The Nomadic Spirit

I hardly know where to start with this story.

* Should I start with the fact that she has been raped 38 times on the street?

* Should I start with the fact that she gave birth to her baby a year ago in my yard?

* Should I start with the fact that she is sober and has been for some time, and is on a path to get her baby back?

Each of these leads are so powerful I don’t know which is the best hook to start this story off.

I guess it’s a story of triumph over tragedy.

Let’s go back to last summer…

Crystal was pregnant and sleeping on a bench in my yard. I had recently been sued by the city for having tents and other basic survival items on my property. I will now go to jail if I put one more tent on my property. So, I couldn’t give Crystal a tent. She slept most of her pregnancy on a hard wooden bench. I don’t believe she even had any blankets. Just a wooden bench.

As she got very late into her pregnancy someone set up a canapy. This was on a piece of land in between land I own. A man by the name of Larue Corn owns this land. I’ve been trying to buy it for years. But Larue has been dead for over 20 years. His kids thought they had donated it to the church. They hadn’t. They don’t want anything to do with it. So it just sits there. We call it the Grey Zone.

Because I don’t own the land it’s not on me to make sure there aren’t tents on the land. I don’t have control over that area. It’s ironic really. I wanted to buy it once through the side lot program. But they wouldn’t sell it to me. So, it just sits there with no real owner.

In late September, Crystal gave birth under that canopy in the Grey Zone. Here’s a video I took of Hurricane, who was with her during that birth:

After that day, Crystal disappeared. And not long after, so did Hurricane. The canopy came down, and I just chalked it all up to yet another fucked up miracle that we experienced on this genuinely sacred ground. God lives with me in this area. God is never with me anywhere other than this battleground of lost souls. (It’s not the houseless people who are lost souls; it’s the souls of a garishly rich country who witness this excruciating human tragedy unfold before their eyes and do nothing about it.)

Crystal re-appeared in our lives a couple months ago. She had been going through a sober living program. She had been working it intensely.

Crystal is now eight months sober. She often comes by to talk to her friends who are still stuck on this hellish battlefield. They feel like trapped ghosts who don’t know how to move on.

But Crystal moved on and now is coming back to try to show people the path out. It’s so hard. It’s so hard. We never can judge someone in this situation. The forces keeping these people locked in a spiral of hell are more than any of us can imagine. We just have to attempt to understand that getting out is all but impossible.

But sometimes people do get out.

Not only did Crystal get out, but so did Hurricane. His family sent me a picture of him playing with some young kids in a lovely house. He’s also been sober for a long time.

I am so thankful and grateful for these stories of redemption and hope. They are icing on an otherwise shitty cake.

But I prefer to be in the shit cake with the people that haven’t gotten out. One way or another, you always get out. You either go to jail, go to sober living, or die. I’ve seen people do all three. I like to be in this purgatory of waiting for those transitions to come. It’s so terrible and yet so beautiful.

Crystal recently had a really nice article written about her in the Barberton newspaper. I’ll put those pages at the end of this post.

She has experienced some of the most severe brutality and torture on the streets of Akron, Ohio, and she tells all in this article.

But it’s not new. It’s not unique. Crystal isn’t special in that regard. Women living on the streets for any amount of time have all been raped, brutally beaten, and often sold for sex. I genuinely believe homelessness (and things like school shootings) are the universe asking us if we are truly as careless and heartless as we seem to be. The answer is yes. As a society, we are totally careless and heartless. It’s the most shocking part of it all.

How much cruelty can we watch and do nothing about it? The answer is: ALL OF IT! There is no line that has gone too far. What have we become?

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In this episode, Sage shares two intense and deeply personal encounters that highlight the challenges and dangers of working with houseless communities. Sage recounts recent incidents where he was threatened by individuals with guns while simply trying to provide basic necessities, such as water and supplies, to those in need. These experiences lead him to reflect on the pervasive culture of violence and the troubling reliance on firearms as a means of resolving conflicts.

