In the quiet aftermath of grief, Sarah and Eli begin their first semester at community college. September unfolds not with drama, but with rhythm, shared coffee, library study sessions, and the slow return of laughter. As Eli's father takes steps towards healing. This episode is about the quiet heroism of showing up, the sacredness of small moments, and the radical act of believing that ordinary life is worth rebuilding.

April is the month of aftermath. Eli's mother dies, and the world doesn't stop. It just gets quieter. The funeral comes and goes but the grief lingers in the walls. Sarah stays close, trying to find the balance of being there for him and not suffocating him. There is a lot that goes on in this episode so you are not going to want to miss it

February begins with relief. Eli isn't leaving. But just as sarh starts to believe in peace again, a new crisis strikes. Eli's mother falls ill with covid. Love is tested by distance, fear, and the unbearable weight of not knowing.

Despite the cold and holiday chaos, Sarah and Eli keep meeting. Makiong love, dreaming of a future, and finally letting others in. This episode explores intimacy under pressure and the quiet shift from secrecy to selfhood

Sarah and Eli start sneaking out at night-parks, bleachers, back of his truck. In the hush of midnight, she begins to fall for him. This episode captures the thrill of rebellion, the intimacy of stolen moments, and the quiet defiance of choosing joy in a year that has tried to erase her.

Sarah begins her senior year not in a classroom but behind the screen. As the school shutdown erases rituals and milestones, she grieves the year that she never got to hold. With Eli's presence, she starts to reframe what this time could mean. Building moments, sketching through the silence, and choosing to show up anyway. This episode explores the quiet resilience of rewriting a stolen year.

This episode contains May and June entries as well as some actual audio clips of Sarah. Eli makes a comeback and there is an optimism in the air by the end of this episode.

In April Sarah's world grows quieter. Her connection with Eli flickers as quarantine stretches on. The silence begins to feel familiar again. The entries show an emotional drift of isolation. And for the first time, you get to hear sarah's voice.

The month the world began to shut down. Schools closed. Hallways emptied. The noise of everyday life faded into static. But for Sarah, who had already been living in emotional isolation, the silence wasn’t new—it was familiar.

This episode traces the quiet pivot in Sarah’s journal. Just as the world begins to close, something opens inside her. A boy named Eli enters her life—not with grand gestures, but with quiet presence. He listens. He sees her. And for the first time in months, Sarah begins to feel real.

Through poetic entries and emotionally layered reflections, we explore the tension between global isolation and personal connection. Sarah’s voice shifts—from numbness to curiosity, from invisibility to fragile hope. She’s not healed. She’s not whole. But she’s no longer alone.

This is the story of a girl learning to exist in a world that’s disappearing around her.  

And the boy who reminds her she’s still here.

Going through the entries in her journal throughout the month of February. What she says and what she is saying and the contrast between the two.