Conversation with Kate Ledogar and Tessa Lena on a 2000-year soul domination plan and the way through & out of Hell.

Part One: The Doctrine of Domination (0 – 33 mins)

Facing reality, emotional mechanisms, seeing the machine, the need for order, the learning curve of an abusive marriage, a classic nightmare, the price of denial, a dramatic loss of freedom, the 4th industrial revolution, the doctrine of domination, the lure of complacency, land resourcing, the new food, the internet of bodies, withdrawal of state protection.

Part Two: A Terrible Harmony (33 mins – 1 hr 7 mins)

The denial of our own resources, a fear pandemic, a world of worriers, terrible harmony, internalized abuse & compliance, the end of inner logic, the booster plan, praying for a kind awakening, human batteries, patents for human energy harvesting, a history of freedom deprivation, the opposite of transhumanism, spiritual meaning, generational trauma, a world of hungry ghosts, the suffering of loss of control, routing the inner transhumanist, basic human existence, following the ancestors, disembodiment, the road to virtual Hell.

Part Three: A Hard Road (1 hr 7 mins – 1 hr 44 mins)

Tricked into self-betrayal, sensory abilities, inner harmony, & ethics, stripping away tools of empowerment, the medical interventionists, the Pokémon world, neutralizing the body’s capacity, adjusting to the augmentations, surveillance amusement park, virtual Shintoism, supplanting the divine, the body stealers [Jasun’s bit, at 1 hr 24 mins], the original inception, a nonphysical element, obeying the law of matter, generations of hungry ghosts, children’s view of hell, a body memory of reality, levels of investment, routing the false identity, from society to the wilderness, a shrinking awakening.

Part Four: A Sensory Dance (1 hr 44 mins – end)

An encounter with an orthodox priest, imposing suffering, prohibiting joy, the goal of control, the way out of suffering, natural controls, seeking the spiritually sound, a sensory dance, participating in creation, reasonable optimism, back to the essential senses, a wholesome transmission, relinquishing control, don’t hate the brambles, sampling the berries, not being guided by fear, free creation.

Tessa’s site: https://www.tessamakeslove.com/

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper;  “Your Dream” by Kim Jung Mi “Now”; “Perfect Mirror” & “Cast No Shadows” by The Mekons.

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Kate Ledogar talks to Michelle Horsley about the pros and cons of a religious upbringing, being triggered by Jesus, Norman Bates & the Cryptomatriarchy.

Part One: Christian Vs. Progressive Parenting

Alternate upbringings, child of divorce, Catholic morality, a critical view, the lesson of self-sacrifice, liberal-traditional, the theory of open child-rearing, the actual results, passion aggression, repressing the natural tendencies of human imperfection, the ten commandments as a bulwark against mimetic violence, advantages of an atheistic upbringing, divinity & the Bible, a simple Christian family, transmission from God, a free pass for progressives, too many rules vs. no rules, a Catholic divide, a paid annulment, between two opposing viewpoints.

Part Two: A Transcendent Embodiment of Christianity

The drive to protect victims, cryptoChristian foundation of progressivism, days of activism, vampire bat ethics, genetic inhabitants, a history of slavery, alien genetics vs. neoteny, male and female neoteny, looking for a real man, demon faces, arrested adolescence, Hard Day’s Night, Beatles as models of kidults, losing the line between adult and child, loss of coming of age rituals, the loss of autonomy, from false identity to negative identity, Dave Oshana & the transcendent embodiment of Christianity, Magdalene counter-narrative, the original metrosexual, the non-threatening male, triggered by Christ, a nervous defense system.

Part Three: The Law of the Soul

Triggered by Christian narratives, a confrontation with our Nature, the law of matter and the law of the soul, process over rule book, maps of religion, culturally packaged values, ultimate consumers, Chomsky’s boundaries, revelation of the method, bound by screens, actively discouraged from discovery, the Cryptomatriarchy, the 16th map of Hell, the center of Hell, Ed Gein’s hobby, people who do terrible things, an inverted Zen mirror, a spectrum of irresponsibility, Jimmy Savile & a power abuse system, don’t harm the mechanical, the clean conscience of psychopaths, the Picton farm, reality beyond belief, revulsion & denial, the myth of the serial killer, psychopaths like us.

Part Four: The Ten Billion Commandments

Different upbringings, active and passive sadism in the family dynamic, repetition compulsion, back to Norman, ancestral possession, mirror neurons and enculturation, absent fathers, female totalitarianism, the imposition of safety, the Kali Yuga, the end of man-woman, the language virus, the slippery slope of progressivism, enforced niceness, anti-communication & tone policing, the ten billion commandments, the opulence of the elite, Southampton social dance, hypnotized into transhumanism, the man behind the curtain, the illusion of humanity, the rule of the false identity, the sentimental burglar.

