We’re back after a holiday hiatus of me spending far too many hours on the couch, avoiding productivity like it’s an uncle who spits too much when he talks. In this episode, I talk about what its like to feel have nothing special about me: no talents, no skills, no direction; and having the freedom to know that nothing matters because nobody gives a shit.

This one is funny and feels dumb to post because it isn’t very congruent with my typical episodes. But here is me, being honest in a moment of feeling fun.

This is an episode recorded in a low-place. It is an adventure in what it means be learn how to submit and let go to the pitfalls of the human experience. It is a personal lesson in knowing that life & growth is not linear, but messier than I thought.

This is an episode about my sobriety. I talk candidly about where I’ve been, my journey so far, and about what I feel my nexts steps will be. It’s an inner dialogue of the deliberation happening in my brain most days lately.

This is a midnight, sleep-deprived episode of thoughts that we’re racing through my head.

This is an appreciation episode for the way I’m navigating the current state of my life. It’s an appreciation episode for all the love I’ve been lucky to experience. It’s an appreciation for myself choosing to do the right thing.