Cases of Conscience Case 21 I am by profession a follower of the blessed Redeemer, and hope I can appeal to the Searcher of all hearts, that it is my desire to walk in all the statutes and ordinances of the Lord blameless. Holy, serious meditation is, I am persuaded, a duty which every Christian ought to exercise himself in. It is a duty in which I once took great pleasure and delight. Not a day was suffered to pass in the neglect of it for a considerable time. But alas! may I say to my shame, that an alluring world, a tempting devil, and a still viler traitor within, conspired against the welfare of my precious and immortal soul. I began to perform it in a slight and indifferent manner, and at last I was prevailed upon to neglect it. Now I feel the awful effects of this, in a dark understanding, a hard heart, and cold affections. I endeavor to set about the duty — but oh! the Spirit is withdrawn; I have lost my God; and where will I go? My thoughts immediately go after some trifling vanity; I endeavor to rally them, but they are soon gone again. I command them in the name of the Lord to attend to it, for I have a great work to do; but all is of no avail. "I should be greatly obliged to you, Sir, if you would take my case under your notice, and give me some directions concerning the right performance of this so important a duty.