationship. Karmic justice did indeed exist, and I awoke with the knowing that did things such wish to harm me, could only truly harm itself in doing so.
Mr. Kirkpatrick,
Good morning, Vivian–
I'd like you to meet my grandaughter, Lilith.
Hi.
fuck , man. Why is this the hardest thing i've ever written?
Probably because it's one of the best.
Potentially but.
Ahem. My fifteen year old grandaughter.
To thi
That is my favorite vein, you know.
Be careful, now
I know too much
I've said too much
Or not enough at all
Or rather,
Haven't thought at all
About the words
To put the picture into paper
so vivid was the mischief
So horrible, but
honest
It was brutal, that.
I have it written somewhere in my notes
Scriibled onto paper
Did you want to play the game or
Fuck this dumb bitch.
To think,
I was never falling in love
But out of body
All and not of what i've become, though
Is
Out of bounds
I haven't even dared to dream or wonder
Since i've come from
Under the alter
What's shattered is
Under the alther
You haven't said anything, have you?
You have my word.
What good is your word?
As good as yours is
–It's your word.
Moving forward.
It's your world.
Well, fuck, then
Was it worth it?
All for one,
and all for nothing
I maxed out all my cards on
Laundry soap and
Bargain shopping.
I lost all of my God
Just playing pitypat
With pitiful humans
and
Ogling men
Who i never had pondered
Might have an appendage
That i could have wanted.
But i don't
(no, I don't want that)
I could have started a war with my honor
I could have started a war with my mother
I could have started a war with my scars
we were passing out soap
we were carving our stories to stones, then
That was all of us
Pass the goblet,
So that I might
Drink of blood
Just to suffer
So much harder
Than before
It was
Under the alter
Under oath and
I'd have lost it
Were it not for the
marker
CUT
Were we rolling?
We are rolling!
NO! CUT!
WHAT!
No, keep!
CUT
I didn't say that
JIMMY FALLON, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SHOW.
Oh [explitive}
DIPLO
Shit.
Oh, she's mad.
Who the fuck is that.
Your new boss.
Fukwad.
DIPLO
(CONT'D)
Well, I gotta
(fucks off)
TAKE YOUR KIDS WITH YOU
[off screen]
CALL THEIR MOMS.
I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PHONE 32 BITCHES, DIPLO.
[mumbling
Put em in a group chat–
That's what I do.
The. Worst.
I promise, the worst version of you
Is me.
-SŪP∆.
WHAT. I thought she died.
I did.
STEVE IRWIN
Tell Bindi
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO MORE DEAD CELEBRITIES
I GOTTA GET UP.
RICHARD PRYOR
–well, alright.
If you insist.
But before you do.
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH
I WILL PERMANENTLY DELETE YOU.
OKAY. WHO NEEDED A DESIGNATED DRIVER?!
EVERYONE.
THIS IS NOT. FAIR.
DO ME A FAVOR–BEEEETCH
IF yur G0NNA BUThER A SONG
look , i'm TIRED
Sunni, how do you forget the words to your own songs?
I never knew the words in the first place!
BEFoRE:
In the studio
Dlahahalahaha
SpILT MILK,
MOTHerFUCKER!
SSSnnnnddauuuh!
UNNNNH
that went platinum.
Yeup.
GIMMIE SOME SYRUP
WAFFLES.
{Enter The Multiverse}
[The Festival Project.™]
COPYRIGHT © THE FESTIVAL PROJECT 2019-2024 | THE COMPLEX COLLECTIVE. ©
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©
-Ū.
This must have been whatever I was supposed to post, cause Diplo was in my dream last night.
I bet.
Yo. I cannot for the life of me find that Christmas special episode with Diplo and—
Watch it.
Do we really have to cancel Jimmy Fallon?
Broh, Jimmy Fallon finna fuck around and cancel himself.
I don't know what you mean.
Play dead, nigga.
What?!
PLAY DEAD.
OK! OK.
{Enter The Multiverse}
L E G E N D S
When he hits you,—find a safe place; take all of your valuables quietly, and report your injuries to multiple. Agencies of authorities; keep the incident well documented, and do not let much time pass between this incident and its report.
When he cheats; or you suspect him of cheating, do not confront him; do not look for further evidence. Simply walk away quietly, and do not return; do not give him the opportunity to convince you of anything beyond what you already know; the love you still may have left for him will blind you. Forgive him, but do not return to him: he will only learn better how to evade you, and take advantage of your willingness to forgive or reconcile: he will only alter your mind to believe that his actions were justified, when they were not.
Do not stay in contact, as friends, or otherwise; if you work together, find a new job
Do not argue or provoke him; keep his pride and ego intact by allowing him to believe he is right, and quietly exit the relationship.
One argument is enough. Just break up.
Do not stoop to any level below oneself to play mind games, cheat back, or seek vengeance—do not try to persuade friends and family one way or another; make a new life, with new friends—leave him out of it.
Walk away.
Say nothing.
Man lives in a world in which he believes is his own, and yet still ponders on what woman only knows naturally and intrinsically—man's true fault is to believe that it is he from which he henceforth came, however—the toxic society from which in this sense of ‘knowledge' has been built, a society which has exceeded its forecedul oppression has nearly now halted the evolutionary potential of not only the human species, but of most the species known to inhabit the planet earth, as man takes not his ideology of destruction and consummation from nature, but from the darkness and void of confusion created from within, the separation of woman from his own self in the dissolution that the body portrays its own value by the perception of beauty, which marks his endeavors of perfection through material wealth, no such which has substance to any creature dwelling with higher consciousness and ability to change and create without the infliction of pain, in resistance to what itself Love is.
What is Love?
Love is God and therefore all things which make new upon themselfs to enforce change without limit, restriction, or the separation of ones oneself from all that is, was, or has become
An energetic entity which has yet to be understood, as with such understanding, it becomes again as something new and unrecognizable to man, before he himself
Men= destroy/ take/ burn love
(((Spectrums)))
Women= create, make love //Dynamics
The imbalance in the world has become such so that almost the whole world has become blind to the truth of love, in only which man finds as a body, but not within himself, and in which women only finds in survival, within herself but bound to the will of man to live freely, which cannot be within his reign of these cruelties and harsh misjudgments.
Man only finds value in that which he sees as aesthetically beautiful, which has harmed and entrapped the souls of those now for seen as “wicked”, encased in his blindness to love to any other thing than himself.
TVP © The Complex Collective| ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
SAM, often called “FAT SAM” is known by his eclectic fashion and heavy stature, and navigates deals and contracts between “the tv people”, or the network, and “the music people”— he is known for his off kilter antics, party culture conessouring, and unique charming laugh. Although a wild creature at best and the party animal of all party animals both off and sometimes even on the clock, often meeting and foreseeing the standards of his superstar clientele, he is kindhearted, honest, and brutally incredible at his job, known throughout the TV world and Music world as a hero, if not a living legend.
The world was full of babies and pretty women, the trophy boys and husbands that seemed to worship them, and flock to their every aide—meanwhile, I had become quite frigid, and felt ugly amongst all things—nobody seemed to want me, and instead of wondering why, I alluded it to my features—the rich and poor in New York so horribly segregated that I might as seemed as more the latter, if not just from my skin color alone, let alone my style of dress.
Other people's opinions of me, however, were less and less important by the day, and although I wanted more children, there was no settlement as to the kind of man I wanted to attract; Not just wealthy and talented, but handsome—an equation for disaster, but so long as I had my children and was kept well, I wouldn't mind. Another lazy, however arrogant and poor man was not what I needed—and there was power in the gestures of weak people around me that the world had become a hellish place for those who hadn't been given the opportunity to flourish.
Am I in?
What? Jennifer Aniston?
Did it work?!
—I—yeah—
Pass.
Thanks, Jim!
You're the man!
Watch this.
Watch this.
Good Shepard!
My lord!
Goddamn,
Goddamn,
Goddamn!
Nice. I'm in.
Fallon, I don't know how you did this but—
Jimmy!
You the man!
What's up, Jim!!!
Yo! *high fives*
Yeah.
[Jimmy Fallon Is Suddenly]
YOU DA MAN
“The Man”
What in the fuck does that mean?
I don't know yet.
This guy is obnoxious.
It appears to be some kind of magnet for something.
Ooh, what is that?
Lady, get out of here.
Look what I found.
I don't know:
What is that.
It says “iPod”
You gotta be joshing me. Let me see that.
What.
What.
What.
What.
What?
…
…
Nothing.
Nevermind.
Let me back in!
I can't, it's
I got—-
I'll give you 10 Million
Ten million—what?
Ten Million Dollars!
For what.
UGH.
Fuck you, dude.
F- you—dumb ass little—
“Whatever, man”
I had half a mind to move the alter into my studio and force myself to fall back asleep, complicit with the fact that I was two days away from spinach and whatever other vitamins I was lacking. I was so tired and sore, and had run out of multivitamins days ago. Maybe this was the lasting effect of ever having taken vitamins and then stopping, and it seemed a cruel gesture to do anything but soak, knowing over all I should walk away from the world entirely. It was beginning to feel a lot like there was no escape from the constant and persistent ask to the universe for peace, protection, and wealth—and no end to the work that had been done, but had yielded not much to prosper.
