The Nightgate Journal

"I didn't save you. I just love you."

Credits

"Midwinter"

Written, edited, and produced by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Performed by Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Theme music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Incidental music by Matt Lowery.

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

Shirts, masks, and stickers available on TeePublic (http://tee.pub/lic/1iN2oF06rdA).

The Nightgate Journal will be available exclusively and in its entirety on Bandcamp beginning March 19, 2021. Preorder your copy at dylanderwin.bandcamp.com.

TW: This fictional horror podcast contains content related to mental health, depression, anxiety, suicide, emotional abuse, and physical abuse. We do not intend to make light of these things. If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

"Yuletide"

Written, edited, and produced by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Performed by Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Theme music by Dylan D. Erwin.

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

Shirts, masks, and stickers available on TeePublic (http://tee.pub/lic/1iN2oF06rdA).

This story, and nine others, can be found in Echoes From the Fringe, Vol. 1, available on Amazon[dot][com].

“It all comes back to the simple truth that I would rather die myself than lose someone I love. That’s not noble. That’s selfish.”

Credits

"Madness for Two"

Written, edited, and produced by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Performed by Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Theme music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Incidental music by Matt Lowery.

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

Shirts, masks, and stickers available on TeePublic (http://tee.pub/lic/1iN2oF06rdA).

TW: This fictional horror podcast contains content related to mental health, depression, anxiety, emotional abuse, and physical abuse. We do not intend to make light of these things. If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

“The beam cut through the darkness; the undulating darkness.”

Credits

"The Celtic Pagan Folklore Variety Hour"

Written and performed by Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin) and Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Edited and produced by Dylan D. Erwin.

Theme music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Incidental music by Matt Lowery.

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

Shirts, masks, and stickers available on TeePublic (http://tee.pub/lic/1iN2oF06rdA).

TW: This fictional horror podcast contains content related to mental health, depression, anxiety, emotional abuse, and physical abuse. We do not intend to make light of these things. If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

"A whisper without breath.”

Credits

"Gloam Is Where the Heart Is"

Written, edited, and produced by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Performed by Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Theme music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Incidental music by Matt Lowery.

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

Shirts, masks, and stickers available on TeePublic (http://tee.pub/lic/1iN2oF06rdA).

TW: This fictional horror podcast contains content related to mental health, depression, anxiety, emotional abuse, and physical abuse. We do not intend to make light of these things. If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

"This is where things get bad.”

Credits

"Toil, Trouble, & Other Disasters"

Written and performed by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn) and Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin).

Edited and produced by Dylan D. Erwin.

Theme music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery) and Dylan D. Erwin.

Incidental music by Matt Lowery.

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

Shirts, masks, and stickers available on TeePublic (http://tee.pub/lic/1iN2oF06rdA).

TW: this fictional horror podcast contains content related to mental health, depression, anxiety, emotional abuse, and physical abuse. We do not intend to make light of these things. If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

"True, I talk of dreams, which are the children of an idle brain..."

Credits

"My Nightmare in Shining Armor"

Written, edited, and produced by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Performed by Dylan D. Erwin and Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin).

Music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery).

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

"Here, children. Here are all the hidden things. The dark and secret things. Things the men must never know."

Credits

"The Moon Howls Back"

Written, edited, and produced by Dylan D. Erwin (@dylnrwn).

Performed by Dylan D. Erwin and Leslie D. Erwin (@lesliederwin).

Music by Matt Lowery (@mattlowery).

Artwork by Dylan Cole Black (@dylancoleblack).

Follow us on Twitter (@NightgatePod).

If you are struggling with a mental health disorder or unhealthy home situation, know that you are not alone. If you need to talk to someone, here are a few resources in Oklahoma and around the country.

Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse (https://www.ok.gov/odmhsas/)

Mental Health Association of Oklahoma (https://mhaok.org)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org)

National Domestic Violence Hotline (https://www.thehotline.org)

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