The Pioneer Assembly

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  • How Do I Know What God Wants Me to Do? | Onward

    Have you ever wondered if you're really doing what God wants you to do?

    So many of us spend our lives searching for God's will, waiting for certainty before we take a step. What if calling isn't about having all the answers? What if God is simply looking for someone who is available?

    In this episode of ONWARD, Bethany Barr Phillips walks through Isaiah 6 and discovers that God's calling doesn't begin with a plan... it begins with an encounter. Before Isaiah was sent, he saw the holiness of God, experienced His grace, and responded with one simple prayer: "Here am I. Send me."

    If you've been asking, "How do I know what God wants me to do?" this conversation will encourage you to stop waiting for perfect clarity and start living with courageous availability.

    In this episode:

    • Why calling doesn't begin with your plan
    • The difference between certainty and availability
    • Why God doesn't always call the qualified
    • How to recognize God's will with one simple response
    • What it means to live beyond passivity
    • Scripture: Isaiah 6:1–8

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      21 min
    • Why is Spiritual Growth Slow? Outlasting the Hype | Onward

      Have you ever wondered why spiritual growth seems to take longer than you expected?

      In a world obsessed with the hype of success, God often works through slow, unseen transformation. In Episode 5 of the Onward Series at the Pioneer Assembly, Bethany Barr Phillips explores Galatians 6:9 and discovers why God's deepest work often happens where we see the least visible progress.

      If you've ever prayed, "Lord, why is this taking so long?"—this episode is for you.

      Together we'll explore:

      • Why growth often happens beneath the surface
      • How ordinary faithfulness shapes extraordinary disciples
      • Why comparison steals joy AND perseverance
      • How to keep trusting God when you don't see immediate results
      • The promise of God's perfect timing and the coming harvest
      • Whether you're feeling discouraged, spiritually stuck, or simply tired of waiting, this conversation will remind you that slow growth is not failed growth.

        "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." — Galatians 6:9

        Don't quit before the harvest.

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        00:00 Intro: Outlasting the Hype

        02:15 Why Is Growth So Slow?

        03:40 Galatians 6:9 Explained

        05:30 Early Church Insight

        07:10 Five Truths for the Waiting Season

        07:25 Growth Happens Underground

        09:05 Faithfulness Is God's Favorite Pace

        10:45 Don't Compare Your Field

        12:30 Weariness Doesn't Mean You're Failing

        14:20 The Harvest Has an Appointment

        17:45 Challenge

        18:45 Encouragement

        20 min
      • Why Am I Still Hungry? Finding God in Spiritual Dryness | Onward

        Why do we still feel spiritually empty, even when life seems full?

        In episode 4 of the ONWARD Series, Bethany Barr Phillips opens Psalm 42 to explore one of the most honest questions every believer eventually asks: Why am I still hungry?

        This episode dives into spiritual dryness, disappointment, unanswered questions, and the quiet danger of apathy. You'll discover that your longing isn't something to suppress—it may be God's invitation to know Him more deeply.

        Drawing on Scripture and insights from early church leaders such as Augustine and Gregory of Nyssa, this conversation reminds us that our restless hearts were created for something this world can never satisfy.

        If you've ever felt distant from God, struggled with a lack of passion, or wondered why your soul still aches despite following Jesus, this episode is for you.

        In this episode:

        • Why spiritual hunger is evidence you were made for more
        • How to navigate seasons of spiritual dryness
        • Why honest questions don't threaten your faith—they deepen it
        • The hidden danger of apathy
        • Practical ways to cultivate a deeper hunger for God
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          18 min
        • What If I Fail? (Maybe You’re Asking the Wrong Question) | Onward

          Fear has a way of sounding wise. It says things like: “I’m waiting for the right time.” Or “I just need more clarity.”

          But what if excuses are actually keeping you stuck?

          In this episode of the Onward series, Bethany Barr Phillips dives into Matthew 14, where Peter steps out of the boat and walks on water with Jesus. It’s a story that isn’t really about water—it’s about trust. Peter’s greatest moment wasn’t that he never sank; it was that he was willing to leave the boat in the first place.

          We’ll explore:

          • Why comfort can become a spiritual prison
          • How fear shifts our focus away from Jesus
          • Why failure never has the final word
          • Three practical ways to move forward in faith this week
          • Whether you’re wrestling with a calling, a difficult conversation, a career decision, or simply wondering if you’ve heard God correctly, this episode is an invitation to stop waiting for perfect certainty and start taking faithful steps.

            Following Jesus has never been about having all the answers >>> It’s always been about trusting the One who says, “Come.”

            Scripture: Matthew 14:22–33

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            00:00 – What If I Fail? 