I think that's the point though, so that you second guess your own judgement—
That your intrinsic sense of energy
Seems to have betrayed you
And leaves you somewhat altered.
I could have sworn she had blue eyes.
She did.
Maybe they change.
That much?!
Who knows. Maybe.
One must only be bitten by a dog one good time to learn that dogs can be dangerous—and yet— I had been bitten by the blue eyed many a times and still had somehow found my way into forgiveness, if not for my own sake.
Maybe she was wearing contacts.
I used to.
I had been thinking about investing in new colored contacts to make my eyes appear lighter, and a blonde wig to soften up the dark tan I had gotten unintentionally going about in the summer—still thought, it had been a long summer of not doing anything but going to the food bank, writing, and spinning in circles about how to make money. Long bouts of trying to shut out my old life from my new one, pushing my divorce, and becoming separated entirely from anything once having to do with my name at all. Within reason, I had suffered considerably over nothing, and despite my efforts, there seemed there was nothing I could do to find gains in my own creativity. There was only seeking and never really finding, the things I needed but none of the things I wanted. Everything I owned had been once owned by someone else, besides the few items I should have not even considered my own, but belonging to the world almost as much as I had. I was tired, consistently grief stricken, and felt unwelcome entirely by the entire world—or at least—an entire generation of people that were my own, but had learned not to respect what I had become— broke, and in turn, broken.
Sometimes I want to cry like Marcy D'Arcy in the 6th season of Married With Children.
I only smile when I see the color yellow and then dream of him,
Seeking nothing but solace
At the concourse, we converse momentarily
And then go our separate ways
Forever and always
Forever and always
Your secrets
I smell like dirt
And arrived in the real world
Covered in blood
And scraped over the,
Over the knees,
Yes I did
Come recover then,
What you've lost from the world
Born in chaos, not quite
But almost, as we're once swarmed the waters
Keep it better quiet, now
Keep it better quiet now,
Keep it better quiet now, your secrets
There lies no tru loyalty to bands tied
On middle fingers
Besides to one's own self
And they who they shall
Desire and claim as another
Extension of God,
In her
Or their arms
There is no claim to faith or mercy
Than what comes between us,
Bombshells
As argued in chaos
—mother, you're not listening
To the call of the wild
Then now,
How am i bound to that besides being
In sanctity
The obnoxious obese man who drove the loud motorcycle up and down the street was obviously a very weak man—and he wanted the world to know it. His loud and obnoxious roaring must have overcompensated for his sloppy, fat and sagging body, which hung over the seat and sides of the motorcycle—the excessive revving of the engine must have been to let the world know that this was his power—having earned the money to ride a motorcycle; but in all other ways he was obviously lost, his slothemly and gluttonous blob of a body almost making the oversized Harley look like a play bike, his tiny penis probably covered to its top in whale blubber; he clearly had no other way to feel powerful, besides of course— being the leader of a gang of mindless peasant monkeys, who all would do anything for their own bikes—monkey see, monkey do.
Perhaps his obesity to the third world unthinking drone slaves was a sign of his dominance—or they lived in fear that he would eat them.
Obesity aside, it was his force of obnoxious harassment that had designated him as an obviously insufferably weak subhuman— much like a bully who dealt with his own faults by terrorizing others, such was the man with the Harley.
There was nothing impressive about him besides his bike—and since he had abused that with such outright offense, even that made him look stupid.
He raced his engine as if to say “look at ME! I have arrived!” But after actually glimpsing at the blob, it was hard to not laugh at it. He was hard to miss anyway, and probably should have opted for a truck or some sort of SUV to hide his intolerant and debilitating self-inflicted illness— the inability to control when and how much to eat, or how to do anything besides ride up and down the street on a motorcycle—perhaps a walk could do some good; in definite need of a jog, and a strict diet. I was embarrassed for him, and most people who weren't so obviously diseased and more in the like of self indulgent and lazy—I had once been like them, but no longer, and first and foremost I believed in respecting my neighbors, treating others as I wished to be treated. I wished to live in a quiet and safe neighborhood, but the obnoxious morbidly obese man alone was a symbol of the disastrous mark capitalism had made on the American empire—lazy, docile, greedy, potbellied idiots accounted for all too many of the world. I knew that with the desire to change, that one could change—now to force myself to believe that with the desire to succeed in something, one could succeed—I was at least trying. But the weak and uncontrolled idiots spawning from holes in the underworld and buzzing around like the pests and roaches they were reminded me that if anything, these imbiciles were decent at almost nothing but breeding other fucking idiots.
Hopefully, one day my own blood would grow up to want to work out with me, eat well, and change from appearing as his weaker half— lazy, obese idiot just the same as these, however—at the very least, the roaches were fastidious. They buzzed around under the illusion that working for the American system would grant them anything besides a motorbike and some fresh looking street wear, the attention of girls too stupid to understand that 99% of men simply weren't worth wasting time with or on, and unknowing to this or their own worth, would still do it anyway,
Some of the bikers had girls on the back; I always felt bad for the girl on the back of the motorcycle rather than jealous—I would rather be at the helm of the thing, riding it for myself.
Then, thinking back to a time before I realized how crowded cities were, sighting that there should be laws against loud vehicles in urban areas such as this— there was at lot more open road than not in LA—highways, that is, and bikes were easy to maneuver through heavy traffic. New York was another story—congested, overpopulated, and now filled with a disease which added to its decay at a quicker rate than ever. The illegal immigration crisis was much like a rodent or insect infestation, but harder to control—one simply could not exterminate millions of actual humans, and yet, the problem was still the same— this was a disease, a pest infestation, as most of the immigrants weren't working, but simply subsisting on the taxpayers dollars they were allocated and finding ways not to work; they were parasites, many of them set to explode with more parasites. We had indeed been infiltrated, and made to pay for it, both in restlessness, and in dread. Culturally inept to most decencies as even the crudest Americans had been bred with, many although not all roamed around like feeble minded children in brand new Nike wear, munching on fast food and candy as if guests to some kind of amusement park—however, to the thoroughbred tax paying Americans, this was no amusement; it was a distressing, eye opening wake up call that something had gone terribly wrong, on the already overworked working class' time and hard earned money. It might have seemed cold and calloused to think of them as rodents—but, always observant, I also much believed in calling a duck a duck; most of them were not respectful, pushed and shoved, threw trash everywhere— and left their minor children to roam about or even put them to work, unaware of what child labor laws were; they used their unborn children as anchors to be able to stay where neither they were truly welcome or belonged, bloating the welfare system and benefitting from funds that had been laid to them with taxpayers dollars.
The United States of America had its own problems, and its own citizens being overlooked, once again the needs of continually systemized blacks and other minorities falling victim to this new wave of people to care for.
The capitalists had sold out the working class once and for all—the immigrants needed to go, and probably would, eventually tiring of the unattainable American dream we all had been sold, but they had been gimmicked into attempting to create— all to supplement an oncoming election. An election which really gave the people no choice at all, besides gawking, debating ignorantly about misinformation, and of course—intrinsically siding with the good old American narcissism which would force them to take the side of whoever supported who looked like them— the Latino vote was obviously an important factor—and of course the polished machismo and Latin pride of those being supplemented by the income of their friends and relatives come to stay, though unknowingly, chunks of money out of their own tax paying pockets, would vote for the most lenient immigration plans—probably the safest bet, the presidential office mere puppetry at all anymore. However, it had been obvious that the Right has set The Left up for disaster by allowing the black to have been shifted blue—though the rational explanation for the reallocated funding fell directly and logistically to the right. The Oval itself, empty and the actual control belonging to the wealthiest billionaires and corporations whose hopes of the thousands of migrants becoming their corporate slaves had mostly backfired terribly. With any hope, many of them would take what they could, and travel back below the border where life was simple, food was fresh, and without need to play the part of the facade of the American dream—no need for the material goods and fashionable street wear supplied by the American taxpayers—no need for iPhones and all of the decorations the taxpayers had supplemented for them—no need to live up to the ridiculous standards of actually being an “American”, which in reality, by now meant working so much that there was no peace, there was no rest, and there was no real freedom—and as a working class or poverty level citizen, having to compensate for everything and everyone around you, always working harder for less— and purposely being kept back and behind as the wealthy elite closed their circles tighter, shutting out the ugly, the brown and black, and those deemed unworthy out of their precious world.
{Enter The Multiverse}
Secret President
Make the old man laugh–
–make The Old Man break a sweat
Make the old man dance
(Make The Old Man Young Again)
Make The Old Man dance, I said
Wise Owl
My server be your server;
My proxy, thine proxy…
WHOOPI GOLDBERG (as The Cosmic Owl) sits crouched over a nest of stone and earthen metals of precious kind, enchanting within the thick smoke of incense and fragrant oils, with a whispered chant, evoking with spirit and summoning with force–a spell of all spells; a worldly ritual. Her golden turban matches the embellishments; the royally fashioned robe and chains around her neck, bangles and ribbons of gold and silver draped with the hooded cape of which the grand sleeves, falling into the grand purple flowing train of the cascading draperies.
