In this raw and powerful episode, I continue the story of my first Rose daughter, Sarai— and share, for only the second time ever, the full story of her birth.
After months of injury, prodromal labor, and an exhausted body, I found myself at 41 weeks pregnant, dragging a broken foot in 105-degree South Carolina heat, trying to force what could only come through complete surrender.
What followed was the most excruciating, traumatic, and ultimately transformative experience of my life — a water birth that took me to the depths of the underworld and back, guided by Mary Magdalene every step of the way.
In this episode I share:
- The final weeks of pregnancy after my injury — exhausted, resistant, and refusing help
- Why I chose to suffer when I could have rested — and what Sariah was teaching me
- The moment prodromal labor turned real and everything changed
- What it felt like when her head finally engaged — and how I learned to leave my body
- The most traumatic and euphoric polarity I've ever experienced in the same breath
- How her birth set the tone for the years of initiation still to come
- The moment, at 6 months postpartum, when my second Rose daughter first came to me — as a hawk through my windshield
This episode is for every woman who has fought against her own softness, who has mistaken force for strength, and who is being called to surrender to something bigger than herself.
"Mary came to me and said: you will do this, and you will learn exactly why you're doing this."
Next episode: The pilgrimage to the Cave of Eggs and Mary Magdalene's Grotto in the south of France — at 20 weeks pregnant. The story I've never told a soul.
About Dr. Kayla
Dr. Kayla Abeid is a Biological Sovereignty leader, Magdalene Priestess, and Oracle—initiating women into the remembrance of who they truly are beneath conditioning, survival, and inherited identity. Her work is not about healing. It is about remembering.
Through her transmissions, teachings, and fields of activation, women are guided back into their original design—where the body leads, truth is undeniable, and life is no longer negotiated through fear. She speaks to the woman who has done everything “right”… who has searched, processed, and worked to become whole—yet knows there is something deeper calling her forward. This is that place. Where the false identities dissolve. Where the nervous system reorganizes around truth. Where the soul is no longer a whisper—but the authority.
As the host of The Radical Woman Podcast, Dr. Kayla opens portals of remembrance, power, and return, bridging the sacred and the biological, the mystical and the embodied.
She lives devoted to this work, alongside her husband and children, walking the path she initiates others into. If you feel the pull, enter the field: www.drkayabeid.com
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