Part one of two-part conversation with Nick Kalani, on a house of healing, Air Force training, ancestral influences, elder wisdom, development psychology, sweat lodge ceremony, Native Americans abuse rate, escapist pursuits, pot-smoking, Air Force recruitment, LSD and the military, discarnate interactions, a disintegrative event, the end of a dual-lifestyle, airman of the year, Walter White ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 116: An Uncurtainable Disintegrative Event (with Nick Kalani)

Part two of conversation with Martin J, on psychic vampirism, Carol Rutz, breeding psi-babies, a psychic continuum, David Icke’s paraphernalia, negotiating the deception, the limits of human imagination, dissociation & 2nd matrix, the world as hallucination, evolutionary regression, the primacy of consciousness, the value of service, reorganizing the self, UK culture, questions about Jimmy Savile, on ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 115.5: The Truth in the Middle (with Martin J)

Part one of two-part conversation with Martin J, on accents, what the voice communicates, voiceprints, the child abuse key to conditioning, losing ego, trying to understand parental break-up, the thing that didn’t happen, an itinerant lifestyle, Katy Griggs, seeking the organizing principal, mind control programs, Joseph Chilton Pearce, culture vs. nature, a missed sense of ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 115: Divisions of Self (with Martin J.)

Part two of conversation with Anonymous Italian, on dance halls and mass observation, music and consciousness altering, Jimmy Savile, culture as petri dish, Springsteen & the MKULTRA boys, dangers of the music biz, hanging with street guys, metaphysical dangers, a Christina sensibility, the devil’s tool, being a channel for music, picking up the sword, catharsis, ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 114.5: Blood & Toxins (with Anonymous Italian)

Return conversation with the Anonymous Italian, on credibility, due diligence as a researcher, the nature of research, Alex Jones’ pro-wrestling style, transference in reading, David Icke and emotionality, joining teams, being a fan, a personal connection with researchers, navigating the sea of information, what it means to be human, sexual abuse and stolen reactions, reclaiming ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 114: Carriers of Rage (with Anonymous Italian)

Part two of conversation with author David Curtis, on screen memory & abduction, Krishnamurti & Leadbeater, John Lily & altered state entertainment, meeting intelligence, Strieber’s broken voice, fragmentation & a history of conspiracy, crucial fictions, paid operatives in the APC, expressing the psyche, Jung on flying saucers, the exteriorized psyche, language as symptom of fragmentation, ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 113.5: The Other Within (with David Curtis)

Part one of a two-part conversation with author David Curtis, talking about the weather, born in Soulford, Manchester witchcraft, an interesting journey, sustained isolation, the end of work, meeting a wise man, learning wild flowers, an intimate moment, in the margins, self-to-self connection, meeting Krishnamurti, finding safety in an altered state, David Bohm, Castaneda & ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 113: A Gothic Hinterland (with David Curtis)

Part two of conversation with Anonymous Italian, on amnesia & memory, do your parts have names, compartmentalization of memory,  another reality, military base and shadowy connections, a dark room and a hole in the wall, complicity and denial, day-care center abuse cover-up, the manipulative skills of a sociopath, occult signifiers, stumbling on a ritual, suicides, ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 112.5: Stories We Tell Ourselves (with Anonymous Italian)

First of a two-part conversation with an Anonymous Italian, on trauma research and how seriously does Jasun take his work, creating a therapeutic space, why men don’t talk about trauma, woman-run men’s groups, stoicism in the Horsley family, Richard Dawkins’ “suck-it-up” philosophy of childhood trauma, a semantic gauntlet, religious conditioning and sexual abuse, sexual shame ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 112: Threats & Promises, An American Abuse Story (with Anonymous Italian)

Conversation with Jan Irvin on what’s in a name and suggestogens, the John Allegro attacks, Wasson & CIA, overturning the entire field of ethnobotany, Peter Levenda & Trine Day as disinformation peddlers, being surrounded by dissemblers, a circle jerk of citations, from psychedelics to entheogens, mind-manifestations, recreating the fall of man, gnosis as ego inflation, ... Read moreThe Liminalist # 111: The Tool of Tyrants (with Jan Irvin)