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What happens when your life completely falls apart, stripping away your career, identity, and sense of worth? In my eight-year "spiritual shit show," I experienced exactly this—a complete dismantling followed by a surprising rebirth centered not on hustle and perfection, but on play and joy.

The comeback story I share today isn't what you might expect. After years of narcissistic turbulence, identity loss, and questioning everything I thought I knew, my healing didn't come through more striving. It came through rest, self-compassion, inner child work, and most surprisingly, rediscovering playfulness. The transformation began when I stopped trying to present a "serious professional" image and embraced the colorful, symbolic, and sometimes silly nature of spiritual connection.

The universe, I've discovered, has an incredible sense of humor. When I channel, my guides don't deliver stern lectures—they show playful metaphors and visuals. When I ask for signs, they appear as butterflies, deer crossing my path, or perfectly timed messages on random yard signs. This mirrors how our subconscious communicates through dreams: in symbols and feelings rather than logical sentences. What if we approached our spiritual journey with this same lightness? What if, instead of treating healing as another item on our to-do list, we recognized that our souls long to laugh, create, and yes—even jump on trampolines in the middle of the day? Join me in exploring a spiritual path centered not just on healing, but on remembering who we truly are: embodied love with infinite possibilities for joy. How might your week change if you incorporated more play, more laughter, and more light into each day?

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Something profound is happening. Can you feel it? Your cells are remembering, your energy is shifting, and there's a deep calling to stop the endless cycle of busyness that keeps you disconnected from your truth.

The message coming through is clear and urgent: half the stuff you're doing doesn't even matter. It's just motion for motion's sake, conditioning that keeps you trapped in patterns of doing rather than being. The awakening we're all experiencing isn't happening in the external noise—it's emerging from within the silence. You cannot awaken outside yourself, and you certainly cannot awaken while constantly consuming other people's data and opinions.

This episode dives into what spiritual teachers are calling "The Deep Remembrance"—a collective upgrading of our energetic systems that's happening right now. Your DNA is literally shifting. Your frequency is changing. Your body is learning to hold more light than ever before. There's an undeniable urge to release who you once were and step into alignment with your higher self. But this transformation requires something counterintuitive in our achievement-oriented culture: stillness.

As we anchor into these new earth frequencies, we're invited to become conscious co-creators rather than controllers. The great expansion into new dimensions of consciousness is here, offering unprecedented opportunities for creativity, community, love, and power. But first, we must stop pushing life and allow ourselves to be transformed by the silence.

Are you ready to remember who you truly are? The awakening is here. It is here. It is here.

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Remember when vulnerability wasn't just a buzzword but a practice? When reading someone's blog felt like an intimate glimpse into their beautifully imperfect life? That raw honesty seems to have disappeared behind the polished veneer of social media perfection.

Autumn brings a powerful invitation to purge both our physical and energetic closets. What stories, beliefs, and habits have you outgrown? What needs boxing up as precious memories, and what deserves to be confidently stepped into? This episode explores the delicate balance between honoring our journey and boldly choosing our path forward.

Life is like your house—always something to pick up, dust, rearrange, or appreciate. Our inner world requires the same consistent care. Just as you wouldn't go days without brushing your teeth, your energetic self needs daily maintenance. I share my favorite practices for returning to center: breathwork, visual meditations, community connection, voice notes with friends (better than any therapy!), journaling, movement, rest, and intentional moments of presence.

The beauty of being human lies not in perfection but in the messy middle—where we're growing, shifting, purging, resting, and celebrating along the way. When we turn our curious lens inward with the same fascination we have for others' stories, we discover our own superpower of vulnerability. And in sharing our authentic journeys, we create space for others to do the same.

As above, so below. The deeper we go within ourselves, the more our external world shifts to match. What will you choose to release? What new possibilities will you open to? Join me in this seasonal energy reset as we root deeper into the truth and light of who we really are.

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Have you ever noticed how deeply uncomfortable stillness can be? That moment when you stop "doing" and your mind floods with questions about your worth and productivity? You're not alone.

The spiritual journey isn't about hustling harder but about finding the courage to be still. Like panning for gold, we must patiently sift through mental debris until we uncover those precious nuggets of truth that can only emerge in quietness. This process transforms us from the inside out.

During our weekly Energy Club gatherings, I've been witnessing the profound shifts that happen when we practice simple presence. One powerful distinction that's emerged is between gratitude and appreciation. While gratitude acknowledges the big things ("I'm grateful for my home"), appreciation zooms into the micro-moments—noticing someone's eyes during conversation or feeling your hand on a desk. These tiny acknowledgments bring tears to our eyes when we realize how rarely we truly see what's right in front of us.

The collective energy right now is calling us all to ground more deeply. This isn't just about physically connecting with the earth but learning to pull all your scattered energy back into the present moment. Grounding becomes the doorway we walk through before we can truly arrive in presence. When we ground, we give ourselves an energetic hug, creating a sense of safety that allows us to fully experience now without needing to escape through distraction or busyness.