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper;  “The Ascent” by Federale; “Unknowingly” by Kim Jung Mi “Now”; “City of Vampires” by Terry Allen; “Cast No Shadows” by The Mekons.

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Conversation with Kate Ledogar & Michelle Horsley on media manipulations, false narrative creation, and why most people stay away from too much reality and watch TV instead.

Part One: Off the Map (0 – 32 mins)

Long-distance connections, how babies learn Spanish, dental synchronizations, a rise in teeth-cracking during covid, Gabor Mate’s infancy, the way things are, your experts vs. my experts, VAERS, vaccine injuries, 5000+ deaths, swine flu scare, Fauci’s tipping point, global re-engineering off the map, an energy crisis, the Wuhan virus, early days of covid, working the thrift store in Hope, being (mis)guided by official sources, a class divide in responses to covid, caricaturing the poor, the death of the ace reporter.

Part Two: State of Derangement (32 mins – 1 hr 3 mins)

When big news get buried, outside of a paradigm, native child trafficking in BC, making sense of the world, meeting the impossible, David Peace’s Red Riding novels, placing truth in fiction, deranged by reality, encountering organized malevolence, defaulting to blind trust, the devil you know, the nanotech vaccine, TWA flight 800, people keeping silent,  ironed-out theories, something fishy in Canada, medical insurance and hand-outs, the consensus reality boundary, connecting the dots, belief in ETs, a collective doublethink.

Part Three: Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1 hr 3 – 1 hr 30 mins)

What people believe, what do we know in our bodies, a false idea of consensus, dispassionately processing dark realities, tips of iceberg tips, the myth of humanity, undercover operatives everywhere, the mis-representors of reality, contact in CIS, the problem of lying, reasons for lying, deception for a supposed good, how COINTELPRO operatives destroy community, intell. recruits, a slippery slope, crypto-scientologists & security contractors, NLP & mainstream media, NLP in writing, a world hypnotized.

Part Four: Programmed Humanity (1 hr 30 mins – end)

Eye contact while driving, anonymizing masks, Derren Brown, body manipulation for mind control, lying & the social contract, the trivial ways we lie, the self-serving white lie, why conscious lying comes easy, the problem of living together, a slippery slope, faking a happy Christmas to make it, Raimond Gaita, the difference between spin and lying, lying as self-defense, Fauci’s game, troubleshooting with the Amazon eggregore & human bots, you cannot lie to a computer, getting past an operative’s programming.

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper;  “Heidi’s Theme” by Federale; “Haenim” by Kim Jung Mi “Now”; “Cast No Shadows” by The Mekons.

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Second segment of conversation with Alison McDowell & Kate Ledogar.

Part One: The Internet of Humans (0 – 27 mins)

Minecraft education account, avatars in limbo, new child labor, digital assets, Diamond Age, Neal Stephenson’s dark ties, synthetic humans, Meet Cathy, the wonder kid of Wharton, an open air jail, choice architecture, encoded nudges, block chain, digital identities & the Technocracy, the Internet of Humans.

Part Two: Leaving the Cave (27 mins – 1 hr)

MIT’s backdoor, social emotional learning, singularity net, feeding AI, the body as battery circuit board, electric human energy harvest, the blood-brain barrier, a vampire system, Haptic suits, a computerized corporation, the end of engineering, an eggregore of management, the selfish ledger, IMPs, JINNs, & IRIS, a sensible view of conspiracy, the genesis of “They,” a David Icke lens, a benign veneer for the technology.

Part Three: The Invisible Community (1 hr – 1 hr 35 mins)

An MIT magazine, dismissing Naomi Wolf as crazy, hunkering down in belief, seeing past the constructed identity, integrating with the environment, impositional magic, know your gifts, the breadth of the problem, the road to Hell, the dandelions, orienting to the good by seeing evil, information weaponized, the innate ethics of being human, the invisible community, humanity’s role, turning the wilderness into garden.

Part Four: Dandelion Honey (1 hr 35 mins – end)

Finding one’s tribe, eluding the Ahrimanic tech snare, orienting through information, staying calm while exposing the dangers, the loss of safety, manufactured complicity, dandelion honey, a way through without pathways.

Alison’s site, “Wrench in the Gears”

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper; “Skin Grows Back” by A Proper Mob; “Citadel” by Federale; “Echo” by The Mekons.