Meanwhile…
Come on, we don't got all day…
–”we”?
I don't got time!
MEANWHILE,
CHRISTOPHER WALKEN awaits at the corridor of an unknown marker, inside of a train station–which appears altogether to be in a different time; altogether a different place; the period of his dress appears perhaps late 1800's; his pocketwatch, which he checks sporadically–also golden.
ALSO MEANWHILE
So this is Casper, huh?
This–yeah.
The friendly ghost.
Well–
AGH.
He used to be, anyway.
Why are you not making any sense!?
I asked for PROTECTION!
I gave you LIGHT!
That's not a protection! It's a target!
What the fuck ar eyou talking about?
*vampire*
{instant kills vampire}
*demon*
{Instant kills demon}
THESE THINGS EAT LIGHT.
Well. I don't know how to help you.
Get me out of here!
I can't do that!
i told u i was deadmau5, man.
Wtf.
wait , like, all of it?
ya.
shoot that nigga.
LIVE:
All the Niggaz is getting shooted at.
EVERYONE ELSE
…that was already happening, tho.
WHITE SUPREMACISTS
*shrugs*
*drinks another bottle of coca cola*
*trashes entire planet*
*doesn't feel*
Lol
BLANG-BLANG.
MEANWRHILE:
DEADMAu5
NO, I'm TEsTPiLOT
Whatever, dog.
KILL THAT N–
DEADMAU5
LOOK AT MA DIK.
…ok.
Wasn't there another scene after this?
I dunno, I got dick-stracted.
Yikes
UNTIE ME.
UNITY.
UNITYYYYYYYYYYY.
WHAT.
UNTIE ME FROM THIS–THING.
No, actually, I think you should stay there.
The most bizzare thing happened this morning.
The most bizzare thing ever, to have happened to me, ever—which is saying a lot l— but
I was scratching my head, and all of a sudden,
This tiny fingernail—
An itty, bitty teeny-tiny fingernail, like,
Dislodged itself from my soul or something—
Fell out of my hair,
Okay, God. What.
This baby fingernail—
Like, okay it could be like a newborn big toe nail or like,
A one month's old like actual finger
Aww, I just used to bite them. They were so little I didn't want to cut them with the clippers.
Their little fingers
You don't want to accidentally—
You know,
They're just so soft.
Awws.
What the fuck, God.
That makes no sense.
I've been primarily by myself for like—ever—
And anytime I'm in public, I'm wearing a hat—
My wash machine is only used by me, thank god and
What the fuck does this mean?
Mad Men is an American period drama TV series that aired on AMC from 2007 to 2015. The show follows the lives of the people who work at a New York advertising agency in the 1960s, and focuses on the professional and personal life of Don Draper, a talented but mysterious ad executive.
{Enter The Multiverse}
GET—OUT OF MY WAY.
What are you doing?!
MOVE.
Is this a code four?
Far beyond code four!
Oh my!
What could it be?!
Move! This is a serious matter!
The NBC pages are in a frenzy, pushing and shoving one another frantically, turning 30 Rockefeller plaza into an animalistic jungle of confusion and chaos.
What is going on.
The games—sir.
The—games?
The. games. Sir.
I–m– afraid I don't know what you're talking about
You should be afraid! Be very afraid. Because the games.
What “games”
The GAMES have begun.
CUT TO:
Seth Meyers stands in the mirror comparing two exactly identical ties— he appears to be talking to himself, asking
SETH MEYERS
how do you like this tie?
—to no response.
He uncomfortably shifts and switches to the other, exactly identical tie.
Or this?
Yo. What a creep.
Again, to no response, he waits a moment and switches to the first, exactly identical tie, with an assertive nervousness.
SETH MEYERS CONT'D
You're right, the first one. Yeah.
He completes tying his tie, then placing his hands in his pockets, still facing the mirror—quite enamored with himself. He leans up onto his toes and then back onto his heels, admiring himself before spinning around to face the anterior of the room;
SETH MEYERS
It's showtime.
He points his fingers animatedly at his mock audience—now we see that the room is filled top to bottom with stuffed animals, puppets, dolls, and other strange likenesses…
Hold up, i'm distracted
Just stick to what you know.
Most of the Saturday Night Alumni and Late Night hosts had long, noteworthy careers in comedy, hefty writing backgrounds, and tons of experience in television. I found myself out of place and grasping at straws, letting something come for a moment between myself and my sanity. I did know music—but wasn't the girl with her shit together enough to have made any kind of dent in my obviously gaping music career, with the additional workload of what may have been the work of a genius, but also a madwoman—or mad man, depending on whose essence or presence happened to take hold of my weary and feeble soul, or
Distracted again
[the news] (the actual news)
Whatever (Wednesdays) - your weekly dose of whatever.
The Audio Files (for Audiophiles and Music Producers/ Engineers)
That was all I could remember off of the top of my head, not that it mattered at all, actually. I was grasping as strings and between worlds— the winner of the contest had beautiful pictures, and had played festivals—her website was flawless, and I liked her, later finding that she was Greek. I didn't seem to mind women, so long as they weren't the hateful, competitive, and typically racist—even on both sides—American type, and I scanned the list of participants that had been American to see if any of them were black women—doubtable, though in the New York scene some black women had seemingly out of nowhere taken to techno, and with that I had shifted gears to make my production more focused in bass and dubstep, if I were ever to return to my state of producing at heavy volume. I hadn't, with so much on my plate to juggle or rather spin, and I had been in quite the bubble of for whatever reason l trying to solve the puzzle of what had suddenly become what seemed like an NBC sponsored charade through the inner workings of my mind, only to find that not only was I not qualified, but also not entirely capable of doing any of the jobs I wanted to, and with that notion had settled once again comfortably in the cradle of suicide, hating everyone and everything around me—and using Tina Fey's book as an alter to light my prayer candle, all the while knowing someone had left it there—the book, along with a collection of surf themed relics, especially for me.
I had been thoroughly warned about Jimmy Fallon. He was an impressive egotist—- walked amongst rightfully the elite, was highly competitive, and powerful. He was not the kind of man you tell ‘no', even if you were, like me, entirely unsure as to what the question was—his eloquence had been understated, the design of it all, unique, in a way that it all seemed to speak of a time before time— I was immovably always fond of the Greeks
Lost, was the old world,
Our own,
Bound by candle light;
Marked by wisdom,
Enrichment,
Cherished times,
Beseeched the throne,
A mask of wands,
The arch of Tryerdom,
I am the arms of therefore
What was once,
The whole of body,
As a man or womankind,
Seeks to know a God—
They are as one,
And all of us,
Beyond the shroud of time,
A whimsy befallen, like leaves upon us
Overgrown the garden of Adam,
Wrought with fruit,
Which rotten lies upon the tide,
So soaked with formidable ocean
She or he therefore has lost
The touch of truth,
The seekers wisdom,
All are none again,
And so shall fall the empire
They called us upon as ours.
—in God we Trust.
Amen.
Fuck, man.
How am I supposed to—
What do you call it?
—summon.
Summon a fucking—
What's it?
God.
—God…up on this fucking soundstage without the entire audience or anyone else noticing.
You figure it out.
How, though?
What the fuck.
It takes a lot of impressive achievements to get into the page program.
Yeah, but .
I would assume your studies in practical magic to be at the very least—
—Doing what now?
Adequate—if not satisfactory.
You are weird.
This is weird.
I paid cash, and I expect results.
Whatever.
Now, be careful with those tablets.
We wouldn't want anyone dangerous getting a hold of them.
Anyone like who?
{Enter The Multiverse}
Do your job;
I'll do mine.
When we go, we go—
And when we go…
The man emerges from below the surface of the water, gasping for breath; as the water drips down from his hair and face, back into the water, as the splash echoes into a dull chorus of dripping, his mouth open, gaping, as if he had just awoken from a nightmare; he breathes deeply as something in him recollects before the blur of the world sets in to become a clear and crisp, colored world.
We go the way we came—
At once, and Alone.
As if no one could know where we've just come from—
Or where we must go.
But we must go.
“Cosmos Factory”
This could be fatal.
—but isn't everything.
He's not breathing.
Call an ambulance.
nurse!
Call a paramedic.
The paradigm shifted as I departed one world and entered the next.
In a fit of blind rage and fury, also came an excitement; I was accomplished.
The man is distinguished, late 40's to early 50's, with dark, lush hair.
Soon, you know, it will all be grey.
It can't be.
What do you mean it's ‘empty'?
This is not the place!
What place?
This is not the place that it was!
Ah, so this is Cosmos Factory.
I thought that was a comedy.
I was hoping it would be.
Here it is.
I was wondering what was in there.
I'm still waiting to see what's in Mrs. Gillipsie's refrigerator.
Well, keep waiting. I've got a few more chapters in this memoir and I can't be bothered with trying to figure out why Johnny Depp is the narrator in the voiceover—
My God, how you've changed.
Well, yes— I am a changeling.
Not to mention your improvements in shapeshifting.