What resources help you feel safe and supported? Is it nature, a cup of tea, a favorite blanket, or the weight of your pet against you? This practice of "resourcing" helps train your body to recognize what safety feels like. From this grounded place, everything else becomes possible—your ability to experience joy, clarity, and trust naturally expands.

Ready to experience this transformation yourself? Send me a message to learn more about joining our Energy Club, where we practice these simple but life-changing techniques together in community. Your journey to presence starts with a single moment of grounding.

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Embarking on a journey of authentic expression isn't about finding the perfect brand name—it's about discovering what gives you permission to be fully yourself. That's the revelation that transformed my path from Energetic Movement Collective to Guided Towards Greatness, then Spiritual Shit Show, and now to Numinous Wisdom.

The awakening process is inherently messy. Despite what popular spiritual contexts might suggest—"just use the law of attraction," "stay positive," "let it go"—true growth requires more than intellectual understanding. We must embody these principles, allowing our physical being to resonate with what we seek. Otherwise, our desires remain perpetually external.

When I launched Spiritual Shit Show in 2020, the name felt refreshingly honest. It captured the beautiful chaos of spiritual growth without pretending my journey was Instagram-perfect. Yet as my intuitive healing work evolved, I questioned whether this cheeky brand could fully contain all aspects of my offerings. This led me to "numinous"—having a strong spiritual quality, evoking the sacred, mysterious, and awe-inspiring. The word resonated deeply with what I've always tried to convey: soul-level truth, wonder, permission, presence, and play.

Building a new website brought unexpected challenges beyond technical struggles. I wrestled with identity questions: Would a mystical brand mean I needed to wear flowy pants and crystals? Should I adopt a businesswoman-with-moonstone-earrings aesthetic? These concerns revealed my deeper fear—that branding might trap me in a performance rather than free me for expression.

The breakthrough came when a friend helped bring my vision to life, showing me that branding isn't marketing or performance but true soul expression. When the site launched (accidentally!), I felt unprecedented permission to be authentically me. Permission to let joy, color, and quirkiness shine through. Permission to stop shapeshifting for credibility or professionalism's sake.

Wherever you are in your becoming journey, remember this: you don't have to fit any mold. Your personal brand should offer space for freedom, authenticity, truth, and growth. Let it be messy, let it be magic, and surround yourself with people who push you into the center of your own light. Visit numinouswisdom.com to feel the vibe and see how embracing all aspects of yourself—sacred and silly, professional and weird—creates true freedom.

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The moment I shifted from seeing my journey as "healing" to "becoming," everything changed. Healing implied I was broken and needed fixing, but becoming? That's about remembering who I've always been beneath the layers of protection.

For years, I thrived in the competitive dance world—a realm beautiful in its artistry yet often fueled by ego and transactional relationships. I built walls around my essence just to survive, to succeed, to manage the demands of owning a dance studio. My body remembered every moment I felt unsafe, storing these memories in my movement, my breath, the way I showed up in the world. Dance gave me joy and livelihood, but my community wasn't allowing my spirit to truly soar.

When life gave me the painful but necessary opportunity to rebuild, I discovered what healthy friendships actually feel like. People with whom I can have sacred conversations without performing, shrinking, or apologizing for taking up space. My body relaxes in their presence. My spirit dances freely. At 46, I've finally found what genuine connection feels like—people who remind me who I am rather than demanding I become someone else. The contrast is striking: around those who agitate my protective mechanisms, my body tightens and my energy diminishes. Around those who celebrate my authentic self, I expand into joy.

Rebuilding my brand taught me an essential truth: I don't have to hide who I am to be taken seriously. When a friend helped me restore color to my professional image—embracing my wild, sacred, permission-giving playful self—I remembered this is who I've always been. Your becoming deserves the same authenticity. Surround yourself with people who feel safe for your soul to land with, who see you in all your messy, magical glory. It's okay to seek soul family, to rebuild your life around love instead of fear. You're allowed to be colorful, raw, real, radiant—and you were never meant to do this journey alone. Who are you becoming with?

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Have you ever reached a point in your healing journey where the constant drive to achieve, prove yourself, and build an identity suddenly feels... optional? That's exactly where I found myself recently, experiencing what can only be described as an ego death while simultaneously enjoying the unfamiliar comfort of a regulated nervous system.

This episode takes you through my personal evolution from a state of chronic fight-or-flight—largely due to narcissistic abuse that took years to heal from—to a place of genuine peace and acceptance. It's a strange paradox: after dedicating so much energy to healing and growth, I'm now discovering the joy of quiet, simple days and the freedom that comes from no longer needing to be somebody important. The work has been done, and I'm landing in my life differently.

During our time together, I channel a powerful message about the art of becoming, revealing that at our core, we are love remembering itself. "Love remembering that joy is the birthright. The art of becoming is the awakening to love and you are love and through love all things are possible." This channeled wisdom offers a higher perspective on our spiritual journeys, reminding us that as we shift and heal, our entire lives transform accordingly. For those currently navigating their own messy, uncomfortable healing processes, this episode serves as both validation and encouragement. The path may be challenging, but the expansion into joy, freedom, and self-compassion makes every step worthwhile.