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Part one of two-part conversation with Alison McDowell and Kate Ledogar

Part One: The End-Game of Philanthro-Capitalism (0 – 29 mins)

An ear to conspiracy, new US vaccination laws, saying bye bye to NPR, disparate communities uniting, finding affinities, modeling a different way of being, a culture beyond reform, learning to unlearn, Christopher Alexander, adapting & creating, impositional approach & extractive economy, the urge to fix, blind philanthropy, step-up culture, interrogating structures, the domination doctrine, exposing problems without offering solutions, a multiplicity of reckonings, the role of witness, manufactured poverty, an investment in not knowing, the end-game of philanthro-capitalism.

Part Two: Davos World (29 – 57 mins)

Alison’s recipe for transhumanist dystopia, the plans of industry, wandering into Davos world, sensory networks surveillance, augmented reality, military mother-may-I, contractual engagement, social impact bonds, data-run schools, stakeholder capitalism, managing human capital assets, globalized poverty management, impact=data=surveillance, profit in poverty, controlling basic needs, Blackstone plans for Smart housing, eugenic & breeding the behaviour of the poor, listening to NPR while Rome burns.

Part Three: The Disembodiment Drive (57 mins – end)

Eugenics & biotech, a letter from an ancestor, corporate designs on South America, the crazed aspiration of human beings, the gauntlet of the meritocracy, what drives the psycho-philanthropists, an obsession for engineering, colonization of the body by machine & vice versa, shedding the body, the disembodiment agenda, family Fabians, elitist alcoholics, identifying an ancestral pathogen, undermining the criteria for being human to accelerate the acceptance of AI, globalization 4.0, screen-based labor, disconnected avatars, hologram rights, into the metaverse, Tavistock & identity politics.

Alison’s site, “Wrench in the Gears”

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper; “Kingdom of Lost Centuries” by A Proper Mob; “Fine” by Federale; “Sad Donkey” by The Mekons.

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Each week, as many of you know, I attend Dave Oshana’s Sunday events (and the occasional Saturday ones). They provide what I try to provide for others: inspiration, gentle encouragement to grasp the nettle of existence, a breath of fresh air inside the stale, dark dungeon of the mind (we all have our own whine cellars we need releasing from).

There is no longer any question for me as to whether to support Dave in his mission. It is instinctive, effortless, inevitable. Su misión es mi mission, and vice versa. Symbiosis.

As with the bee and the flower, both need each other, not to exist­–that’s assured, and both have their own distinct orientations and purposes–but to optimize the potential of both parties, and that of existence itself.

For those who have been following along with my open exploration until now to overlook, ignore, or avoid Dave’s thing would be to miss out on the pay streak at the end of all this gold-panning. What a shame that would be![1]

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There are things–essential things–that you and I still need to do together, before we drop these bodies and embark on our one-way definitive journey of zero distance to eternity.

I am aware that you have your own life to live (or think you do), and that (you also think) I have mine. Also that connections deep enough to weather the tempest of temporal reality–in which everything will eventually be destroyed and leave no physical traces–don’t depend on any observable action or offering, gesture or show of hands (or toppling of heads).

At the same time, it is by our fruit, not our words, thoughts, or beliefs, that we are known. What are we here for, if not for putting our roots down deep into the natural world, to reach a harmonious, loving rapport with a reality that is objectively real, eternal and everlasting?

Like a man on his deathbed, I have been wondering what will be the net worth of my efforts so far–all the books, articles, podcasts, interviews, and so on–much of which you have consumed, at minimal cost and commitment, for your own edification and enjoyment?

If our relationship remains a parasocial one, it is by definition one-sided, and–notwithstanding the odd book sale or donation–literally as if you never existed for me. Since there is no such animal as a one-sided relationship, does that mean I never existed for you?

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There have been so many connections in my life, found or made, only to be dropped and forgotten. Souls come, they stay a while, then, as mysteriously as they appeared, they fall away, like autumnal leaves, just as if never having been there at all.

Since the Playwall has been established at this site, a number of people have reached out to me for 1:1 consultations. In part, they seem to want to secure a connection that they perceive as being in danger of disappearing as I phase out of the public production business.

For my part, I am trying to establish–or uncover–connections that I do not yet perceive as existing, to take the parasocial out of online relationships, to bring them into primal, real-time, face-to-face engagement.

This one goes out to those lost shipmates and absent limbs. We need you more than ever. Because, if the gangplank raises and the entryway closes while you are still on the outside, you don’t only lose us, we also lose you.

