This special edition episode is dedicated to my brother Elijah Martinez, who passed away 10 years ago today. I wanted to honor him by doing an episode about him. Elijah battled mental illnesses up until his death. I talk about growing up with him as he battled those aforementioned mental illness, his last few years, the day of his death and the aftermath that followed. This episode means a lot to me and it took alot to be vulnerable. This is for you Elijah