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You can memorize Scripture as a kid, know all the standards, and still end up staring over the fence wondering what life looks like on the other side. JJ Calvio did exactly that. He grew up in church, competed in Bible quizzing, and says the Word he hid in his heart became the very thing that kept pulling him back when his choices took him farther than he ever planned to go.
JJ lost both parents to COVID within weeks, and that loss cracked open a deeper emotional life and a renewed hunger for God, even when churches weren’t meeting normally. We unpack why coming back doesn’t have to mean flipping a switch overnight, how Bible quizzing and coaching kids reshaped his faith, and the moment “commitment” became more than just avoiding certain sins.

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She believed in God for years, but she could not trust “God’s people” and she had reasons that went deeper than most of us want to admit. My guest, Trish Richardson, shares what it was like growing up with divorce, instability, and a childhood marked by abuse, bullying, and the kind of shame that teaches you to stay silent. If you’ve ever thought, “I love God, but not church,” you’ll hear your own words in her story. 

We talk honestly about church hurt, spiritual wounds, and why trauma can make attachment and relationships feel unsafe. Trish describes crippling anxiety and panic attacks, being misdiagnosed, and turning to substances and opioids to self-medicate. We also unpack the difference between anger and rage, why unprocessed pain leaks out sideways, and how grief and forgiveness are not cute concepts but hard, life-saving work. This conversation sits at the intersection of Christian faith, trauma recovery, mental health, addiction, and real-life redemption.

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She went years believing God had to be a joke. If He was real, why didn’t He stop what happened to her? Our guest, Mary Bobbitt, joins us for a courageous, tender conversation about trauma, identity, and the moment grace finally broke through the walls she built to survive.

Mary shares her story of childhood sexual abuse, rejection, and the way those wounds shaped her view of love, safety, and even her own worth. We talk through how same sex attraction can begin as an emotional longing for connection, why secrecy creates torment, and how “acceptance” can sometimes be a false peace that ends the fight but deepens the bondage. If you care about Christian counseling, trauma recovery, and walking with prodigals, you’ll hear language that’s both honest and hopeful.

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If you’ve ever told yourself, “I didn’t mean to walk away,” Amelia Borha’s story will feel uncomfortably familiar and deeply hopeful. Amelia grew up in church, loved God, and built real spiritual roots through youth group, music ministry, camps, and missions trips. But her backsliding didn’t start with a dramatic rebellion. It started with a schedule, a few missed services, and a quiet drift that seemed harmless until it wasn’t.

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Some people don’t walk away from God because they stop caring. They walk away because disappointment turns into bitterness, and bitterness starts rewriting the story. Pastor Donovan Hill tells the honest version: raised in church, called to preach, then blindsided by a pastor’s scandal that shattered his picture of leadership, faith, and identity.

We trace how that fracture turned into escape, first through music, then through Nashville’s pressure cooker of ambition, ego, and influence. Donovan shares what faith deconstruction felt like from the inside: the slow shedding of standards, then doctrine, then confidence in the Bible itself, and why it can feel like liberation even while peace disappears. If you’ve ever wondered how a “good kid” ends up far from the Father’s house, this conversation puts real words to it.

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Intrusive thoughts are one of the most isolating battles because they feel personal, loud, and impossible to explain. When our guest Tommy Deaver tells us hers started around age five, it puts language to what so many adults still cannot name. Tommi was not raised in church, carried anxiety and racing thoughts for years, and learned early how to look “fine” while fighting a war in her mind.

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He grew up in church, but the altar scared him, fitting in felt urgent, and “I’ll come back someday” sounded believable for a long time. Sean McDonald joins me to tell the story behind his return to Jesus and why the biggest obstacles were not just behaviors, but shame, identity, and the lies that keep people out of the building.

We talk about what it’s like being raised by a praying mom while your dad only shows up on the big holidays, and how that tension shapes a kid’s view of God and church. Sean shares how he drifted through the teen years, started drinking and smoking, and convinced himself he needed to get clean before he could walk through the doors again. We dig into how common that “fix yourself first” mindset is for prodigals and why it quietly delays healing.

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You can sit in a church pew and still feel a hundred miles away from God and you can be far away and still feel pulled toward home. I talk with Bishop Jim McPhaill, the pastor who has had a front-row seat to my own back-and-forth journey, about what he has learned across 44 years of ministry and why most people do not “choose rebellion” so much as they slowly drift. He shares a simple, unforgettable picture of the lost sheep, and it lands because it explains how spiritual distance can grow quietly until returning feels impossible. We talk about this subject and more.

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In this Episode, Kathy sits down with some of her first guests to talk about what has life been like since you rededicated your life. The ups and downs, the good times and the hard times. They answer a total of 19 questions.

(Left to Right)

Keith Battle Episode 2
Keri McPhaill-Rodriguez, Episode 3
Kathy Chastain (host) Episode 1
Reyna Galvez Episode 5
Victor Molano Episode 15

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If you’ve ever felt like God’s love depended on how perfectly you followed the rules, Tabitha Lopez’s story will hit close to home. She grew up in a strict United Pentecostal world where standards, leadership pressure, and fear of “getting it wrong” shaped her identity, even while she genuinely loved God and hungered for the Bible. Then Hurricane Katrina wiped out her home and community overnight, and the faith that felt unshakable suddenly had nothing familiar to stand on. 

We talk through what happens after trauma when you’re grieving, angry, and trying to make sense of why God didn’t prevent the pain. Tabitha shares the slow slide into isolation, social anxiety, depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts, plus the complicated church dynamics that can deepen shame instead of bringing healing. The most surprising part of her testimony is the detour into Jehovah’s Witnesses, not as a flashy rebellion, but as a desperate attempt to find belonging and rebuild a life without trusting God.

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Find Tabitha's book, "No Longer A Prodigal" on Amazon

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"Redeem California, With God it IS Possible" 

"God of the Impossible: 30-Prayers for the Redemption and Restoration of California"