I have this weird natural reaction that I do where I will literally trick myself into feeling like my back is against the wall. I sometimes feel like I'm on a winning streak and I'm totally killing it, but then I get bored and realize that I'm not doing enough and that my life isn't where I want it to be. So I put myself in a place of desperation... then right after that I do something drastic like commit to a DAILY podcast, or weekly Youtube videos, or a song a month or something. This time, something is going to change. I'm not sure what it is, but i'm excited to see what happen