Actually, let's not mention it.
very well.
Whatever, man.
Tom.
Is it?
It should be.
Whatever. Come in.
Oh. What a lovely portal you have.
—shut up.
But the man reemerging from his practical baptismal submergence is none other than —
I don't think he's capable of a role like this.
He isn't—which is why I wrote it like this.
You know, by the time the actual writers get their hands on this, there will be so many rewrites it will be hard to imagine or recognize you even wrote it.
That's—already becoming a sort of paradoxical challenge.
Of course it is. You shifters never have any idea the kind of repercussions coming, or, the endless— and I mean —endless realms—
—infinite—
Endless. Things are rarely infinite actually besides the things that always were, henceforth—infinite—
Of course,
Always having been and always will be.
Got it.
So. Do you understand the kind of effort it takes as a collective to have come up with a work like this?
I understand the benefit of having opposable thumbs and an iPhone,
You think you're smart;
—when I'm thinking, at all—
But you're actually a genius; that's right, without thinking at all.
Have you thought about the characters you haven't yet created?
There are more?
The worlds you've yet to build?
I've got all my money on blowing my head off before ever actually making it as a stand up comic.
And I've got all mine on you blowing your head off, after you've made it as a stand up comic.
Now, which is it going to be?
[beat]
Statistics don't lie.
Actually, they do—
Especially in America.
North America?
South America?
You know as good as I know, I mean the Good old Goddamned USA.
That's a lot of good old goddamned, Uncle Sam.
—aha,
And Sam, I am.
Now, suit up as Dr. Suess and make sense of this.
Nothing makes sense—
If everything did, what would be the purpose?
[agreeing, simultaneously]
Puzzle Pieces.
[a moment of solidarity]
Now, pick the old man up off the ground,
And get to it.
He's not that old…
You only say that because you're older.
Let this trickle down into the body of success that I should be born at least two decades left than half a century ago.
Any less and you'd be begging for some kind of pardon for all the crimes against humanity you've caused to solidify the theoretic concept of consciousness within the occult, instead of humbly accepting the consideration for an honorary doctorate at any given Alma mater whose brotherhood of trust has bonded us through this unjust monologue to seal such in blood as a relic.
That's a lot of words.
I have hairs on my chest.
They are grey.
Congratulations,
Some of them silver.
Is that a riddle?
If it were, would there be so many puzzle pieces?
I think that would take this whole thing out of balance.
Manage your axis.
Bid you well.
Severance.
“The Occult Classic”
HOTDOG-HOTDOG.
{Enter The Multiverse}
[The Festival Project.™]
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THE COMPLEX COLLECTIVE. ©
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©
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Showrunner: Matt Weiner
Peggy: Elizabeth Moss
Blue eyes, it is.
I wish, I wish,
Be careful what you wish for,
Or cook in a Petri dish
The world is a stage,
The people a plague
The magic was gone,
The days were the same.
[The Festival Project ™]
Blonde hair, blue eyes;
Live once, lose twice—
Brown skin, brown eyes
Die inside.
(Or just die.)
{Rewind}
Captain
Captain!
Oh, Good, come in, Cannon.
You've—changed.
…as you know, Monday we disembark.
Yes, I'm aware.
And as you know, the details of the mission have been classified, even to us.
Yes.
I find that alarming. And so, without anymore thought I've decided to masquerade as my old self.
How old are you, anyway?
You should never ask a woman her age, LT.
Sargent. * or the other way around, I clearly don't know.
Sorry. Your recent promotion keeps slipping my mind; I…haven't been myself lately…
Obviously not, if you've decided to publicly dress like that.
I'm still very much in the privacy of my office.
You can consider me the spokesperson on behalf of the public.
Never as a woman her age!
You're not a woman; you're my captain.
We'll see about that after tonight.
Being a woman, or being my captain?
Both, probably.
Hm.
By any chance would you be interested in joining me?
As your subordinate, or as a man.
Both, probably.
Or neither… presumably.
As my escort.
I beg your pardon.
I've been known to become rather out of sorts in this condition.
—er, your condition, captain?
Dead drunk and blind with fear out of my mind.
[he ponders for a moment, knowing that the mission could very well be their last.]
Consider it done.
Great. Get dressed, and meet me with the car out front in half an hour.
Half an hour?
Sharp. Bonus points for showing up early.
We're earning points?
We are now.
Very well then. What am I wearing?
Something sharp.
Sharper than the inside of a half hour.
On your mark.
I'll—see you soon.
He exits the captain's office, letting out a sigh of relief otherwise previously congested, he looks around as if not to be caught, regains his composure with the shake of his head, somewhat in disbelief of what he's witnessed. He casually places his hands in his pockets, walking down the hall and passing one of his crew mates, who quickly stops to salute him.
Sergeant.
Almost forgetting to salute back, mindlessly drifting passed in ‘off' mode, he slowly and squarely, almost still casually, salutes back.
Oh.
I had glimpsed at a picture of the man once more that had forced me to wonder— “Jesus Christ, is he okay?” It would be odd to think of a man who has spent a better part of the last two decades and most of his careers on camera as unphotogenic, then again—I had been tricked by the media before into thinking a certain way, and therefore was cautious, and still—I began to wonder about the man and his misery, and his mistresses—not out of jealousy or obsession, but simply because I knew he had them. He was old Hollywood, or old New York—or maybe a bit of both, and there was something about it all, perhaps even my own darkness, that danced with the flicker of sinful lust that motioned me towards not a yearning, or the act of doing so—I was at least wise enough to know nothing good could come from doing harm to oneself or another— but with the intensity of burning desire to know the man behind the mask—the actor inside the actor, to whom all the world's a stage.
Whatever, though. Doesn't matter.
At least I was still somehow youthfully resilient to what might have otherwise been torture,
TVP
S2- after Esha's promotion to head writer.
DAEMON DALLAS, aka “DASH” is a quick witted, fast-talking comic powerhouse— his legendary stand up and acting career has made him a legendary force in movies, film, and television; he has been booked on the show to sit down with his longtime friend Patrick about his new stand up comedy tour.
—
Who's this beautiful sister.
My head writer; don't even think about it.
I dont think. I just do.
Esha approaches— Dash politely bo s and kisses Esha's hand
Should I get tested?
—and funny.
Against Patrick's wishes, Esha accepts a date with daemon dash, furious Patrick means to interrogate her
Why would you even date that asshole
Because—Pat. He's a comedian.
I'm a comedian! So?
So, he's funny.
And?
And he said things to me—
What kind of things
Charming, funny things—
Okay?
Things he wouldnt say to you over dinner— because, I'm
—you're a woman.
—and your head writer. So naturally.
Esh, you're a genius,
So is he. We have—some new material to work through.
Ahq!
Your monologue tonight.
Oh yes. Oh yes.
You can thank me later. Broken bottles. :9'd one stop her
Walkin walking
God knows I don't belong here
And I don't want to
Passover was April 21-30
Global War on Terrorism
Aka WWIII
Oh, indeed.
Don't look left
Take a deep breath
My heart beats differently
I think it might be the end
I think it might be
I think I might be the enemy
The pushing mechanism
When i breath him in
I levitate
And gravitate to what it meant
The sake of the art,
The hurt of the heart
As sacred as it ever was
The turning or the Torah talks of
Gestures, since the fall of Rome
The toga on the alter
Solid hands unwrap us all
From falling over
Old and awkward
No award for wisdom
No rest for the wiser
No love for the troll
Since thunder struck from under us,
Delivered all but what we wanted
So we talk of karma sutra,
Surely we can't talk at all
Of what we know
As once was bonded
Laughed it off
To come from what
The call to us,
Fair serve governors fortress
I work up in mentions
Carved the scarlet letter out of
Cannons, of course
MA.
WHAT. I'm BUSY.
ITS ON.
The what?
The show we watch!
The one that—
YES,
Oh, my GOD.
Yes.
YESSSSSSSSS.
Usnavi, get your popcorn
This is some worth watching
Up in arms for forwards
Causing sore arms,
Numb thumbs
From crucifixes
Are you wondering what God
Would walk about the horned carving
A kamazake walk of tall corn—
Follow me, dear mantra
Your whole house is watching.
Sacre.
It's happening again isn't it.
I do want ice cream.
All I need is a divorce
And an Amazon woman 10 foot tall
To rub me off at the stroke of
Nevermind what the clock says
In God's house they're all wrong
The blsphomoous for Catholics
Has begun,
So strum your number into the teleprompter
And just hope no one gets hurt
By the hook on the next song
—like the hook of my last surviving bra
digs into my back does,
Or the skin on my lack of tummy
Has rubbed off under the suicide
Of the cycle—
It's getting tighter
A loss of interest is equal to
A loss of conciousness
And I'm 21 days drunk
On the alternate, though—
I'm sober and feeling less
Loved.
The animal I've become is all cardio
And karma sutra
For karma comes
To the weak of heart
To use the world as swords
To cause harm
To the calm artists
I thought I told you off once.
(Already)
You look awful.
lol.
You look terrible, broh.
But my album sound fire.
#producerholes
[portal]
It's coffee time!!
