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Awareness changes things — even when you wish it wouldn’t.
In this final episode of GILY (for now), Devany and Meredith reflect on what awareness asks of us — and what it costs. Listening honestly to the body reveals misalignment, grief, and the courage required to tell the truth inside soul friendship. Together, they explore how one person’s no and another person’s yes can both be true — and how love doesn’t have to collapse when a form comes to an end.
This conversation traces the lived experience of awareness: how it arrives quietly, how fear and imagination rush in behind it, and how integrity sometimes asks us to let go of something meaningful with care.
GILY is closing in this form, but it isn’t ending — it’s wintering. We’re deeply grateful to this community for listening, reflecting, and walking with us.
Gentle note: strong language at times. Use care if little ears are nearby.
“Awareness changes things — even when you wish it wouldn’t”
Christy Lowry — The Parent’s Table
The Invisible Labor Workbook
GILY is wintering.
Devany — Illumine Within
Meredith — Hibernate Healing
Follow along on Instagram: @gily.pod
By GILY!Awareness changes things — even when you wish it wouldn’t.
In this final episode of GILY (for now), Devany and Meredith reflect on what awareness asks of us — and what it costs. Listening honestly to the body reveals misalignment, grief, and the courage required to tell the truth inside soul friendship. Together, they explore how one person’s no and another person’s yes can both be true — and how love doesn’t have to collapse when a form comes to an end.
This conversation traces the lived experience of awareness: how it arrives quietly, how fear and imagination rush in behind it, and how integrity sometimes asks us to let go of something meaningful with care.
GILY is closing in this form, but it isn’t ending — it’s wintering. We’re deeply grateful to this community for listening, reflecting, and walking with us.
Gentle note: strong language at times. Use care if little ears are nearby.
“Awareness changes things — even when you wish it wouldn’t”
Christy Lowry — The Parent’s Table
The Invisible Labor Workbook
GILY is wintering.
Devany — Illumine Within
Meredith — Hibernate Healing
Follow along on Instagram: @gily.pod