The Life of Sansara Solsinger: Savior of Mankind

April 16, 2012, 8:28 P.M.

An update in 2012 on my pending divorce.

Fighting with my estranged hubby that hasn't moved out yet.

The art of not accepting a shit show after creating a shit show.

Overspending doth suck.

Fragility expounding
Cracked, failing
Splintering, broken
Just like your words
Lesson learned
Commitment is like
Pulling teeth
Bloody, painful, and
Time-consuming
Unasked for faith
Creating a struggle
Uncalled for

Casting off Narcissus
For a fancy fox, fervently discomfitted
Searching for semblence of control
Knowing there is none
Making light and dark deeper than ever
Existence incomplete and replete
Armored, layered, protected
From casualness, casualty
Action, reaction, mind-melting
Fogging up the mirror
Leading into illusions so fine
Feedback renewing, fulfilling
Reaching the bottom line
Disarming and alarming
To say the least

Would you be offended
If I said
I want to explore your insides
My soul is teething
My fingertips are hungry
My eyes are eating
My arms are so empty...
Creative vomit from the depths
Of being
In words I never intended
Bleeding through, unstoppable
None of this really means
Anything
In the end
I could drink your essence

An aimless thought.