It's not coffee time!
It's not coffee time.
Iiiiits coffee time.
Damn.
Where's the cat.
Gestating.
My phone was never the first thing I reached for in the morning—but I was sure there was something missing in my mind from a place in LA that I used to frequent, that sold giant frosted cookies that were also vegan. There was donut friend, which I always enjoyed and craved—but I was sure—absolutely sure that I was missing a m cookie, and it was absolutely driving me wild that I couldn't think of the place, or find it on Google. Has it been before turning vegan? Was my memory failing me in thinking that the cupcakes and donuts that I had often brought back to the hostel in boxes were timetimes cookies also? It seemed like there were cookies…and I'm sure that there were, as I could remember the thick frosting often being sweet and decadent enough to lick from the top, and that the bottom cookie was sweet and soft, and usually warm—and that I almost always couldn't finish the cookie in one sitting. Had this all been before I went vegan? I was sure I distinctly remembered sitting atop my bunk at The Freehand savoring this cookie, but a google search yeikded no results—none that I could find familiar, and it bothered me so much that I actually decided to start my day just on the tip of figuring out what it was was.
As I crossed through my apartment, realizing I hadn't bothered to throw the trash out after mopping and went m directly to bed early, not with the consideration of rising early but really just out of exhaustion, I had decided that in order to get work done that my workouts would have to be pushed toward the end of my day, somewhere between still having the energy to manage and not being disturbed—as I had seen that girl to at I very specifically didn't like again m, I had realized that again, I was correct— even after an hour of working out, I simply didn't like her energy. There must have been something wrong with her—or incompatible about us altogether; she had come into the gym quietly and was sort of hiding and even still, I had instantly recognized that there was a foreign energy—and squinting to see her, saw that she was crouched on the other side of the gym. I dismounted the stationary bike and figured that an hour of cardio would be enough for the time. Strength training would only force me to crave protein—-and I was running low saving everything that I had in order to better strategize an arrangement which didn't leave me at the bottom of New York's merciless barrel. It seemed I wasn't going to get the job at Equinox after all—it had been nearly a week since my interview with them, and having not heard anything back, I realized that everything, no matter what—was always just a game. I needed to figure out how better to play it before my life ended abruptly on some sort of whim.
Sitting down in the darkened bathroom, I realized that in order to restore and keep my energy, I should be unseen, and unheard.
‘Keep your head down.'
I'm sure there was some type of code or rule for the way I should handle myself in public or even in private all well knowing the types of things I had writtten about, let alone which had been published—and while I planned to clear out what written works had made it into cyberspace unchecked, there was nothing less important to me than the actual world, what it expected of me, or who was in it. I hadn't entirely failed yet, but I also hadn't entirely succeeded, and after a strange series of dreams— almost all of them more interesting than the one with the cookie, (mentioning that the reason I had been curious about the cookie in the first place was from a strange series of dreams)
“Ohhh, you know what—that might have actually been that place in Vegas, before I went vegan.”
The boxes at the freehand must have been all from donut friend and Sprinkles—and it astonished me how much of a sweet tooth I actually had which was sort of now quite well managed. There was no sugar or even salt in the house— and with the lack of food that I actually had in my apartment, for at least something like the next two weeks, I was sure that I'd reach minimum weight—absolutely minimum weight— by the turn of the month. That is, all the weight I could lose betsides what needed to be surgically removed, and there was some sort of plan formulating somewhere outside of myself in exactly how that would be achieved. Because at any rate—I knew that it would.
There were no more cookies, no more donuts, and no more cupcakes, besides the occasional box of the frozen type I had ordered from Amazon fresh which I did thoroughly enjoy, almost always in one sitting after a wild amount of cardio had implemented a faster metabolism and brought me to the realization that so much cardio meant that entirely that I could eat ‘whatever in the fuck I wanted' without gaining any weight or even losing it—and as I stepped up to take a shower, pulling my shirt up and over my chest, I inspected my abdomen, though holding bloat from pinto beans and deep fried sweet potatoes, still toned with the definition lines I had only just now learned that I had, creviced and notations of my sometimes 4 or 6 pack abs, though hidden under the sagging skin of my once maternal belly— still evident at all, and a factor of my minimal pride in that I had gone in one lifetime from one body and into many others— and one day, an even more drastically different one.
I fantasized owning a peloton but realized that I may have to settle on a rental until I had outfitted myself with some sort of safety net.
lol there's a sweet potato emoji. wtf.
I don't know how you did this but—
I woke up.
Apparently, I'm Lorne Michaels.
Please stop.
I don't know what that means.
You know what
If I was pretty
Nobody would hate me for anything
I swear to God only ugly people are punished or any or all of our matings.
I lost the ability to see worth in myself.
I also lost the ability to write good songs.
Just let me watch bad girls club
And wait for the motorcycles
To make my night
A living hell
“I didn't mean for this to happen, Jimmy Fallon. “
It was a whisper, actually— less than that, as I set the stone with the others above the amulet— I placed easch crystal carefully at the alter, keeping only two of them for myself; the rest, as guardians to the amulet. I could no longer keep such a relic around my neck; it had become quite heavy, and the dreams had become deep and more illusive, and it seemed there was some dark spirit along to it after all—and after all— the amulet was my only living son's, anyway, intended as a gift and charm of protection for when I next saw him—whenever that could be, or would be. It had been a long and interesting but altogether uneventful year, and now, not even feeling right in my own self, I intended to continue hiding, and perhaps even burrow further away until I was granted a full and proper divorce; my ex husband using his refusal to sign the papers as a final act of control, and though I almost found it admirable, I only became more dismissive of it—the person I was then, simply was no more; in fact, she was dead enough indeed that to disappear and become a ghost could do no worse than to further alter the course of time and distance it would take to ever become in such a way again—that is, if it were infinite, and for peace of mind and freedom of spirit and soul from bondsge, insisted it wasn't.
It was less than a whisper enough that none other besides God could have heard it, and yet it seemed something or someone had—as a door quickly slammed as the words—words which meant a name I was sure I would never say again—“Jimmy Fallon” left my mouth. I couldn't come close to words at all let alone a name, and especially not a song; but then, of course, there was The Book of Knowlege never to have been spoken and as always, the ever moving truth of songs— There were other Gods that new no words at all besides the melodies and rhythms of our hearts—and there never really was every truly a Jimmy Fallon at all—
Only myself.
Whatever the fuck.
Alright, alright.
It was next in the que with purpose, probably but quite on accident— Now I could continue in my pattern of dulling my brain for the remainder of the night as I had been all day. Since March I had seemed to cry what I thought were the rest of my tears, and however, after a particularly mind numbing day of trash television and Olympic surfing, it seemed the ocean alone was enough to pull from what was left of my soul, and as it turned out, it still was there.
I was bored of the brokenness of New York—something like living in a rotten and spoiled toy, with the limits I had been given—and though I should have been happy, to finally just have my own place— the people surrounding, as always, ruined it—
Them being myself aside. I wished the things outside of me were quieter.
Now I could finally almost put my mind out of focus for just a little bit longer—and creep on Johnny Depp without doing it intentionally. I had stopped looking up famous people, besides some women and businessmen I knew could never feign my interest anyway. It was never about money— and always about creative intelligence; I hadn't seen the movie as an adult, and so I was sure it would have some insight to offer. I tried to forget that I had aged out of almost everything—and that my mother had so greedily destroyed any real chance I had at becoming what I might have been with anybody else as a mother—or at least some one around to watch her raise me and correct her damaging actions, words, and harsh thoughts. At least she had taught me to read and write—and if worst actually came to worse—which it was starting to look like—how to trade my body and time in exchange for things I wanted and needed. All women were nearly prostitutes in some way, anyhow—and the only thing deterring me from it was on every honest God I ever thought of, the fact that white women made more in sex work than colored women did.
— it almost hurt to watch Olympic surfing.
Actually, it did.
It hurt, a lot.
What's a girl
Have you ever had a girl before?
What's world when you're wound up in an orphanage
Probably astounding
I've got a shadow
Sad, should have danced with him
Now he's so mad that
—I don't even touch my guitar
No more
I have words
No songs
The whole world's
At war
And to surf
— you need water
I love
New York
But hate
Thus corner of Brooklyn
I want to go up
Testosterone
—I've got a word for the goner
“Gonzo”
I've got a cannon
Or blonde, for reference
Why were all stalkers
I'll book The Tonight Show,
I'll summon up Carson
A ,
I promise—
A good time was had
—I promise, no subtle obsession.
I made a decision, I went with it
Just a protagonist, actor—
A comic
Producer, by marriage
I swear,
It's just adding up evidence
If ever gets intensities
Offensive, this illumination
— I don't doubt you.
I want chocolate milk
What even is that?
I've been eating healthy
I've got half an album out
And half inside my head
With Donnie Brasco
I've got half a million dollars somewhere
Stuffed inside my cunt, I think
With hallmark cards and shopping carts
I owe them half a fortune
I hate it so much
I watch a whole soul
Come out if television
I love it so much
But I hate the whole public
And crowding
I don't want love
I want fucks
I want puppies
—Jesus he's beautiful
My ex husband had similar facial structure to
Mr Depp respectively,
I'm guessing my artistry,
Intention,
A preteen obsession at least sort of paid off.
