In life we all hit rough patches in life when we're trying something new or different. We all want to bail or change direction, but we can't. That rough patch is teaching you something. Hang in there. Learn from it. 

There are things we deal with that we don't share with anyone. We keep it to ourselves because we don't think anyone can help or understand. Take that to God in prayer. He will help you. He will answer your prayers, 

When we go through things we pray but we become impatient when we think the prayer won't be answered. We must ask for the ability to wait it out and understand that there is something working out in the meantime. God answers prayers in his timing and his will. Don't worry.