Research might seem like a virtue, but it isn't always. Felisa tries to piece together what her 'cousin' was telling her, but it's not the sort of answer she's used to.

CW: for dysfunctional families

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For all of Felisa's insecurities, she can finally see what a terrible family visit really entails. She does get something else: a lead. And a reason or two to be afraid.

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Felisa's mom might bulldoze over her emotional well being sometimes, but occasionally it works out. In this case, Felisa finds out part of her Grandfather's story that she wasn't meant to know.

CW: for dysfunctional parent/child relationship,

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Felisa has so much to say. She always does. Wasn't it inevitable that she would snap and let it all out at once?

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Before they hit the road, Felisa has a report to make: about a conversation she had and all the questions it couldn't answer.

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A stormed passed. Not the one in Felisa's head. That one isn't going away any time soon, especially not with her godson involved.

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It turns out that Felisa's professor has been listening along the whole time. Which she wasn't expecting. But as a result, there's some points, Felisa needs to clarify. Poorly.

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Felisa thinks she's made her choice. But after an all-nighter, she can't really trust her judgment so much. Also, she's not sure if she can call it judgment.

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Well, Felisa was never going to escape the party without consequences. They just weren't the consequences she was expecting: i.e. a chicken related injury. But now that she has to think about certain things again, it's going to be a battle to not fall into old patterns. Then again, maybe things aren't quite like she assumed.

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After a surprise anniversary party and chicken mishaps, Felisa is feeling more dejected then ever. Partially because she started thinking about her hair and all the things she'll never be able to do with it.

They say no one wins the what-if game, but it's not like anyone wanted to play; it just happened.

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