Now that I graduated I need to start to get college-ready but I'm having trouble with that because of my parents. It's crazy how disrespectful parents can be but the kids can't do it back.

This wasn't in the podcast but van-life or life not depending on my parents sound good to me. I'm getting sick of one parent being so bipolar with their attitude sometimes, then the other parent when I don't act the way they want, suddenly I'm immature. I hate when people say act mature because I feel like there's no specific way to act mature.

I need to get out of this house because I have a low-key feeling that my parents might be homophobic. Like I can't tell who will freak out if I get a boyfriend, because that "coming out" thing isn't for me. I feel like my parent should know or at least not assume I'm straight but that's me.

In this epsiode, I'm explaining a dilemma I've been going through about my sexulaity. And I'm left wondering where I fit in into that spectrum. Also this epsoide is pre-recorded so after this epsoide I would've graduate.

After a conversation with my aunt, I have recently came to the discovery. I might not want to go to a four year college and maybe a two year one.

Recorded this epsiode on my phone, so if the audio is bad in sorry. In this epsiode I talk about my week so far. School is over for senior so no more work all I have to do I get cleared for graduation.

Day after my rejection and after some shower thoughts, I realized what went wrong.

I confessed and got the results I expected. Thank God it's the end of my high school years and I don't have to see him after next friday.

There's this dude I know in a duel enrollment, that I think is cute. So tomorrow I want to try to tell him. Ps, this is a dude I barely talk to. Wish me luck

Today I have chosen to skip school, to go on a college tour. Also I'm making this known to the listeners that I won't be uploading every week or month, so don't expect an epsiode.