What would change if you allowed yourself to be bathed in the light of love today? How might you experience life differently by embracing the truth that joy is your birthright? Listen, reflect, and perhaps discover that your spiritual journey isn't a fight to become someone new, but rather a remembering of who you've been all along.

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Have you ever reached a point in your healing journey where you suddenly don't recognize yourself anymore—but in the best possible way? That strange, uncomfortable, yet somehow freeing space is exactly what I'm exploring in this raw and intimate episode about the art of becoming.

After completing a nine-month soul-based, trauma-informed somatic therapy course, I found myself experiencing what some call an "ego death"—that profound moment when the identity you've carefully constructed begins to fall away. It's not that the ego disappears entirely (we need it to function!), but rather it no longer leads the way. For someone who spent decades hustling to become someone—building a dance studio at 21, surviving a narcissistic relationship until 36, caring for a father with Alzheimer's—this shift has been both disorienting and revolutionary.

The most surprising part of this transformation has been learning to trust joy again. When your nervous system has been calibrated for danger and hypervigilance since childhood, happiness can actually feel suspicious. Your body side-eyes it like, "Wait, is this a trap?" This is the messy, beautiful work of healing that not enough people talk about. Now I find myself at a crossroads: Do I keep efforting toward old dreams and definitions of success? Or do I surrender to a beautifully simple, perhaps more anonymous life that doesn't require external validation to feel magical? At the heart of this question lies worthiness—can I truly believe I deserve joy that comes without hustling for it? Can you?

Whether you're deep in your own healing journey or just beginning to question the patterns that have shaped your life, this episode offers a compassionate look at what happens when we start unbecoming everything that isn't authentically us. Join me for Energy Club on Mondays where we explore these themes together, or connect with me at numinouswisdom.com. The path of becoming isn't about transforming into someone new—it's about returning to who you've been all along.

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Ever notice how we complicate manifestation, turning it into a series of rigid techniques? What if the real magic lies in something much simpler – something you've known how to do your entire life?

Welcome to a special episode where I take you inside my Monday night gatherings, affectionately called our "energy club." These intimate sessions have evolved beyond my expectations, becoming powerful spaces where participants track their growth and maintain higher vibrational states throughout their weeks.

When I launched these gatherings, I arrived armed with coaching tools and structured manifestation exercises. However, the spiritual guides had different plans. They instructed me to set aside my prepared materials with a surprising directive: "We're starting with joy." This unexpected pivot initially triggered panic – participants had signed up for manifestation training, not joy exploration – but what followed transformed my understanding of the manifestation process entirely.

The guides revealed that joy functions as the direct gateway to love's frequency. While love itself represents the highest vibrational state for manifesting, our human experiences have complicated our relationship with it. Love, for many, carries emotional baggage – associations with pain, betrayal, abandonment, and conditions. Joy, however, remains pure, innocent, and present. It bypasses our emotional defenses and naturally aligns us with love's frequency without the resistance.

This episode guides you through creating your own joy inventory, practicing conscious joy reception, and identifying moments when you "cap" your authentic expressions. Do you stop yourself from dancing when your favorite song plays at Target? Do you hesitate to send heartfelt texts or say "I love you" first? Each time you dim your light or hold back your weird, wonderful self, you're blocking not just joy but your manifestation power.

Ready to experience the medicine of uncapped joy? Listen now and discover how letting joy move through your day naturally guides you toward love, helping you embody your most authentic, abundant self. Your joy isn't just a pleasant bonus – it's the very frequency that calls in your manifestations.

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Have you ever had that moment where you suddenly realize you've changed? That profound "aha" when your response to something that once would have sent you spiraling is now completely different? These quiet revelations are worth celebrating – they're the evidence that growth is happening, even when we don't see it.

In this deeply personal episode, I share a recent experience where I caught myself being stubborn and resistant to feeling controlled. Rather than denying this trait or falling into shame as I might have in the past, I got curious. What I discovered was tender and illuminating – how this pattern formed in childhood as a protection mechanism in a home with subtle emotional abuse. Living "inside a snow globe," I developed strong opinions and rigidity as ways to create safety and control in an unpredictable environment.

The journey to healing isn't about fixing broken parts of ourselves. It's about loving what once wasn't safe to love and gently retiring outdated survival strategies with compassion and gratitude. I share a powerful channeled message about choosing between living a life defined by healing or one filled with joy, adventure, and play. As the world transforms around us, we face a great choosing between love and fear, light and suffering, hope and hopelessness.

Whether you're just beginning your healing journey or well along the path, I hope this episode reminds you to honor how far you've come and to soften toward the parts of yourself that once felt unlovable. Connect with me on social media to share your thoughts or join our community where we hold space for the messy, magical process of becoming who we truly are.

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