Change is upon us.

Hello you gorgeous bunch – today I’m on a Zoom session and talk about how hope helps us through things.

Welcome to Lockdown Thoughts, today is the first day of the second lockdown in the UK, I’m here with you through every step of it, every single day.

Talking in the shower and whilst I get myself ready to go out and meet my partner in town for food.

My creativity is through the roof, talking about my new side project!

In today's episode I'm making an omelette for lunch and talking about turning corners with my mental health and moving forward, online food shopping, me vs bread, the potential resurrection of old characters for Halloween and audience engagement.

Since having my wisdom tooth removed I'm feeling pretty positive - in this episode I talk about the slightly concerning COVID-19 app notification I got, returning to social media, #NewMusicMonday on Spotify, spin-off podcast idea and my spiking libido.

This was recorded over a number of days - A weird musical intro kicks this episode off and then you'll join me in the kitchen as I make some lunch - then on another day, again in the kitchen and doing the chores and making dinner and taking about making music, the epic struggle to speak to an emergency dentist, taking a proper break from work, refining my YouTube channel and removing old videos, buying meat - and then the before and after of the trip to the dentist!

Join me whilst I make myself lunch and talk about things such as hermitage, struggling with things, counselling, old traumas, the magnifying effect of COVID-19 and losing momentum.

Remembering a potentially transphobic Cornetto advert, COVID cases on the rise, GoodNewsNetwork, incoming work restructures, releasing music every week, mood swings, restrictions, weight worries, redundancy and more.

Song at the end of the show was Creep by Hildegard von Blingin'