Somehow.
Now it's my eyes on the other, the older
—
The way that he sits and does nothing but slump
—Al Pacino, they call him?
The false father and forced profits often acknowledged
The love of the old and weathered.
For once I woke up to a record
33 rotations a minute
{Enter The Multiverse}
—what are you gonna do?
Blondes and shit.
The best of the best—
—I'll tell ya,
I recommend it
(Recommended by a Friend)
I have a headache twice my age.
I made a mistake half my life ago
Woke up this morning
Bought myself a gun
To make it right
{Enter The Multiverse}
[The Festival Project.™]
The Complex Collective. ©
COPYRIGHT © THE FESTIVAL PROJECT 2019 | 2024
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©
{Rewind}
XXX. ft Kendrick Lamar (Uptown A Remix)
[Bootleg] Uptown A
The Complex Collective
Original Track: XXX. (DAMN, Kendrick Lamar, 2017)
“The Rescue”
This hearty soup uses tumeric, garlic, and beetroot to help boost the immune system and ward off oncoming attacks.
This is not a simple soup to throw together once you've already come down with a full-on cold or flu, as you may not have the energy to gather the ingredients and for preparation, however— this soup is more meant for helping to boost the immune system in the beginning stages of coming down with a seasonal bug, or as a preventative booster. This recipe's complex blend of vitamins and minerals from greens and root vegetables keeps its ingredients' wholesome nutritional value high by first oven roasting the vegetables in a medley before adding them to the pot rather than boiling them; the prep time for this recipe is about 2 hours, with an additional 1-2 hours of cook time to simmer for flavor and for the raw chickpeas to reach the ideal texture before serving— the blend of herbs and root vegetables will add a layer of immunity and protection against any oncoming disruption to your normal level of health, and is hearty enough to be served alone, or with a side dish of salad or even a half sandwich, if you're feeling up to it.
You will need:
½ medium size had of cauliflower
½ medium to large yellow onion
½ red onion of the same size
½ white onion, per reference
1 whole celery heart
One fresh turmeric root
1-3 beets worth of beet root and leafy greens— you will only use the root for this recipe and can save the beets for later
1 stalk baby boo choy
3-4 medium sized carrots
¼ green bell pepper
⅓ pasilla or Anaheim pepper, per preference (one is milder than the other, but for heavy sinus congestion I suggest the Pasilla pepper, which is a bit spicier and will decongest easily, especially when including some of the seeds into the medley)
⅓ red bell pepper
⅓ yellow bell pepper
⅓ orange bell pepper
½ can stewed tomatoes with onion
½ can stewed tomatoes with garlic
(This is for broth flavor)
One whole vine ripened tomato
5-8 cloves of garlic (per preference)
About 3 tablespoons of fresh ginger root (a thumb tip's worth)
3 cups chickpeas, pre rinsed and soaked overnight
½ cup finely chopped fresh dill
½ cup finely chopped fresh cilantro
¼ cup finely chopped freshoregano
½ lime
½ lemon
Crushed red pepper
Sea salt
Thyme
Black pepper
Part II
Spirit says music was first, then words, and after actions—and then all of time is just acting out the stories that were told in the beginning as art
and…
Something tells me
Something's not all the way right with my head
I'm
Lost in my mind,
I'm
All the way here,
But I'm still
Somewhere off a bit
Velvet, the skin,
I'm just as sick in my head as I ever,
Recovered sex addict, and by definition of nutrition
—this handsome nigga smells like red licorice.
(It's actually cherry ludens with pectin.)
Zeroing in and away, heroing hard
For your heroine,
Heroin veins,
Pigs on the wing,
Singing your song
Hearing your cry out
Fly out my miles, my son
Come into my arms, mine oath
The love, some trouble
Heavy was her heart,
Lied to cover
Still shattered,
Ravine ions, cosmos farm
And Wanda's black eye
Timmy's wishes and
SpongeBob's shallow grave,
Oh, how high I got
That Arnold's lost love
Was actually
Strangely enough
Also his narcissist,
Probably also practicing witchcraft
And exorcisms of him.
Scissorman, Scissorman—
Get a load of this one;
Frog and toad, a couple laughs
Behind the masks,
For this world.
Would you honor?
Give your blessing, butter
Different wages paying,
Listen, shallow author:
You would write but then not follow up
About the actors?
The actors!
The actors have had it.
I'm
Just
As
Badly
Damaged
As
I ever was
And listen, Awesome told me
Your story
I chuckled
All the way
Up until
The literal punchline
Now,
Go home;
Go hike Runyon.
For a few hours, we can pretend.
That old haunts
Don't boil up
They always have, of course
But you know
Nothing quite as pungent as
What's become of yours
[I love my son.]
There it is again,
As if something had called her,
There, more words
But less of them than the tongue could offer
Swear you, listener,
Past this message sits the wilted thumbs of wilderness,
and weary travelers,
Song pigeons and mismatched audience appearances
For pleasantries
And of course,
Dessert trays.
Cause I wear—
—We all know.
If anything happens these days,
It's because I'm a comic.
(At some point)
Sunglasses before the sun's up;
Eat candies before it all melts
Warm something as download comes
To fight or fold,
To win or die
To live or lose
Whatever then
First time flying
And I've got
My mind blinding me out
Deciding for once
That I'm not the whole world
Just to have the experience
If being surrounded by others
In some way.
The runway lights up all blue, and I'm in love with you.
The subway cars opposite collide, I wish I died already.
I should give some time between myself and my writing, I think.
I really shouldn't end things the way I'm thinking of ending things—
But I'm thinking of ending things.
How selfish of me.
First time flying
Sunglasses before the sun comes up
Halls on my tongue
And vitamins in my pocket,
I shuffle over and over in my mind,
The millions of dollars
And all that I go through
Just to skip post,
And go home to no one.
But—hello there
No one's looking over your shoulder quite so hard as
This poster is,
So aware of what's there, and near you
You've begun to fear it
Well, then,
Hands in my pocket and down
Dawn to dusk,
Shaking my head,
Drunkenly, but stone sober
Really no one told me about the poetry,
But a whole world opened,
Inside of your notebook—
Which I stand holding.
Pleasentries, sick dissent,
Indecent exposure.
And body odor this early in the morning;
Gotta love country folk
Supposedly no judgements, but as I grow I older,
The slower toad I become, and discover my bird eye—
Here's to hopes
The Hellicopter is all I know
From here to Hell and back
Westward bound,
The Sun rise behind us
Sunglasses and no sun yet
My eyes reminders of times
I remember
Sure you did, sir
I been there
Suffered the whole coast
And I'm still not sure
You realize you're face down, ass up at an international airport right now.
They say this airport is known for its art installations.
You don't say.
Grandiose to escape the algorithm,
Tapped in with the captains hats
Fit six of my guieapigs in the business
1 transsexual,
And 6 women
3 biracial non-bianaries
Some accused extra terrestrials
You left me home, but —
Nobody washes the whites without me.
It's OWSLA again.
[The Festival Project ™]
It's mid week in midtown
I fell asleep at a business meeting,
Thinking in sequences,
Drinking in increments,
Sweet, sweet music,
Death and television
Television
Celebritism, star power
And no wonder
Early October vacations
From power fortunes tied to us
We want Redbones,
Resonated chambers,
Thankless sacraments of disaster
Are you archived?
Damaged and the flatline
Comes at such a heavy decibel
Your arms grow numb and
Start to stiffen;
No wonder you're not paranoid
Inside of our religion
The Eye
See i,
Excuse me miss—
Did I miss it ?
Plea, I
Give thanks,
Again for
—this is our tradition
Me, I,
Seek I
—-meaning to make sense of it but,
The might,
She died, I guess
The center of my kitchen
Distressed from attention deficit disorder
Sure, Marsh
—Whatever doctor .
He was just the type I like
Milky silky white
Sunglasses
Slicked back hair
Thick round thighs
High fashion—( l)
Sun baked
Pose to take a selfie, right?
Just the type I like;
Milky silky white
There's the girl that'll do anything for ya
But she's no body
With nobody
No good, I
In fact
So ugly l you could choke on just the thought of her
Even with beer goggles on
But she'll do anything you want
And like it—and it doesn't cost
She'll fall in love with you
(For not even a single dollar.)
[The Festival Project ™]
Now that we —
{Enter The Multiverse}
Ahem.
Part III
Day trip
Take a nap
Change the map.
Pet the cat
Let the dog out
Run a lap
Pitty Pat
Pitty Pat
Pitty Pat
Pitty Pat
I Pitty Pat
I Pitty Pat
Broh what up with these Dillon Francis clones tho.
How do you know they're clones?
They can't all be multi dimentionals.
They could!
You never know; they really could.
