I setup my mic, filmed a little reveal for TikTok & Insta, and then felt called to start recording. As someone who has lived by the plan up until now, walking in blind felt terrifying. In this instalment, we explore the discomfort and confusion that can come with learning to live in the moment and the expectations we place on situations to provide a particular emotional charge. Sit with me through the pauses between thought and allow the connection to form itself in time.