The dire prognosis is that, either we all make it out of Hell (either we make it out with all of us), or no one does.

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The ostensible impetus for this blogpost was once again, to reopen the eye of the needle to see if there are any living left here willing to bury their dead, lift up their heads, and make the painful but exhilarating transition–from studying evil to embracing and serving goodness; from paranoia to metanoia.

Practically, it is to promote a couple of upcoming (i.e., right now) Dave events, first up: “Unveiling Evil: What It Is and What To Do About It,” on Saturday 15th (this one not for newbs), and “Knowing Existence Knowing You: The Consciousness of True Free Self-Expression” (both at 5pm UK time).

Secondly, it is to invite anyone who has been tempted to reach to me for a 1:1 who perhaps feels unsure what to consult about, or why, to participate in a group meet explicitly for first-timers, to ask all the burning questions they have, and to take the temperature of these post-paranoia waters which you are, I hope, even now thinking of diving into.

To request a group meeting with myself and others (it will require a minimum number to take place), fill out the short form here.

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[1] Recently, I was thinking about something Luke Dodson said about Dave, during a Guy Dance meeting. A penny dropped for me regarding the suspicion and scepticism that certain readers, listeners, and associates have expressed about my working with and promoting Dave. I realized that they–and I–had it backwards: it’s not that my supporting Dave validates him. It’s that Dave’s interest in working with me, to anyone with ears to hear or eyes to see, proves that Dave’s project is worth your time and attention. As Luke pointed out, what cult-building “guru” in his or her right mind would ever want to have someone like me around, checking their underwear for skid-marks with every turn of their washing machine?

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No show notes this week’s, got lost in translation, the title says it all, this is a rare glimpse into the more intimate spaces of the Tuesday Guy Dance meet, with Luke Dodson, Martin Jolly, Hugo D., and Soma Seb, exploring the implications of intimacy, what sex is for, what men and women really want from one another, and why martial and marital are almost the same word.

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper; Other stuff by The Mekons & Federale

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Heaven and earth are impartial;

they see the 10,000 things as straw dogs.

The sage is not sentimental;

he treats all his people as straw dogs.

The sage is like heaven and earth:

To him none are especially dear,

nor is there anyone he disfavors.

He gives and gives, without condition,

offering his treasures to everyone.

Between heaven and earth

is a space like a bellows;

empty and inexhaustible,

the more it is used, the more it produces.

Hold on to the center.

Man was made to sit quietly and find

                       the truth within.

Podcast music by Federale. Special guest, Neil Kramer.

Original audio here.

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Epic 205-minute exploration of the inner worlds of trauma and of truth & the awakening spectrum of the human energy field.

Part One: The Threshold (0 – 37 mins)

Prisoner of Infinity, a spectrum of perspectives, trauma-induced (pseudo-) spirituality, counterfeit as frame for the real, natural vs. induced trauma, a shattering, a natural event coopted, childhood neglect & bad handling, cast to the four winds, shot into the future, can trauma lead to healing, ancestral healing, learning necessary skills, questioning the benefits, guardians & protectors, a glimpse of wholeness, events that send inward, mapping inner pathways, derailments by design, outer-orientation, accessing the unknown, the need for contrast, from trauma to blessing, communication challenges, the threshold from outer to inner.

Part Two: The Land of Spin (37 mins – 1 hr 13 mins)

The natural and the good, evil’s place in the world, the human race’s trajectory, collective insanity, turning lead into gold, rejecting the Kool-Aid, silk purses from sow’s ears, birth trauma, when does natural cease to become natural, more toxins than blood cells, a cosmic connection in the mundane, the way it works here, reorientation experiences, how deep the programming goes, when the glaze comes over, the only thing that matters, cosmic dreams, consenting to forgetting, making fiction out of dreams, becoming a spin doctor, the drive to plunder the infinite, evaporating data, trusting to the download, letting the record go, an epic awakening + delusion, low pain tolerance, Suzie’s bottom line.

Part Three: The Pain-Brake (1 hr 13 mins – 1 hr 45 mins)

Turning awakening into a story, giving over to the authorities, losing the Jesus feeling, a picture of the path, when the brakes come down, shifts in the wilderness, losing outer relations on an inward journey, multitudinal issues, where the trauma is locked into, CFS, Kundalini, & Lucifer, the pain-brake, choosing to be hobbled, past power abuse, a karmic burden, the gap between the erotic and the spiritual, the greatest fear, back to the body, a natural corrective, losing the super-powers, disembodiment >> power abuse, a razor’s edge of awakening.

