I'm 24 years old, and I’m a victim of brainwashing. 

It's weird. With the cocktail of medication I take every day, I feel numb. But then I stare down at my wrists and see where I've carved into my own flesh with my nails and smashed my mirror. I've clawed at my door, and there are marks on the wall where I've smashed my head into the tiles. I don't feel it or remember it. But I do see the clumsy stitches across my temple and blackened eyes, split lips and band aids when I’m cleaning my teeth. 

Written By: Trash_Tia- https://pastebin.com/83NyL5YF 

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