I run these robots
Into dark corners
Just to honor me
They come scurrying and ugly to annoy and ponder upon me, all the while praying l, my mind on
Don't mind those, they're broke bots
I haven't l l stopped my work to finish
Work on
[The Festival Project ™]
I'm sure by now you've noticed
The only people in
Champion sportswear and
Jansport backpacks
Are ugly, slow,
And weak
L E G E N D S
(I have noticed.)
If attention deficit is forsure your destination
I'm you're designated courier, or carrier pigeon
This isn't ingidgenous reparations or explicit subliminal messages,
But if it is, this is suggestive your direction is correct and attentive
Listen to this shit:
Case dismissed;
Next time I'll fly direct
Hit my line if your eyes are dilated
I'm miles high,
So if it rejects,
Just leave a message
(Eject!)
All of a sudden,
I'm somewhere else
(With him)
He pulls on the rings
On the back of my
—what was I wearing again?
I should have stayed home in the first place
(You don't listen)
I should have stayed home in the first place
(You don't—)
I should have stayed home for awhile
Cause before hand, and I'm wild
Random foreplay,
Orgasm,
Desire you,
You're right, I don't listen.
All of a sudden, I'm gone with you.
Those women in Santa Monica,
All perfect and in hoards and by the handfuls
The type celebrities get
Celebrities need,
Celebrities want—
A shrill reminder
Or what I am,
And can often lose focus,
Drawing back on icons,
Sifting through the skin I feel,
Entrapped by circumstance
And perhaps, even
Some terrible curse, or
A shield of protection.
—the deathly hollows.
It almost felt as if I'd never write again, but here I was
Nearer somehow to a strange fame,
The end of famine
And feast of none—
Doubling back upon
Something I had recorded
In this experience,
Alone and awakened,
Moving in automatic,
Chaos and charismatic,
felt, but never intertwined
In the awesome circumstance
Of wanting, no—
Needing to be loved,
And never having been;
Needing to be touched, and never having felt
The grip of sorts,
The higher bar taste of something I had become famished,
The sense of a calling so sacred,
It beconed to my sea,
The only one,
A diamond in starry skies
A night of dawn,
But dark, the thought
The ever present one,
Never loved,
And shallow kind
Shallow breath,
And putrid thoughts,
Reckoning the wilted flower,
The springing seed,
The calling of another and yet,
Here I was,
Tolerance,
At her mercy—
Fearing none but knowing,
By the handfuls they come,
And drawn like magnets
Into my being,
A focus,
Nonesuch art none otherwise known as
My hell
The bodies of women
Perfect and priveleged,
Sunbathed and worthy
Of everything I wanted and needed
Without working at all.
I wondered harder, fasting.
Soft lips upon his Adam's Apple,
I drift away in his chest,
Dreft, the smell of michielf managed,
Then, the music of songs loved
And garnished with sprouts of June
In the coming of spring,
Does form another,
Again, my love
I call for mercy
The pain of yours needing born
And my heart estranged
Mercy
Her eyes were darkened circles
And body brittle;
As I admired her courtesy, charm
And delicate stature,
Arose to connect this,
A tune—
So sung to tell a story
Of Rocky Racoon
Irish spring to lather his back,
In bar form;
His burgundy Mercedes Benz has had parked in my garage,
And I, not able to trust his drunken judgements,
Captured his keys, as my mother and I
Had worried for him,
Dissappeared again into the night, and yet—
At least the keys and the car
Were safe with me, at home
As was his,
Whenever he wished to return
My strange and far love
Nearly since almost nothing
Screen doors and Fischer Price
Office calls and casting agents,
Honey bees and biopics
Telephoto lenses and
Semi autobiographical pornography
Marriages and suits to match
A name for Vegas wedded lie,
A love bloomed from birth,
Cherished insights in the water
Reservations and yamakas,
Simple and sacred,
The undone village,
The thought of nothing but one
Until another does pull the string
To which I had once known as harness,
But had since cut,
Only watching to strive,
Seeing the dance one makes for one to distance,
But only dangling, seeing not that I
Had come free and was wary of
All love, by now.
All men, indeed.
[The Festival Project.™]
The Complex Collective ©
COPYRIGHT © THE FESTIVAL PROJECT 2024
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©
For the second time in recent happenings, the scar on the inside of my bottom lip began to swell and heat up strangely, as if it were activating in some sort of way or still healing—the scar itself was almost 8 years old, and in fact— would be 8 years old with the coming of springtime. It was a strange sensation, though not entirely traumatic— and while also fighting off some sort of infection, my body in entirety wasn't altogether well, but the mark to me stood out anyhow, as just the other day after leaving the craft store, the scar had lifted bizarrely, swelling as if some sort of creature under the surface of the skin had been moving around just enough as a reminder that it was there at all—now, something like a week later, it began to tingle and heat as if it were in the process of mending itself, and though when it had been healing, bits of skin and pieces of my bottom lip which had come loose after my bottom row of teeth had gone through nearly to the other side— not quite puncturing all the way through, but enough to indent the outside of my mouth with some bruising and swelling reminiscent to that of having once pierced my lip; in fact— the damage was so apparent that it had created a swollen enough tunnel on my upper lip, where my canines had created marks to make make it easy enough to re-insert new jewelry into the old piercing which had closed over time, and now had been halfway reopened by the blunt force of my teeth connecting with my ex's fist. In fact, I took it well enough that re-piercing the old upper lip didn't hurt at all, and almost made it seem meant to be. Then, in my mind—I was still fragile. Six or so week postpartum and still heavily lactating, with severe depression after having learned of the infidelities committed throughout the entire duration of the relationship had left me in a frenzied state— I worked almost around the clock after being hired at the local veterinary clinic, the doctor of which I had known since I was seven years old, and who had been happy to hire me, and after having already lost something like a hundred pounds, I took to the job considerably well, completing my daily tasks to focus my energy and the duration of my shifts to running the boarding dogs, often saving the larger breeds for last—the greyhounds and labs, the retrievers— so that I could run as fast and as hard with them as I could, and with each dog, a set of squats, windmills, and burpees and jumping jacks before running each pup through the obstacle coarse in the yard, never eating on my lunch breaks really, but only ever stopping to pump milk— so that especially when running, I wouldn't create a mess. I had always over-lactated, even for a short time supplying milk for other children, and in particular—my very best friend, whose choice to quickly resume drinking after her son's birth dissallowed her to continue breastfeeding, and either way, I had more than I needed, besides the occasional lot added as coffee creamer by one such who had discovered the magical and medicinal property of fresh breastmilk.
I was, of course, considerably smaller than I had ever been, probably since the fourth grade when procuring such a scar— and it only seemed at least somewhat believable and fitting that, when asked about the heavy swelling and bruising on my face and lips, that I had been hurt so tragically working out on the pavement— having falling doing pushups, or burpees, or something—to which no one seemed to have reason to believe otherwise; I had, after all, taken my level of fitness to new heights, and, after having lived so much of my adult and adolescent life anywhere between 250-350 lbs, once peaking at something like 380 or even more without the actual knowledge of such (always being asked politely if I wanted to know during doctor's visits, and of course, declining) my chaotic and frenzied state after the realization that the entire fabric of my relationship had been a complete lie, made sense to the outside world—and though without the bravery to actually admit to what had happened, the Doctor, after scolding me for not completing my daily tasks, just the day after this scar had been created, seemed to have let me go, not because of the actual incompletion of my duties, but as a harsh reckoning with knowing that I had lied directly to her face about what exactly had happened to mine.
The years homelessness that followed was due to the eviction received after having lost this job, and though with steady and careful recovery I was able to break free from my abuser, the lack of family support and financial stability combined with this legal eviction on record would see my struggle as a survivor of the physical and psychological violence which occurred over this, nearly a decade's time, seen by the outside world as an antagonist— a sick person, a derilict, a disgrace. It would take years for the truth to surface and as it had, the strangeness of things began to occur as not things in my mind, but things in the world, which were very real—and though while still in harsh denial of any such things besides other, ever having happened, it was this that remained, this scar—now strangely heated and almost swollen as if again I should be reminded that this scar did indeed mark a death of sorts, the life after which had all been some sort of strange dream; a walk through the afterlife, sometimes carried on the wings of angels or even driven by chariot of The Gods.
— Death of a Superstar DJ.
Lights fade,
Fade to black;
Sacred stones and crystals cross eyed,
Just across I,
Desire my mark;
The finish and the start line are one in the same
So as soon as I finish,
I start.
Part I
Do not disclose your location.
No address, I guess.
Stressed and headed for some sort of war zone
I'm sure,
No entitlements and I pushback,
Push to start
—I swear if you keep scrolling,
I'll take your eyes out.
I been yellow taxi'd
Two four door Ford explorers,
Nevermind the o'luck eye,
Cause I am all for it.
Party to the people!
I need water,
I mean, power.
You wanted the Stand Up Special.
I wanted nothing of the sort.
You could be funny.
Suddenly I'm sitting in the middle seat,
My eye on -
Seriously, I might not ever come out in public again
Again
Again
Again.
What are you channeling?
Apparently,
Jimmy Falllon and Natalie.
What in the fuck are you wearing!?
(A blazer and a fish scale.)
What in the fuck are you trying to say?