Sage also delves into his personal code of self-defense, emphasizing his commitment to only using a gun if someone poses an imminent threat to him or his friends. The emotional toll of these encounters is palpable as Sage discusses the highs of helping others and the crushing lows of facing violence and societal indifference.

Throughout the episode, Sage critiques the failures of late-stage capitalism and systemic neglect that contribute to the desperation and violence in our communities. He expresses deep frustration with how basic necessities, like water and trash services, are often withheld from those who need them most due to bureaucratic red tape.

This episode is a raw and unfiltered exploration of the realities of advocacy work, underscored by Sage's growing disillusionment with a society that often seems indifferent to the suffering of the most vulnerable.

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This interview gives, I think, one of the most unvarnished discussions I’ve ever had on drug use and mental health issues in the homeless community.

Patty uses meth every day. This interview delves into that reality.

Part 3 focuses on Michael explaining the forced medication he was given in New Day Court.

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If you prefer, you can watch the interview here:

This segment of the interview has to do with their spirituality and their place in the universe from their perspectives.

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Here is the video version of the interview:

New Day Court In Summit County forcibly medicates and hospitalizes people against their will. It can last 90 days to 2 years. I know of no other court like this in the country.

I want to talk more about this program. But I want to unfold this conversation with Harley Quinn and Michael first. Michael will be telling his story in the next episode.

This is also in video on YouTube here:

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ZigZag is an extremely interesting person. He is an artist and intellect. He is very well educated.

You are always guaranteed to have an interesting conversation when you hang out with ZigZag.

I did this interview on Friday, September 8, 2023. Kenny had just lost his housing. He was probably in that house for about 6 months. You'll see in the video that he puts all the blame on himself. But that's never the way any of this works.

Yes. There is personal responsibility. But how the HELL could Community Support Services not get him psychological treatment? He deals with hallucinations. He can't work with other people without blowing up.

Kenny can blame himself all he wants. But this is a complete and total failure of the system. Someone needed to be working on getting him on disability. I know many people less ravaged by mental illness than Kenny that have their disability payments.

He was going to Community Support Services regularly. He was doing everything they told him to do to get into that house. And then when he got in the house they declared it "Mission Accomplished" and closed the book on Kenny.

We ALL know that if a person doesn't have income, or a very clear line on income, Rapid Rehousing doesn't work. IT NEVER WORKS in cases like these. We all know it and yet the system sets guys like Kenny up for failure.

"Housing First", which is what this Rapid Rehousing program represents, is the idea that you get a person into housing and then you work with them to get the other stuff. "Housing First" is a near total failure in Akron because they just do "Housing Only." Now we have a guy who can't do Rapid Rehousing for years.

He will be moved to the bottom of every single list of housing options because he "failed." Kenny is looking at another 5-6 years, EASILY back on the street. And it's worse out here because they have turned me into a criminal for trying to shelter guys like Kenny.

This is a failure on Community Support Services, United Way who runs the Rapid Rehousing program, and of course the Summit County Continuum of Care. The Summit County Ohio homeless services system is a complete and total failure.

These stories are heartbreaking. They crush my soul. They fill me with rage and then deep hopelessness and despair. How did we get to this place in our society where women like Krysten have to live like diseased rodents hated by society? If you are able to contribute to our work, please donate here:

https://donorbox.org/help-me-help-our-houseless-neighbors

Here’s the podcast on YouTube:

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Episode 123 of the Sage Against The Machine Podcast

I am going to attempt to put it these interviews up every Monday morning. Jay tells the brutal story of being institutionalized in America. He shows very clearly how keeping him locked up is incentivized for all of society. There is no incentive for society to help Jay get a place to live and get a job.

Jay is much more valuable to the system being incarcerated. He becomes a paycheck for everyone as an inmate. He becomes a check mark in the win column of “being tough on crime.” There is no metric the rewards society for keeping Jay out of prison. Recidivism puts all the blame on Jay and never looks at a system that wants to do everything in its power to get Jay back behind bars.

If you want to support our work you can do so here:

https://donorbox.org/help-me-help-our-houseless-neighbors

Here is the interview on YouTube: