In order for a human being to comprehend the infinite Torah, it is one of the greatest wonders Hashem performs. To merit this, you need to accept the yoke of heaven, committing to action even before understanding. Then, you will connect with the Torah you study. Remember to utilize the mikvah and give tzedakah as part of your spiritual journey.
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