I love you more than I love myself

If I weren't with you I can't picture me with someone else

And every time we separate it's like we under spells

'Cause when we hurt each other we come back to help each other heal

You say I'm crazy, but at least you know my love is real

But shit, you crazy too, and that's why they say love is hell

And it's forever, so I hope you never up and bail

And if you ever left me for someone, you gon' get someone killed

If love hurt's than know that that person hates you.

This episode is me opening up more about my scares

Time to address the the elephant in the room

Need to have that convo, shit been on my mind like "Hmm"

Time to address the elephant in the room

To say nothing is saying something. You must denounce things you are against or one might believe that you support things you really do not.

But no matter where we at in our lives, just know I wait for you

My biggest fear is drifting away from you

Just know I never plan on letting you go

So right here is where I'm letting you know

All I see is you

The heart wants what it wants and I understand

But you can't relate if you ain't felt the pain

You won't understand, why I am not the same

You quick to say I switched but you're the one to blame

The liquor went from numbing me to killing me

It's hard to chill with you now cause the energy is different

The love is gone, I can tell by how you look at me

Funny cause it changed with you, truth be

The kiss. There are all sorts of kisses, lad, from the sticky confection to the kiss of death. Of them all, the kiss of an actress is the most unnerving. How can we tell if she means it or if she's just practicing?

I'm just a person like you. I have feelings to. I have problems... I have solutions that don't work out, and the whole enchilada. I really am sick of the whole 'self-pity' world I've been thrown into, and have realized that happiness is just an arms reach away. I hope that my work will make you smile, laugh, cry, whatever. even if it's not the reaction I was going for. :) Basically, I just want to have fun now, and am sick of being weighed down. Join me if you like, or pretend that you like me and secretly wish that I burst into a thousand flames.

Peace & Love