            04:05 – Why We're So Afraid to Fail
            06:35 – Matthew 14: Peter Walks on Water
            10:15 – The Biggest Risk Is Never Leaving the Boat
            12:25 – The Storm Didn't Stop Peter
            14:35 – Failure Doesn't Get the Final Word
            16:25 – Final Challenge 
            17:04 – Things You Need to Know 

            18 min
          • When the Past Won't Let Go | Onward

            There comes a moment in every believer's journey when the greatest obstacle to moving forward isn't just what's ahead, but it's what keeps pulling us backward.

            Old wounds. Former identities. Past failures. Nostalgia for seasons God has already brought us through.

            In Episode 2 of the ONWARD series, Bethany explores the tension between God's call to move forward and our tendency to look back. Through the stories of Lot's wife in Genesis 19, Israel's longing for Egypt, and Jesus' words in Luke 9:62, we discover a powerful truth:

            You can remember the past without returning to it.

            God brought Israel out of Egypt in a single night, but getting Egypt out of Israel took forty years.

            Why? Because leaving is often easier than becoming.

            If you've ever struggled to let go of an old season, found yourself romanticizing the past, or felt stuck between where God delivered you from and where He's leading you next, this conversation is for you.

            It's time to stop living backward and start moving onward.

            Gather. Go. Onward.

            📖 Scripture: Genesis 19:26 | Luke 9:62

            00:00 Why We Keep Looking Back

            03:05 Leaving Is Easier Than Becoming
            05:40 Why Freedom Feels Uncomfortable
            08:15 The Danger of Nostalgia
            10:45 Lot's Wife: When Your Heart Lives Behind You
            13:20 Jesus and the Plow
            15:35 What Are You Still Looking Back At?
            17:20 How to Stop Looking Back
            20:40 Gather & Go Challenge
            22:05 Closing Prayer & Encouragement

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            24 min
          • How to Keep Going When it Gets Hard | Onward

            Life is hard. Loss happens. Prayers go unanswered. Relationships fracture. Diagnoses appear. Questions linger. Sometimes faith feels vibrant, and sometimes it feels like you're merely putting one foot in front of the other.

            In the first episode of our series, ONWARD, we're talking about what it means to keep moving toward Jesus when following Him becomes more difficult than expected.

            Drawing from Philippians 3:12-14, we'll explore Paul's determination to "press on" even though he hadn't arrived, hadn't figured everything out, and hadn't seen every promise fulfilled.

            You'll be reminded that the mark of mature faith isn't perfection. It's persistence.

            It's learning to keep praying when you're tired...

            to keep trusting when you don't understand.
            to keep showing up when growth feels invisible.
            to keep pursuing Jesus when nobody is pushing you forward but Him.

            If you've been discouraged, exhausted, frustrated, or wondering if your slow progress even matters, this conversation is for you.

            The goal isn't perfection. The goal is pursuit.

             

            00:00 When faith becomes more difficult than expected

            02:43 Life Is Hard: Why shallow Christianity doesn't prepare us for real life
            09:20 Philippians 3: Why mature faith isn't struggle-free
            12:15 How to Keep Going When Faith Gets Hard
            12:16 Stop Expecting Perfection
            14:23 Remember Why You Started
            15:39 Stop Living Backward
            16:44 Keep Moving When Growth Feels Slow
            19:26 Practical Ways to Keep Going
            21:46 Encouragement for the Tired

             

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            24 min
          • How to Stop Fearing the Future | The Good Fight

            We say we trust God with eternity, but what about tomorrow?

            In this final installment of The Good Fight series, Bethany Barr Phillips tackles one of the most common struggles believers face: Fear of the future. The truth is, most of us aren't afraid of what's coming—we're afraid of not being in control of it.

            When life feels uncertain, we often chase clarity, overthink decisions, and delay obedience while waiting for guarantees God never promised. But Scripture shows a different path: Faith isn't built through certainty. It's built through trust.

            In this episode, you'll learn:

            • Why fear of the future is often a control issue

            • How faith and fear both look ahead but interpret uncertainty differently
            • Why God rarely gives full clarity before calling us to move
            • Five practical ways to walk into the future with confidence instead of anxiety
            • How to stop demanding answers and start trusting God's presence

            Whether you're facing a major transition, waiting on direction, or struggling with uncertainty, this episode will remind you that God is already in the future you're worried about.

            Key Scriptures: Joshua 1:9, Proverbs 3:5-6, Romans 10:17

            "Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God." — Corrie Ten Boom

            The future isn't a threat. It's an invitation to trust God more deeply than ever before.


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            25 min
          • Counting the Cost: What Following Jesus Actually Requires, ft. Jason Cook | The Good Fight

            What does it actually cost to follow Jesus?

            In this episode of Pioneer Assembly, Bethany Barr Phillips sits down with pastor and longtime friend, Jason Cook, for an honest conversation about discipleship, suffering, surrender, disappointment, obedience, and the reality of counting the cost of the call.

