We need to do better cause we fucking up

I tell my story. I talk about my abusive childhood, my abusive first ex girlfriend, my second and third ex girlfriends and I get to tell MY story. I talk about the things I’ve been through and although I haven’t talked about everything, this is MY story and I’m just getting started. There’s a lot people don’t know about me.

I talk about my recent battles with depression, Suicide, and I called 988 and spoke to a wonderful woman who made me feel better. This is the time to SAVE lives, NOT take lives.

I'm done with the control and manipulation and I'm exposing it all.

Let me say that I'm happy for My Puerto Rican Spice, Isaiah Miranda for landing his first movie role, but I'm pissed that I'm still struggling despite me networking, honing my talents as a screenwriter and trying to grow. I truly think it's racism that's the reason as to why I'm not succeeding. I even go into details about the shit black people go through in America everyday.

I open up about my past relationships, issues with PDA’s, affection, learning about boundaries, accountability and how it all stems from my childhood. And let me say that the signs of someone never having a girlfriend listing is horseshit. I myself am a distant person, but it all stems from my childhood. I had issues being the man my partners needed me to be. I lacked in confidence, affection, etc. and was always awkward when it came to conversations and affection. I’m still learning about myself and right now I’m working on myself. I’m working on losing weight, getting a makeover so I can look and feel good and I’m trying to put myself in activities so I could be free from this depression and meet new people.

I have a lot of shit to say.

I’m talking about my martial arts comeback.

I talk about the recent murder of Jordan Neely, who was put in a chokehold by a white supremacist military veteran on a NYC subway the other day.

I support Mark Harley and I believe he was abused. I share my own experience with abuse.