Part Four: Through the Language Barrier (1 hr 45 mins – 2 hr 17 mins)

The research goes within, harmonic connections, talking to experiencers, breaking the language barrier, the need for community, bodies with bodies, collective enlightenment, self-discovery through interaction, the need for demonstrations, bringing the true self through, the front runners, apocalypse now, closing the gap, a vision of post-apocalypse, a changing landscape of community, the future dissolving, how the garden grows.

Part Five:  Cycles Natural & Anti-Natural (2 hr 17 mins – 2 hrs 51 mins)

The nature of the cycle, meeting the escaton, bodily readiness, the disconnected ET parts, the level of the gap, it’s all you, Whitley, spinning experience into cash, an inability to sell out, Jung’s Red Book, Jung’s influence, Artificial Intelligence, disengagement from body & Earth, cut off from the feminine principle, motherless men, leave the task to mad men, intellectualism as satanic lever, lured into the machine world.

Part Six : Unfreezing Mercury (2 hrs 51 mins – end)

Space race & freedom from responsibility, an enactable fantasy, when the power evaporates, redirection of consciousness to the outside, a full life as best resistance, leaving the bubble world, what bird do you see, real-world reorientation, starting from a false foundation, the innocence of the intellectual, withdrawing consent, seduced by pseudo-solutions, what is the intellect, a beautiful machine, coopted by trauma, unfreezing mercury, intellectual & instinctive synergy, the spontaneity of the body, a transitional liminalist.

Eileen’s site: https://koyoparising.com/

For more of Suzie & Eileen and the spectrum of awakening, listen to the audio from Sat’s “Back to the Blood” meet, over the playwall: https://auticulture.com/liminalist-specials/  (password same as for “Apocalypse Mirror”)

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper; “Submerged,” “Chemical Wedding” “After the Rain,” & “Cast No Shadows” by The Mekons; “Sirens Call” & “Thirsty’s Revenge,” by Federale

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Return conversation with Luke Dodson, on MoB rule vs HEF harmony, dark disembodiment schemes of the elite, the ideology of empire, and how to remain compassionate during the Apocalypse

Part One: Apocalypse Internalized (0 – 34 mins)

The view of revelation, an inconvenient apocalypse, if the power went out, false crises to cover up real ones, as resources run out, hitting crisis with products, organized child abuse, QAnon problem-reaction-solution, the environmental crisis mirror, allowing for an internal apocalypse, 1999, Donnie Darko, taking on a Hollywood myth, drawing in the projections, the junction of the brothers, 666 the number of the Sun, a legion of solar demons, Steiner on Revelation, the Body of God, as within so without, going deep enough inward to get turned inside out, reigning in Hell, permutations in history, a choice of core value.

Part Two: The Ideology of Empire (34 mins – 1 hr 5 mins)

Controllable movements, annexes on Hell, the ideology of Empire, a non-survivalist stance, back to Nature, universalist indoctrinations, the urge for community, what the world means, the monoculture, thrift store life, the Prime Directive, from might is right to progressive internationalism, anti-colonist colonization, CRT & US Foreign Policy, Aztec war gods, a cultural death machine, killing internal defiance, conquest via gaslighting, the means and the end of psyop, addiction to propaganda, technology as the medium of disembodiment, Alison McDowell, human chips in a virtual reality, betting on Job’s soul, the game plan of the elite, the digital casino of the god-men, the neo-liberal matrix, the last hubris.

Part Three: Changing Game Board (1 hr 5 mins – 1 hr 36 mins)

In the nature of power, the ingenuity of madmen, does Bill Gates exist, levels of conspiracy, the administrial elite, the transhumanist trap, hidden technology, a different game board, a perpetual motion machine world, the black magicians’ abhorrent initiation techniques, Matt Groenig & Jeffrey Epstein, The Simpsons forever compromised.

Part Four: Salvation Formulas (1 hr 36 mins – end)

Hollywood values, how to self-unplug, Nature as alternate matrix, the fate of Gomorrah, no decent place to stand, how to begin a journey of zero distance, a cry from the heart, necessary salvation formulas, the intelligent response to a pandemic, a sickening human energy field, sending blessings amidst the gnashing of teeth, loving life, wishing for apocalypse, judging the vaccinated, a compulsion to find evidence of abuse, the desire to see the consequences.

Luke’s site: http://symbioticculture.co.uk/

Songs: “Primitive” by Joy Zipper; “Shocking Version,” “Mirror” & “Cast No Shadows” by The Mekons; “Blood Flowed Like Wine” by Federale

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