the radio archives

sorry for the bad quality of audio, i didn't bring my mic (again) but this was another of y'alls requests (i'll redo it later but posting this for now) anyways thanks for listening and hope you enjoy this stuff :]

because we're bored. i'll probably do the general advice episode next because i like doing those at home and school kinda sussy, but if i do the truth or dare episode next (yall requested it so-) then its cuz i couldn't do it in time ✌🤪✨ anyways, thanks for staying for another ep and i hope you enjoy!

(disclaimer: we are not actually emo brokken this episode) we just messin around during break time hehehehe ヾ(￣▽￣) funny because danae was saying "material gworl" all morning, but she doesnt mention it once in the ep (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ ✨w e i r d✨ (pls, feast ur eyes on chadford, who is the episode's picture)

i love you all so much, thank you for being here to listen and enjoy my podcast! 🥰 this will not be the only listener appreciation episode i will do, trust me there will be plenty more 😈

also, i announced the winners of the contest, so make sure to tell me ur special request in the comments! love yall 💕

talking a little bit about my childhood and the memories i remember from that time (sorry if i say "i dont remember" a lot. my neurodivergency causes me to forget many things) hope you all enjoy! 

im singing a song from a playlist i love <3 plus, someone important to me introduced me to this beautiful song, and it reminds me of them ^w^

just me strumming some basic chords my little cousin taught me on my dad's old guitar (plus me singing to the background music i have on)

i apologize for any weird sounds or sharp notes, im a beginner just learning how to play. my dad's guitar had been sitting in my room gathering dust, so i decided to pick it up and play a little because i have nothing else to do with my time -w-

im... im tried. maybe im just desperate, maybe im going insane, idk. it all just hurts. im sad. 

(im sorry yall have to hear this, life's really messy rn, and i really need to get this out. if you want, you can skip the audio, you don't need to hear me ranting abt my life and shit. i thank you all for being there for me, and i really appreciate you guys. your comments make my day, and it warms my heart knowing people actually care abt this podcast and listen to it. you guys keep me going even when things get rough. i love you all <3)

(and a quick reminder: please don't comment anything mean, i am human too. i am not a robot behind a screen with a perfect life and no feelings, and i am not a overdramatic person posting this for pity. i use venting as a way to cope and let out my feelings so that they don't weigh me down. if you dont wanna listen to my vents/rants, then dont. also, if you want to make mean comments about me, my podcast, or anything else, please leave. im not forcing you to listen to my podcast, so if you dont like it, just stop listening.) 

https://open.spotify.com/track/6hjh2phISvfR1Ib6S0FK7b?si=8169906825ef4ed1 <- this song reached into the depths of my soul, plz listen to it 

im tired bros... and i need to just let this out. i did this yesterday, but forgor to post. so yeah.

... HOW DID I NOT THINK OF THIS BEFORE?!?!?! 

late realizations/shower thoughts are scary. 〒▽〒