There is BEAUTY in the PROCESS 🌱🪴. In this short episode I share a note I wrote to myself about where I currently am on my journey and how often times I try to keep this season of my life to myself. Losses create WINNERS, without our losses who would we be! Why do we often like to keep our struggles to ourselves instead of sharing our journey with others. It is freedom and vulnerability and allows you to connect with others who can relate to you. If we only highlight our winning season people will never know what we had to go through to get where we are. You got this! If you’re in your struggle season, brace yourself and prepare for your winning season, it’s not too far ahead. But EMBRACE your struggle season for it is preparing a WINNER 🏆. Some things I have learned about myself when I am harboring negative emotions
I notice how negatively it’s impacting the way that I
1. think,
2. trust,
3. I’m also projecting my negative feelings about what has happened to me onto others,
4. I’m also not allowing room for new things to enter my life because I am harboring the old.
5. I am becoming more guarded towards myself and how I allow people in while yet I am also praying for God to align me with people who can help me refill his purpose but resisting the idea at the same time
6. I’m also HIDING so much of how I feel from the world, from people, from you guys.
7. I have a deep desire to appear okay even when I am not.
8. By doing so I’m being much more harder on myself. Which isn’t good and won’t allow me to proceed forward in a healthy way.
And I can clearly identify how this is impacting my life. Think about what you have been through and how it’s impacting your life in retrospect. STAY BLESSED 🙏🏾🏆. I am hopeful this episode and going to shift something inside of you and change your narrative slowly but surely 😘✨