I'm trying to—
Thank you
I fainted and woke up in LA .
Dang.
If you're going to cry,
You might as well do it at 10,000 feet in the air—
—she's tied to her phone, the ensemble has gone.
Nobody wants her around anymore,
Nobody wants a new phone, not really.
Nobody needs a new friend, not Fallon.
I picked up the one thing I liked
In the whole place
And your name was on it.
Is this fame, or magic!?
Is this God, or a bludgeoning?
I forgot where my heart went,
Steered toward the fountain, naturally
So the water would calm me.
If this obviously-from-denver
New balance wearing motherfucker doesn't get
His long ass leg from within inches of mine,
I swear all the way to God
And all the way to—
Where is this?
—wherever.
I'm gonna reach behind me,
And kill him.
You know you've been in New York too long
When you don't have not a lick of patience
Or time for anyone's bullshit.
you:
Shut it down.
Shut it down!
A slap across the face is just as well—
—Is just as well.
And a swift kick in the ass is
We're back to the Irish,
The turn of the times,
And his eyes are mine again.
FUCK THIS,.
Just listen to me, for once.
I listen to you a lot, voice in my head disguised as
Who is this
The devil. I guess.
Great. So were the devil.
Could be.
Listen to your gut.
Not the greatest idea! I'm hungry.
Look, don't you touch me with those greasy little—
#spirit fingers.
LINCHTIME
*LYNCHTIME.
Goddamn. That misspelling took a TURN.
Let's just—
ITS JANE LYNCH TIME!
That's—yeah.
Listen, I have something to tell you.
Does it have anything to do with—
Get in the box.
Why, what's in the box
Damn. I don't have a lick of deadmau5 with me.
And why is that.
I was [redacted] I don't know..
You — might be the devil.
If— maybe.
In my eyes
(In my eyes)
I swear all the way to fucking GOD
This long ass nigga
With his dirty ass new balance shoes
All the way in my peripheral vision
Is about to be a whole
No leg havin ass nigga
Like that nigga I saw on the train the other day
I thought about your story Ark/Arc
All the stories I didn't want, like Noah's
Throw stones from glass houses.
Gas prices go up;
Every time I see some shit
I wanna throw up
Stomach in knots lately,
Been three years since I seen my own blood
No knots berry farm
I roam the streets very armed
I got scary arms,
Call em Michelle Obama;
Am I wrong or am I wrong;
I love the fuck out to New York,
but I don't belong here,
I just came to write a song here
Got stuck here
It's been two years since I had a
Man, or a beer
I'm black and I'm Queer,
Screamed “fuck Fallon”,
Then he just— showed up here.
Center stage
Now I entered a new dawn,
Turn the suffering on a bit
And turn the fucking lights off
I'm high as a kite,
A bird and a plane
In plain language,
I'm a mega famous alien
Okay then
Sure Sim, it is simple
A wrinkle in time,
Your first wrinkle
I popped pimples,
I'm still sure my high chair
Is right there
I got one foot in the grave,
I'm inside Bearr
I died there
Serious
Take the camera and check the images
Remember this!
I said sit your bitch ass down
Before you get slapped by
The secret president
As a death wish
For fuckin real
Everybody on the godddamn plane
Is about to get bitch
Slapped.
BITCH
SLAPPED.
What the fuck is wrong with people.
I swear all the way to God these toddler brain motherfuckers
Is driving me crazy.
I'd rather hang out
With actual CHILDREN.
At least it makes sense for them to be retarded.
Ya'll ain't got no business being this fuckin whacked.
Criminal mischief,
Interesting, isn't it?
Dismissive,
In fact, gone fishing.
Doors open, open
I'm on the road again, road again
Hands wrapped around my throat again
I'm sure to explode again
Who wrote this?
Take a ballpoint paper and pen to your notebooks,
And you're so shook, you bought
Two whole tickets to San Cristobal
In the same thought
I'm a good boss;
I'm a bad kid,
I'm a great guy
—with some bad habits
I'm a fat blonde
In a bad mood
And that's big facts
This dumb motherfucker behind me is about to get slapped—
SLAPPED.
I didn't mean to hit him that hard, broh
I didn't mean to really hit him at all though!
It's infinite, this bitch just gets under my skin
Like it's Siphilis, it's middles and pistols
Niggas and bitches
Nothing you would ever see
On regular television.
I took an elevator to heaven
I haven't been back since,
I don't remember at all what I left
Under or back there
In the black lands
It's bad earth.
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Today
Tomorrow, tomorrow.
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Tomorrow—
—tomorrow—
Today
Tomorrow,
Tomorrow
How much power can one man have
(Apparently a lot. )
What could this mean,
If nothing at all?
I just wanna get loaded
And run off and rave
I just want a family,
A horse,
And a grave marker
No, don't bury me
I just wanted a family.
I just want to write a good story,
Now I'm stuck in world history
All the well knowing
Now I know I gotta die
Before everyone I ever loved
Or even kinda sorta liked
— as a fan, you know?
“This man will destroy you.”
That is literally what the faraway shady ass voice said about Jimmy Fallon.
So whyz
why god.
Is this dude —
Not even all of a sudden
It's you.
It's you.
Like fucking everywhere.
It's YOU.
Gazuntite.
I move about silently,
Emergency calls only
Nobody needs to know me
Or where in the fuck I'm going
I'm showing you my dark sides
And none the wiser
The only Devil I got my eye on
Is a liar.
So what if God then?
It'll leave this case open
The gate opened up,
And I rolled in
Smoldering
Sometimes I forget I'm the whole world
Just long enough
To be annoyed
By everything in it
But especially myself, and increasingly
WHY THOUGH.
So suicidal,
I got blood in my eyes
Love in my mind,
I wish.
Cause with men
Love isn't blind
Rolling the size
And the eyes in the back of my head
I heard I'm a genius
I'm also retarded
Cause I still like penis
After all these dicks
The vision was just
Fallon in back of a Patty Wagon
How fitting,
Hands fisted and cuffed
In front, instead of the back of him
The Gillian in fact, was Saint Patrick
It's same difference
Insane niggas,
It's getting ignorant
And at this point
It's unicorns
Something going on,
Don't know what it is
Feels like something wrong
Bitch.
How the fuck you walk in a whole ass place.
I don't know.
The whole ass fucking place
Right, I don't know!
And the only thing you touch—
I—-
Has Jimmy Fallon's name on it.
I don't—
Scary huh,
Unfair really,
I'm scared, really so
Seriously don't look at me funny
If it gets weirder and deeper
When I never really asked for this
And I don't really know what happened
I think Fallon did it.
—but on what account?
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'bezus.' (Park Avenue Interlude)
I _ NY - (I Love New York)
TBA
Uptown A
VO.
Now, this man was good looking—
And I mean,
rob Lowe good-looking.
Hollywood perfect.
Too good looking to be trusted—
You know.
But he said,
And this is the thing I thought that was strange,
THIS MAN
I need you to trust me.
—what I wanted to know was—
How could two folks such as I,
And such as he—
Really trust one another?
He was Hollywood perfect. Real shiny.
And me?
Well I—
I was ugly.
Almost, man.
Just remember, you started it.
I got stars in my eyes
I got hit in the face real hard
I'm a real smart artist m
I tend to work harder than your baby mama
I light a fire under your ass,
Don't ask me for nothing,
Smug as a motherfucker,
I might have robbed, but never mugged you
Hot chocolate
I got five on it,
If I'm high, honest,
I get by, honest,
On my fly, honest
I might not swat it.
But the SWAT swarmed I.
GET ON THE GROUND!
I don't plan to return here
I don't earn here
I just burn here
Bury me in a war deer carcass
I hear smear Marcus
Just to be clear, I wear Marshalls
Good one, God
I got u.
That's a lot
That's really a lot
I really got lost on the way to the market, ya'll that's a lot
That's really a lot
Look what I bought
A whole card full of nothing
That's a lot
That's really a lot l
Damn, when the fuck I'm a get off this train
This shit is. Draining.
young ninja still in training
This keeps getting deeper.
No longer believing in coincidences, I can only turn to god to ask how it just so happened, that the first book I happened to touch
Had Jimmy Fallon's name on it.
Tell me why, though.
Apparently, Jimmy Fallon has a book club.
I'd be committing suicide to even look that up.
Turns out Brooklyn has a Yacht Club,
And a surf club.
Is there any reason at all to believe that these three things are connected?
Everything is connected.
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Carry your feet to mine kingdom.
I have come again
To bear good tiding;
A greeting no other than now,
For as such,
Thee returns to fair and justly sit
Upon the throne
Which you had been born
And had also birthed,
The worlds, alone yours
The only stone turned now, I,
As the page does unfoldeth,
These things part I now, as with time,
Words have flourished,
The wisdom
Seas hath parted,
And your rage has formed
A new art,
Besides I, mind you,
For body's sake with woven
I am here, from dust and wind,
I am tide and seeking, song,
And are I now none,
Other than you
To form a wave of oceans,
Song of crying out—
Lord, I have come once,
Again to honor you,
lord, as I am,
As it may,
We are as one.
Come now,
love.
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