In this solo episode of Shells & Shadows, Yehuda reflects on Hanukkah beyond the surface — beyond the songs, the food, and even the childhood version of the miracle of the oil.This is an episode about light itself.Drawing from Jewish mysticism, Chassidut, and Kabbalistic teachings, Yehuda explores the ancient metaphor of the flame and the wick:The flame as the soul — always reaching upward, longing to return to its sourceThe wick as the body — imperfect, resistant, grounded, and necessaryIn Kabbalah, the soul longs to ascend. But God does not want disembodied holiness. God wants light in the world. And so the soul is given a wick — friction, resistance, struggle — not to extinguish the flame, but to hold it.Through this lens, Hanukkah is no longer a story about light replacing darkness.It is a story about light being born from darkness.The Greeks were not trying to destroy the Jewish people — they were trying to remove the wick. To preserve form without soul. Culture without holiness. Spirituality without embodiment. And the true miracle of Hanukkah is not only that the oil burned for eight days, but that a small light refused to go out in a world that tried to suffocate it.This episode is for anyone who:Feels worn down, frayed, or spiritually dimThinks they are too flawed to carry lightIs tired of chasing transcendence while avoiding embodimentNeeds permission to show up imperfectly and still matterHanukkah teaches that holiness is not escape.It is presence.It is willingness.It is staying with the burn.You don’t need a lot of light to break darkness.You need one flame that refuses to go out.