            Together, they unpack the tension between calling and comfort, the dangers of shallow Christianity, why so many people become disillusioned in their faith, and how the modern church often underprepares believers for suffering. From the prosperity gospel to perseverance, from loneliness to long obedience, this conversation refuses easy answers and instead points listeners toward a deeper, more durable faith.

            They discuss:

            • What Jesus really meant by “count the cost.”
            • Why suffering & disappointment are part of discipleship.
            • The difference between calling, comfort, & unnecessary striving.
            • Why salvation is the starting line.
            • The role of community in discerning God’s voice.
            • How faithfulness is formed over time.
            • Whether you’re wrestling with disappointment, questioning your calling, walking through hardship, or simply trying to stay faithful in the long obedience of following Jesus, this episode is a reminder that the cost is real… but so is the presence of God.

              “The decision to follow Jesus is a one-time decision for all time… that you make every single day.”

              Scripture References:

              • Luke 14:27–33
              • Luke 9:23
              • 2 Corinthians 12
              • About Jason: With over 20 years of public speaking, pastoral, and leadership experience, Jason Cook is truly a master of inspiring every room. He's been a leader in locker rooms, elder rooms, and boardrooms at a young age -- showcasing his wisdom, humility, and skill across multiple settings. Jason has been an entrepreneur, evangelist, itinerant preacher, church planter, team captain, business owner, and current Senior Pastor of Fellowship Bible Church in Roswell, GA. He holds an M.Div from Beeson Divinity School and serves on its Advisory Board. He and his wife, Courtney, have four children: Charlie, Cager, Boss, and Bishop. They live in the Atlanta area with their two dogs, Apollo and Minnie. 

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                39 min
              • Doing More for God Is Not Always Doing Your Best for God, Ft. Drew Worsham | The Good Fight

                You can be doing a lot for God… and still be running yourself into the ground.

                We’re continuing our Good Fight series on Pioneer Assembly—a place together for those called to go—and this conversation is one many people don’t realize they’re already in the middle of.

                In this episode, we sit down with Drew Worsham to talk about healthy rhythms, burnout, and how easy it is to become spiritually and emotionally unhealthy without even realizing it. We explore the subtle ways hustle can disguise itself as faithfulness—and why exhaustion is not a badge of honor in the Kingdom.

                You don’t have to be in vocational ministry to have questions like:

                • Have I confused being busy for God with being faithful to God?
                • How do I know when obedience turns into overextension?
                • Why is it so hard for me to rest without guilt?
                • We also look at 1 Kings 19, where Elijah—after a powerful spiritual victory—crashes emotionally and physically. And instead of pushing him forward, God meets him with rest, provision, and presence.

                  This episode is for anyone who feels:

                  • tired but still pushing
                  • called but overwhelmed
                  • faithful on the outside… but empty on the inside
                  • If that’s you, this conversation is an invitation to slow down, realign, and rediscover a pace with God that is actually sustainable.  The goal isn’t just to start strong. It’s to finish well.

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                    38 min
                  • When You Can't Hear God's Voice | The Good Fight

                    What do you do when you can’t hear God’s voice?

                    If you’ve ever felt like God is silent, distant, or not speaking, this episode will help you understand why and show you how to hear Him again.

                    In this episode of Pioneer Assembly, we continue our series, The Good Fight, by discussing one of the most common struggles in the Christian life: How to hear God’s voice in what may seem like a season of silence.

                    Many believers wrestle with questions like:

                    • Why can’t I hear God?
                    • Is God still speaking today?
                    • How do I know if it’s God’s voice or my own thoughts?
                    • What does the Bible say about hearing God?
                    • We dive into biblical truth and practical steps to help you grow in spiritual discernment and reconnect with God’s voice. Rooted in Romans 10:17, this episode explores how faith grows through hearing God—and how to position yourself to listen again.

                      You’ll also hear a powerful personal testimony from host Bethany Barr Phillips’s cancer journey, where the difference between assuming God’s voice and truly hearing Him became life-changing.

                       

                      ⏱️ CHAPTERS

                      00:00 – What to do when God feels silent

                      02:00 – The struggle: Why can’t I hear God?
                      05:30 – Silence does not mean absence
                      08:30 – Faith comes by hearing (Romans 10:17)
                      12:00 – Bethany’s cancer story: assuming vs hearing God
                      20:00 – Why we struggle to hear God’s voice
                      29:00 – Practical ways to hear God again
                      40:00 – The good fight: choosing to keep listening
                      42:00 – Encouragement for silent seasons
                      44:00 – Final thoughts: positioning yourself to hear God

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                      26 min

                    About The Pioneer Assembly

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                    You’re invited to assemble with Bethany Barr Phillips and her friends as they do their best to pioneer faith conversations with honesty, encouragement, and sometimes, no resolve. With two types of episodes - traditional long form and short form (called Field Notes) - this podcast is for those longing to belong and maybe even longing to believe. It is not for the faint of heart or those easily offended by truth. It’s for those willing to assemble, not to rise up, but to go out.