In the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus’ ministry begins not with the roar of the crowds, but with the invitation of the Holy Spirit into the Wilderness. Out of the wilderness, Jesus will launch his public ministry, call his first disciples, and announce and enact the Kingdom of Heaven. Yet, before all this takes place Jesus is first called into the wilderness. The wilderness is a place of lacking, and longing. It is emblematic of a season of testing, and refinement. In the wilderness, Jesus is tempted by the devil to turn stones into bread, to seize control of the kingdoms of this world, and to jump off the temple to make a clear display of God’s power by the public rescue of angels. The devil tries to bring Jesus over to his side, by grasping the right goal but through the wrong means.
As we journey through this season of Lent, we begin not with a shout but with a time of self-examination and testing, because we also are guilty of grasping the right goal with the wrong means. We often fail to see our inward motivations. So the invitation of the Holy Spirit is towards the wilderness— the season of examination, testing, and refinement. This invitation can feel like losing. But in Jesus we learn true spiritual growth is not found in the acclaim of victorious self-assent, but in the self-emptying dependency that is indicative of the wilderness season.